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My Mum said this to me this morning and I was like "Isn't that a food?" and she replied, "No, that's Pak choi." I feel silly now, thanks Snake! xD

I thank you both for your advice, I told him.

I walked home with him on wednesday and was about to tell him but I just couldn't get the words out. I asked him about his date and he just brushed it off as nothing basically- it was just meeting up with a friend that people had emphasised and said it was a date. I went hope very distressed and I wasn't sure why. At that point I decided to drop it and simply rely on him- if he did something then I would happily take it but otherwise I would do nothing.

This lasted until thursday morning when I was in Chemistry and all my friends were prodding me about it, I brushed them off and told them I'd given up on doing anything about it- I wasn't going to tell him. A lot of my friends agreed and said it was for the best... at the start of the lesson. At break I was speaking to my friend Bethan who basically said I should go for it and then my best friend agreed saying it didn't matter what anyone else said- it's about me. Their main concern was they know him as a weird person- his immediate persona is one of a freak but once you get to know him (like I do) then he's incredible sweet and troubled. So I eventually built up the courage to do it but not face to face (cowardly? Probably) so I did it over Facebook by sending him a message. It took me hours to build up the courage to send it off but I did and ran away from the computer lest he came online. The next day I came onto the computer, fearful of logging onto facebook but after I finally did... I had no message from him. He'd been online as he had set a status but nothing.

I have come to the conclusion that he is either thinking about it, ignoring it or doesn't want to do any of it over facebook. I'll find out tomorrow in English literature which one it is. I doubt he would ignore it because he's not like that, he's a very caring, compassionate guy.

Ahh it'll be alright, if you put up with it then it would make you a very good person in my opinion. The people I respect the most in this world are people who put up with me and my random ravings.

Why do you hate it so much?

This isn't going to be big on dignity!

Have you met the French? My God, they know how to party.

"I think, therefore I am." That is what I believe. Descartes was a famous philosopher and decided to cross off everything he can't 100% prove to be real, in the end he was only left with thought- even if the world he lives in is fake, he has thoughts. The story is something like that, I can't remember exactly but that is how I see the world. You can't prove something you do not see but still I have faith in God, I see this world and I just chose to believe it's real, if it isn't then I would know no different. I do tend to think a lot about the idea that everyone else around me are just like computer players and they aren't real but I quickly disregarded that thought because... well I just grew over the idea.

I sometimes think, it's a weird thought, that I wake up as someone different each day but I have that persons memories so it feels like a real life- basically, there is no way to prove that the memories I have are ones I (as a thinking entity) experienced. It's weird, and also pointless.

I ponder a lot on the butterfly effect- how one simple action can have such a dramatic effect. How would things be different if I did this or didn't do that, or chose the other option. I could ponder for ages about that and it's amazing how my life turns out. I believe I am where I am for a reason and this world is real because I don't want to think that everyone around me is fake.

I believe in existence.

I don't wear glasses but I see people breathing on them and then wiping in circular motions, or they are wearing contacts O.o

*insert innuendo here*

I like everything on the member info having central alignment, much nicer. Also, names have colours on profile page VM's.

I like bananas. Bananas are good.

In my head, my parents are celibate ;-; they just wished really hard, or I'm adopted or IVF baby.

Oi, watch it spaceman!