Kade crooned Kaden to sleep in the small house she and her mentor lived in. Using her magic she conjured a cradel to put him into to sleep. Puting the baby down she stared out the window, thinking and more inportantly reflecting.
"I know you will, just dont let Telren figure out where we are..... we have to be more carful for a while. Atleast till I can fight and know that Kaden will be safe....." Kade said as she looked at Yeifou after kissing him.
"Yeifou? What should we do? I cant fight now, I cant risk leaving Kaden alone..... I wont leave Kaden alone.... not with Telren out there...." Kade looked at baby Kaden in her arms and gently brushed her finger aginst his cheek. "I cant fight alongside you Yeifou.... I cant risk putting Kaden in danger...."
"I thought as much. But lets not think about that for now..... lets enjoy the moment and our son....." kade smiled at Yeifou before smiling at Kaden.
"Sounds good to me, he looks so much like you," Kade smiled as she she touched the baby's cheek softly. "He's going to be so hansome when he grows up..... So how is that anti-Telren plan/ battle strategy coming?"
"I love you too," Kade smiled as she kissed Yeifou back. "What should we name him? Mary could I see him please?" Mary handed the baby over to Kade who was know sitting up in the bed. Mary gently closed the door behind her as she left. "He has your hair and my eyes"
"Yeifou? Hey," Kade smiled weakly, she looked over at Mary. "How is he?" Mary looked up at Kade and smiled, "Very well, he's strong like his mother." "Like his father," Kade corrected as she smiled up at Yeifou
Kade laid in her bed clutching the sheets, 'S*** why now?' Kade thought angrily. 'It's too soon.....' She teleported to the inn in her home town. "Mary, I need you help....." Kade said faintly. "Oh my......" Mary gasped as she ran to Kades side and helped her into one of the down stairs bedroom. "It'll be fine dearie, Mary is here." Kade laid down in the bed as the pain intensified. A few hours later Mary was holding a bundle, Kade was resting and the run was setting, casting a red glow into the room. OOC: sorry guys but i was getting sick of her being pregnant lol
Shay unpacked her bag, putting all her posters, pictures, and anything else she owned that could go up on a wall. She reached in her bag and took out a can of spray paint and sprayed the borders of her room, in black. "Well now that looks a lot better." Shay smiled as she stepped back to look at her handy work. She took out her clothes and started putting them away, her theatre shirts, sweat pants, jeans, tanks, and finally she saw her uniform on the back of her door. She walked over, took it down and threw it onto her bed. "Why am I here? That's right good old step mom...... gold digger," Shad mumbled under her breath as she went back to unpacking.
"Allright, I promise I wont cry. But those things did happen, and I can never take it back but I can move on......" Kade assured Yeifou, kissing him back.
Kade cried happily, "Thank you." Kade was happy that Yeifou choose to believe in her words and not in his darkness. "I love you." Kade returned Yeifou's kiss.
Kade looked at Yeifou, the darkness forming around him. "Please calm down, dont give in to it! Dont make me explain to our son that you gave in to you darker side." Kade pleaded, she couldnt loose Yeifou, she hated to see him when ever she felt guilty. He always got so upset that it seemed liek he wasnt himself, like the happy side didnt exist.
"Dont blame yourself, it was my fault, not yours," Kade pleaded. "I should have noticed it wasnt you."
"I kissed him...." Kade closed her eyes tightly as she said those words, as if utering them pained her. "I thought he was you, and he kissed me, and I kissed him...... I'm so sorry."
"Would you still not care, even if it's something I've done after our son? The other day for example......... he showed up and I thought he was you...... with all thats been going on I just thought that it had cought up to you and all the stress was making you act differently...... I should have known...... you dont........ your both just different......" Kade tried to explain, a few shameful tears fell down.
"No!" Kade pushed Yeifou away, not letting him kiss her, and stood up and covered her head with her hands. "You deserve someone better......." She crouched down, sobbing.
"I'm sorry.... I dont deserve you.... and you definetly deserve someone better then me. Someone who can tell the differance......." Kade sighed as she burried her face in her arms
Kade brought her knees up to her chest, trying to find someway to make her pain go away. 'I wish I could forget......forget everything. It was easier that way, growing up with no memory, not knowing where you came from or how you got there..... only remembering waking up and seeing a smiling face looking down at you......'Kade thought to herself her eyes blank, emotionless.
Kade sat on one of the towers watching the night sky. 'I cant believe I did that........why?' Kade thought to herself as she looked at the moon. She took a knife from her back pocket and cut the palm of her hand. 'This is a reminder of what I've done.........' She ripped part of her jacket and used it to wrap her hand.
Kade smiled, "You're suck a goof Yeifou. Dont worry I'm fine, let's head back home." Kade stood up and reached out her hand for Yefiou to grab.
