Why is it everytime, everytime I search for happiness, all I ever manage to find, is an unendless sadness rhyme. When I find someone, whether it be friend or more, I can't help but think now, what am I in for? I've tried to hard, keeping on a happy face, but it seems I am damned, to this painful place. One another after another, taken from me, in numerous ways, there seems no other. I lend my heart out, or sometimes more, but then they or someone else, always slams the door. I'm so stressed, I'm such a mess, my life seems so screwed up, there isn't a single moment of rest. Memories torn in two, heart being smashed to pieces, constant headaches pulsing, waiting torments ceases. As I sit in my darkness, I think why me, why have I been put through so much, what is it that I don't see? So I sit in my pain, waiting and watching, hoping it someday will end, and my body and mind finally be released from this drain. Hearing the words, tomorrow is another day, its just part of life, just hoping for another way. -This last six months I have experienced more than I ever have in my life emotionally and mentally, as much as this feeling is expressed in this poem, I don't quite believe it-
OOC: Hey Destiny...how is your day going?... BIC: Yeifou was happy to hear that from Katara, "if you don't have it here...then where to you expect to have it?" he smiled. "Thats hope if you have been panicing this whole time..." he said making sure it was clear the point he was trying to get across. Silax closed his eyes and thought for a moment, "Katara...shes like a sister to me...and I never gave hope on her coming back..." he said opening his eyes. "I agree...we shouldn't give up on this Organization either..."
OOC: Indeed...slowly... BIC: Yeifou sighed and shook his head, "Garxena...we can't be thinking like that..." he giving a small smile, "we need hope...hope that we shall see another morning...hope that we may share another day together as this Organization...." Silax grinned, "if hell awaits...then why not take him down with us..." he said a flash of darkness crossing his eyes, "I've been there once...Telren has been there several times..." Telren finished preparing himself, "Katara....pathetic...I shall be sure to call you daughter as I kill you...." he said shaking his head. "My real children lie here...the children of the darkness...."
OOC: Sigh...unfornately it is a bigger part of my life now though Destiny...*hugs*...glad to hear you are doing better...don't be afraid to let me know if you ever need anything on here... BIC: Yeifou nodded, "its unlike him to be honest..." he sighed thinking, "but we don't have time for thinking of the reasons...we have to prepare...he is one who doesn't barge straight head forward into something...he likes sneaky tactics as we all know..." He looked around, "we must be watching all corners and sides...."
OOC: Gotta love stress...sigh...back for now...if enough of you guys are on tonight we might be able to start the battle...it all depends of course on that factor... BIC: Telren dawned his cloak and gloves, "we shall make a formal appearance...no need for sneak tactics this time...." he laughed confidently. 'Best be ready Yeifou...the day of your downfall has come...' he thought with a sadistic grin. Yeifou sighed and watched as the darkness slowly creeped across the sky, "its a timer..." he said softly. He turned to everyone, "Telren will make his move when the darkness in the sky reaches our headquarters..." Silax was shocked slightly, "wait...so he has basically given us a timer until his attack?" He shook his head, "that means one of two things...hes too overconfidence...or he holds enough power and logic that he will be able to destroy us for good this time..."
Exactly...*hugs*...miss you sis...
You would think I would learn That I would be able to see this coming once more, again and again, it's always the same path that leaves me sore. I think just maybe, just maybe this chance could work out, casting aside everything I have, perhaps there could be good in this day to be. I offer you my heart and mind in hand, hoping that this time that I am right, that giving them to you isn't a mistake, that I won't remember that time as a blight. But as I sit and think after it all, I can't help but feel like a fool, why did I jump in head first, why did I once again take a fall. Putting all my trust, giving all my feelings and will, sacrificing them for you, letting you of me take your fill. Hoping that I didn't give my heart to you in vain, trusting that you won't let me break, but what is the use, always in these situations I end up feeling pain. So I once again ask myself, why did I do it? what could have possibly made me change my mind, why did I go out on a limb thinking this one would fit. Well once again it turned out wrong, I'm sitting in emotion and suffering, once finding myself searching, for that one girl in whose heart I belong. -Once again I took a chance and risk in a relationship, unfornately by the mood of the poem it didn't turn out too well-
OOC: I'm sorry guys but once again I stuff I need to work out before I come back to this thread...I know it happens quite a bit and I'm sorry but I just need to get these things worked out...take care all of you...And very glad to hear you are doing better Destiny...*hugs*...
OOC: One of everyone in the Organization...or so it is heard. BIC: Yeifou sighed, "unfornately this is the biggest...most deadilest battle that this Organization will face here to...." he said gently squeezing Kade's hand, "but we shall not fail or fall...we will win this thing..." Silax nodded, "there are safer places in this building than the rest...they will be safe there..." he smiled giving her a reassuring smile, "like Yeifou said...we will get through this..." Telren grinned starting to get his replicas ready, "today is the day...the death of that so called Organization..." he said a face of darkness crossing his eyes, "lets see what they are made of...."
