Is there really nothing the Police can do- you can show the Police in Texas the messages and say you are fearful for your lives and although they can't do anything currently, surely they can see that he has a dangerous background and so you can hopefully get some way of quick contact to the police if he ever did turn up. There has to be something, leaving you defenseless when this guy has psychopathic tendencies is terrible. As for how to calm down, I don't really know, all you can do is prepare as best as you can but also taking your mind off of it- I know Nights said this wasn't advised but if you spend all day every day panicing and worrying about this guy turning up then you will wear yourself out, you should feel safe in your own home and taking your mind off it for a bit each day should help. Don't tire yourself out D:
What I mean is- I get home relatively early as it's a short babysitting thing (get home around 9:30 my time)
Thursday should work, I am not sure when I am working this week but I babysit on thursday night so that should be fine.
I agree wit hSkittles and Spunk Ransom, of course these feelings won't go away magically but cutting her off will not only allow her to rope you back in when she wants attention but it will also allow you time to get over her. I find the best way to get over feelings for someone is to banish them from your thoughts and, therefore, your physical life. There are much better girls out there for you.
I think my reason for returning was quite shallow. I was a very active n00b back in the days of 07 and 08 as I worked very hard to reach premium, of course when I got there that was that, I reached my goal. I also became less active because I applied to be on staff and didn't get very far at all so I left, I had friends but no one super concrete that I would have stayed for (I remember HellKitten who I was very close with but we remained in contact over facebook and MSN). Anyway, my reason for returning, well, I don't think I ever got rid of KHV as my homepage, I think it was to keep me updated or just as a reminder because it was quite an important place that I still held dearly in my heart. I then saw the staff holding a video editing competition for BBS and I felt inspired! I wanted to enter something because I hadn't done much editing in a while so this was the time to get back into it. I made it, I came third which made me so happy and I felt very good about myself and I just stayed and that was back in 2010. I think it was the community because I was more mature and there were less members which I sort of preferred because I was a nobody back in the day but now I was able to make something of myself and I felt like I fit in. I was also fascinated and spurred on by rep xD Also, I vowed that I would never apply for staff again after I was rejected back in 08 because I couldn't take the rejection any more. A thread came up about the site looking for staff and I resisted sending in an app for so long until I finally gave in. I was over the moon that I got an interview but refused to let myself run away with the idea until one day I came only to see Jayn and Plums had been promoted. I was crushed and had to get off the site, I came back on later that day because I refused to let this rejection force me out of a community I loved so much. That was when RVR told me to get on MSN and I was like ERHMAHGERD! And I was promoted along with Claw- so it's a good job I didn't stay away xD
LUXORD! MY BODY IS SO READY FOR THIS >: D It's great to have you back! I still remember the summer of 2011 very fondly, the hours spent on voxli were a lot of fun and I was sad to see you go. There will be rice. Anyway, I hope you are well and that you slot back in : D
Yay more Europeans : D (I am from England myself though and my French is terrible compared to Wilson and Patman xD) Anyway, Welcome! It's nice to have such a long opening as it really tells us what you are like and you seem like you will fit in marvelously here so get stuck in! I'm Ienzo (or Enzy) and I'm one of the Super Moderators here and I am always willing to help just like the other staff are. You have a wide range of interests O.o which is great as we have a section of the site dedicated to pretty much all of them so go and check them out, enjoy yourself and I hope you learn lots : D Is there any reason why you left your other forum of 8/9 years? We hope that KHV can become as homely as that place for you, it's become my second home. Anyway, I look forward to seeing you posting around! Enjoy : D
Oh crud, I am going out later ;-; I forgot they collided. What days can you do this week?
Step nub: Misha is always rule 34 Step 696: I need you to let me touch it.
No. Nub. Silly. Rude. Turd.
I do what I want >:3 You have no power over me MWHAHAHA!
I have no heart >:3
You think your emotions are safe? It is an illusion.
It.... Hurt? Well, what I do I do without choice.
Step 69: Apply rule 34
*Punches face*
Nub.
Yes.
crai.
And I will always remember when the Doctor was me.