.... Did you say... ONE WINGED ANGLE!? Spoiler
Spoiler Am i doin it rite?
That's cool : D why did you go to South Korea? :3
Yes yes, it is I! Enzy! : D And I probably need to return my name but oh well! Yeah, you too, I wondered where you went >:3 Now how are you doing?
I think I'll change it to 12 >:3
If I learn to knit I will make a scarf... a particular scarf >:3
I just want some money to buy new socks ;-;
Thanks for telling me, I can't be bothered to do anything with it right now
And I can't work out why. Now I don't mean just this minute, it's all the time even when I am happy there is an underlying sadness that will keep coming back. I am currently on a gap year and will be going to university in September (Cardiff to study psychology) but until then I have 9 months to fill. I suppose I am someone who needs to do something, I worked hard last year and got good grades and enjoyed my extra long summer but the emptiness has kind of just extended into my gap year. At first I thought it was this, I wasn't doing anything useful with my time, I got a job which destressed me an awful lot but I still feel empty. So to counter this, I have been going the library every day to do some useful reading about psychology and write notes on a textbook I found (I like making notes, it put me at ease quite a bit) but still I am sad. There are friends I talk to daily but they are internet people so there is little contact, I go to church and that is the main place I see people (and at work but that is a different environment). I base my life on structure and when I don't have that I fall apart, perhaps that is what is happening to me but I have been implementing structure into my life with going to the library and it just hasn't helped. However, it's not even like I have nothing to do, I am currently doing a leadership course which is depressing me, I have lots of online training to do for work and various other personal things to do and yet I am doing none of it. I will either blame my growing laziness or the fact there is no deadline so I can easily put it off. I just don't know why, I have the time but to me the time feels empty, I have a lot of time when there is literally nothing I want to do, I feel like nothing will make me happy. Perhaps it has something to do with all my friends going to university and I am feeling extremely lonely but I don't think it is. I have only found happiness in immersing myself in Doctor Who as it's been a bit of an escape but that ends and it's more of a superficial happiness. I shouldn't feel like this as I have nothing to complain about but here I am and I literally have no idea how to fix it until I go to university. There is also Ben, a guy I met while visiting another friend at uni who I have been 'seeing' and I have really started to like him but on some days I just want to push him and everyone away and don't know why. The long distance relationship puts me off majorly because we won't be in the same place full time for a minimum of 2 years but more likely 3. He will bring me happiness when we visit each other but then when we are apart it will kill me inside. So, to sum up, my life basically just feels empty and superficial, I am sad when not with Ben or immersed in Doctor Who and I have no idea how to fix it all. I am not suicidal but I feel that any work that I do do will go unnoticed or I will disappoint someone, I feel completely demotivated to do anything productive that I haven't set myself and all I really want is to be happy and I don't know how. Sorry to ramble at you all, I kind of just wrote down all my thoughts as they came to me but I just need some advice for something, anything that could help me or even why I may be feeling like this.
Because she is a boomerang.
Now that was pretty shocking... xD
You missed the time when we all realised how empty our virtual existence is that we hunch over our keyboards day after day craving for the pixels that make up the words of another human being so we can claim we have human interaction and a fulfilled social life when in fact, the truth is we are all just waiting for something exciting to happen and when it does, we ride on the high for a bit and we wait until our next fix and we will wait however long it takes so we can prolong the time until we must do that next bit of work or tidying our rooms or GOING OUTSIDE lest we see... OTHER PEOPLE! So... not much >:3
Why has barely anyone shown this post the love it deserves? >:3
And I am the psychopath MWHAHAHA!
If you keep going then I will have to freeze you out. Don't sweat it, things will be all right in the end xD
Well don't boil over, >:3 yes we don't want your cold heart to melt.
We're all mad here! >:3
She started it >:3 I just made an innocent comment. She's the one being frosty >:3
2:16 xD well done, very impressive. I have never had any major problems with Demyx, it was always Xaldawg for me (but then I fought him so many times he is also a piece of cake) but my sister always had trouble beating him and I was never sure why, his water forms are probable the trickiest bit because of the time limit but Donald is invaluable at that stage. Anyway, cool video Amaury, I rarely use limits (actually I will always disable them because I like to save my MP for cure and reflect).
But I am madness and you can handle me just fine >:3