OOC: I hope you get to feeling better Destiny... BIC: Silax grinned, however it didn't stay for long, he turned and faced out the window observing the dark sky slowly creeping over towards their headquarters. "We need Frostex to hurry...all we know is that there are replicas....but how many...."
Yeifou laughed lightly, "I trust your trust in him...." he said gently rubbing his nose against hers, "we better rise and get about dear....the final preperations are at hand..." he said sitting up and removing himself from the bed. He gently helped Kade up and stretched slightly. Telren nodded lightly, "indeed love..." he said before turning to one of the replicas and stopping it holding out his hand. He looked and smelled the air around him suspiciously, "someone is here dear....not a replica either...." Silax smiled and kissed her cheek, "its going to be ok...we are all in this together..." he said before sensing Katara had awoken, "isn't that right sis...." he grinned.
Yeifou's face became stern, "we shall fight and hold them off the best we can..." he said bluntly, "to be honest I know you know this...I have never really trusted you Zepharus...if there was ever a time to try to attempt to earn it...here is your chance..." He sighed, "you will take our son to safety...you will then return understood?" Telren grinned, "indeed...not one shall let out a breath after this army storms across them...." he said laughing. "Or as I like to say....the light shall finally be consumed and darkness shall flood the worlds...." Silax continued to hold Garxena close to him, "she must have had a reason though dear..." he said softly, "and usually it is always something to help you...she really cares about her little sister...."
Telren grinned and kissed her softly once, "indeed...they shall all be destroyed at the hands of darkness...." he said turning back to his army. "Tomorrow...darkness will rule the worlds....prepare yourself...no mercy....no survivors...." Yeifou smiled, "that would be best..." he said gently squeezing her hand, "we will survive this dear...I promise....no matter what we fight together...." Silax hugged her close and rubbed her back softly, "its going to be ok Garxena...even if she doesn't...we can search for her after the battle..." he said closing his eyes.
Telren grinned sadistically at his army ready and waiting, "tomorrow...tomorrow the darkness shall consume all..." he said throwing his hands up. The army of replicas cheered and shouted in admiration as there father told them of their purposes and goals. He gently wrapped his arm around Ina, "tomorrow your revenge shall be settled dear..." Yeifou laughed lightly, "seems this Organization doesn't have time for weddings very often...however it might be best if we ask them after the battle..." He sighed happily, "finally we will be at peace...." Silax hugged her close and gently rubbed her back, "there there dear...we will find her...." he smiled softly, "who knows she might show up just in time for the fight..."
"Oh...it must have been a wonderful dream of mine then..." Yeifou smiled gently squeezing her hand, he cuddled her close and softly rubbed her back. "So then...are you perhaps implying that we should have a wedding ceremony dear...." Silax nodded and kissed her cheek, "yes...of course you can Hiro...." he said before noticing her facial expression change, "if you want her to be she can dear..."
Yeifou laughed lightly, "because we were rushed at the time...we are married and did have a wedding..." he smiled gently taking her hand in his, "however we never have a big flattering ceremony with lots of people..." Silax smiled, "thats true dear..." he said taking her hand, "hmm...what say after this battle...as a promise...."
"Well you have our bed dear..." Yeifou said with a small soft smile, he gently set her down on the bed and tenderly climbed onto the bed beside her laying down. He closed his eyes and let out a soft sigh, "I love you dear..." Silax smiled and nodded, " I hope so..." he said leaning close and kissing her once, "hmm...seems like something is on your mind dear?" he asked.
Yeifou looked over and Kade and smiled, he got up and walked over picking her up in his arms. He gently walked with her up to their room, "I think a bed would be far more comfortable dear..." he said softly.
Silax smiled, "thank you Katara...." he said as he slowly absorbed the darkness, in technicalities it wasn't good for him to absorb darkness, but he would rather drown in it than see anyone he cared about drown in it. When he had finished he walked with her back to the headquarters and smiled looking at Garxena, "shes back..." he said gently laying her on a couch. He sat down next to Garxena and smiled.
OOC: I hope you get to feeling better Destiny... BIC: Telren grinned, "you my children...were given life through the darkness...other than me...it is your master...your path..." he said moving his head to get a look across to all of them. "We were created to serve the darkness to carry out its purpose....and we shall...crush those light beings...." Yeifou took a seat on a couch and closed his eyes meditating, "bring your wrath Telren...we shall send it back tenfold...." he said slightly nervous. "However...if he is willing to attack us directly and head on in our own headquarters....his confidence and resolve are stronger than ever..." Silax smiled and closed his hand around hers, "is this what you want Katara..." he said hoping for the answer he wanted to here from her, he knew it would help her so much.
