Louis looked around suspiciously, "come on Smith..." he sighed softly, "did you really have to bring those fools in here today...luckily I am clean...but that means I will be clean of money for a day too..."
Silax smiled hearing her laugh, "so you get it now do you...sis..." he said gently touching her nose. "And this is always where I want to be...watching over you..." he said gently ruffling her hair.
I believe you can Destiny...you have before...I remember very well you making it through times like this...and myself and Princess are always here...avoiding is good...it sounds very much like he is just doing this to aggrivate and annoy you even more...proving the point that he is not worth your time and concern...I promise in time it will become far easier to not think of him...
OOC: Me too...I'll try to always be here for you Destiny...*smiles* BIC: Silax grinned, "you know with all these questions its almost as if you don't want me to be a brother to you..." he laughed lightly leaning down and looking her in the eyes. "Because as you know I am a replica...I have no family..." he sighed, "when I saw you...you were so much like me...I just had this feeling inside of me...the same for Garxena...you two have been the only ones to ever move this husk of a body to emotion..."
I'm so sorry Destiny...I have experienced this quite a few times as well...I hope the pain can atleast die down some...true it will never go away...but that is where moving on comes along...you don't need a boyfriend or girlfriend to be happy...true they can be great...but you have so many special friends and people that have been placed in your life that love and care about you so very much...may you know that God will always be there for you through these times in your life...please take care sis.
OOC: Some...its always nice to be able to talk with my little sister...*smiles, hugs*... BIC: Silax laughed, "because you are like a sister to me...when I met you...you seemed to have nothing..." he said able to completely comprehend that. "I wanted to be like a brother to you...always watching over you...protecting you silly..." he smiled.
Louis stood off to the side observing what was taking place, "well in technicalities I am not really apart of this meeting..." He sighed looking up at the ceiling blankly, "haven't been able to make a single dime today..." he said before laughing lightly at his own pun.
OOC: Hmm interesting name change...I hope you are feeling better Destiny?...*hugs*... BIC: Silax gently returned the squeeze, "have I told you...you and Garxena are my only reasons for living thus far?" he smiled looking down at her. "Taking care of you two...thats the only purpose I serve..."
Username: Last of the Organization Character Name: Louis Samuelson (Nickname: Gender: Male Age: 21 Race: Human Appearance: http://i92.photobucket.com/albums/l12/Dunkler_Engel13/Anime guys/002.jpg Bio: His mother worked as a waitress in bars all her life and had run off with some man, his father was in prison. He had basically been abandoned and was forced make his own living, mostly by being a drug dealer. Personality: Quiet unless he knows the person, appears dumb however is quite clever, knows a few tricks and tips to avoiding cops. Weapon: Beretta, concealed behind his jacket. Occupation: Drug Dealer (If this is not an acceptable occupation please let me know and I will change it) Anything Else?: He usually hangs around different clubs on certain days.
OOC: Regardless of stress or not I am open to have the battle whenever we have a good amount of people on at one time. BIC: Silax shook his head, "perhaps it is false hope..." he said still with a smile, "I've experienced death once...at that time I was far more nervous of what it would be like..." He sighed softly, "but now...I know it may just be apart of life for a replica like me and I shouldn't try to change it..."
Interesting question to ask, however not quite finished of course, but tell me, what would you place as the final source. There can be many answers, all with different effect, however since its my question, it may not be what you expect. You seem so sad, something seems troubling, I wish I knew what it was, that made this problem keep bubbling. I wish I could be there for you, trying to fix whatever hinders, what it is that prevents your smile, that is what I wish I could do. I extend my hand, giving a soft, small, gentle, smile, hopefully something I am able to do, atleast can make you a little grand. Putting that smile of yours back on for a short time, maybe a soft laugh or two, knowing that I could help some, instead of just playing the part of a mime. Whether its talking, or just being there to listen, whatever way may help you, get rid of the pain in your head or heart stalking. The offer will always be open, the door shall never be closed, or the doorknob bend, I shall try to always be here for you, as a kind and caring friend.
OOC: Oh ok...please take care Destiny...please let me know if there is anything I can do for you...*hugs*... BIC: Silax smiled and walked searching around with her for Garxena, "we just can't let this darkness get us down...we will make it through this..." he said giving her hand a gentle squeeze.
Silax smiled and gave Katara a gentle squeeze, "I'm glad you hold hope Katara...what say we look for Garxena...perhaps we can give her some..." he said gently taking her hand in his.
Silax held onto Katara never wanting to ever let go of her, in all aspects of life she was a sister to him and he wanted nothing more than to keep her safe in this upcoming battle. He gently rubbed her back and softly wiped the tears falling from her eyes, "I know Katara...I wish more than anything there was a way for this to become safer for all of us..."
Yeifou sighed, "yeah...I can understand that...when I try to ask Telren...he just messes with my mind and I don't know what is truth and what is lie..." He leaned back on the couch, "atleast that will be one thing I will no longer have to worry about once hes gone..." Silax smiled and gently kissed her cheek, "you are my sister Katara..." he said looking into her eyes, "my eyes shall be on you too as well as Garxena..."
"Unfornately I haven't been able to crack my own memories...and my head only remembers the torment of Telren's life..." Yeifou sighed leaning against the wall, "what about you...I realize this is something that really hasn't been shared much inbetween the Organization members..." Silax sighed, "as we have all been saying...this is basically a pass or fail moment for the Organization..." he started out, "we fail...we are all killed and this great headquarters will be destroyed...we pass...and we will finally be rid of Telren..." He looked down into her eyes, "I would please ask that you keep atleast one eye on Garxena during the fight...true she is a very strong girl...but I just want her to keep safe..." He gently rested his hand on her shoulder, "and you too Katara...both of you...."
OOC: I saw Destiny...don't worry about me...*hugs*...sigh...well usually majority of you guys seem to get on during the early evening...so I am thinking we shall have it then...well hopefully you will still be on... BIC: Yeifou smiled, "indeed...he seems to never let himself get down by anything..." he said with a sigh, "something that is truly to be admired...." Silax walked over to the door with Katara and opened it for her, "wish I could say it was a beautiful day..." he said before looking at the sky, "but of course not really the best thing to say..." he said stepping outside with her.
OOC: I'm sorry your angry Destiny...if there is anything I can do to cheer you up please let me know. *hugs* BIC: Yeifou held his arm out letting Momo perch, "you may have a point there..." he smiled softly taking his scratching turn with Momo, "sometimes I wish I was carefree as Momo here..." Silax looked over at Katara, "could I please speak with you outside?" he smiled and stood up slowly.
Silax gently scratched under Momo's chin and moved up to scratching behind his ears, "there there little guy...seems we are the only two calm ones in this mess eh..." he smiled. He leaned back on the couch, "things seem so different now...but we have to be the ones to adapt to it...who says we can't bring back the greatness of the past..."
OOC: If you guys would like to have the battle tonight...I would imagine we could...the problem...we need quite a few of you on to have it. BIC: Yeifou sighed and finally put his stern face back on, "its too late..." he said looking around with blank eyes, "if there is one thing that must not come out in this battle...is emotion...all it will serve is to a quicker death during this battle..." Silax nodded, "to be truthful...what are we...nobodies, heartlesses, replicas, heck beings of darkness..." he said looking up, "isn't it truthful to say that in a way emotion has become too much apart of this Organization...something that in technicalities isn't even supposed to exist in such beings as us..."
