Jordyn watched him pull his wing around her, and so many memories came back to her at once. Many of them, pouring into her head. It was like the past she never had. Her eyes winced as her brain downloaded all of the memories she had forgotten. It pooled around her head, and she could remember her feelings, how she felt. The memories became too much for her brain to handle. Her head ached now and she closed her eyes, letting the memories overflow. She groaned and let out a sigh, falling over onto the cold ground. Her brain was shut down for now, needing rest to restore all her memories. OOC: That's a good song ;D lol my post reminds me of Sora when he had to go sleep for a while while his memories restored xD
Jordyn shook her head and put Natasha down at the playground. She walked back over at Z and grabbed his hand in her's. "No.. I'm sorry that i snapped at you.. You didn't know," she said taking a deep breath, then kissing his hand.
Natasha sat down on the cold snow and started crying. Jordyn ran at them and picked her up. "Are you crazy Z? She's afraid of heights," she said frowning and bobbing her up and down. She sighed. "I guess i have to tell you things that're important about her," she said softly.
Jordyn couldn't find the right words to explain. "I'm your mother... And Z'a your father... we're the ones who gave you life.. ," she tried to explain. "I know what a mommy and daddy is.. but..why did you lie to me?" she cried. Jordyn frowned and looked down. "To protect you better... You would be dead if anyone found out about this,' she frowned. Natasha threw snow at Jordyn's face then ran off, mad at her sister.. or rather now.. her mom.
She nodded and smiled. "I think she'll be a positive," she winked. She walked over to Natasha. "Sweetie...there is something I'd like to tell you," she said, pulling hair behind her ear. Natasha giggled and smiled. "Yes sissy?" she asked. Her smile lingered. "I'm actually...your mommy...and...Z is..your daddy," she said, using the child nicknames to describe to her that they were her parents. Natasha cocked her head to the side. "I don't..understand," she said looking at the both of them, confused.
She chuckled. "You do have a point there," she smiled. She looked at Natasha and chuckled. "And if you'll let me down i'll tell her" she laughed.
She bobbed her head. "I think you should...It might be weird coming from me," she tried to chuckle.
Jordyn smiled only to let her emotions sweep her away. "You are the only one for me... Z... And I'll never let you go," she said smiling. The cold itched her now. She began to feel against it now. Her body felt like casting out the cold and lingering in the warmth from his body. She looked down the street. "Shall we go find Natasha?" she asked softly and pleadingfully. Natasha played around on the snow covered playground, giggling and laughing aloud.
She still cried, feeling the warmth of his wings surround him. She shook her head and still stifled a few more sobs. "I've always worried...about..Nat... Growing up without a father... Because i didn't know who was her father..." she said. "If you'll be a father to her... you can't ever leave her. That's all i ask," she said, pulling herself as close to him as possible. "And i can't handle the heartbreak..." she whispered.
She could feel the tears flow down her face, and she stifled a sob that rose in her chest. She buried her face in his chest, beginning to cry. "I've only dreamed of hearing you say those words," she said, still crying.
Jordyn kept the moment at peace, loving that he wouldn't make it an angry raw kiss, but the raw passionate one. She kept her eyes closed for a minute, before releasing her lips from him, to come up for air. Her eyes opened and she watched his face. his beautiful carved face. He was handsome, and she pulled a strand of hair from his eyes. "I love you," she mouthed the words to him
OOC: oh my gosh so true XD Haha Jordyn felt the soft warm gifted lips on hers. She let a soft muffled gasp as it was a sudden peck turned into something raw and passionate. She couldn't help but kept her lips parted slightly and move them gracefully against his.
OOC: and yet i'm back for a moment XD I never know when i'm truely leaving Jordyn smiled and nodded. "It was...passionate. I just wish i could remember what it felt like," she sighed. Her eyes pulled up in his. "I bet it was better than your wonderful kisses," she chuckled a smile
She didn't really understand what he had meant. "Remember what?" she asked, curiously smiling. Her dimples shown up on her cheeks and the blood rush up to her cheeks, filling them pinkish again. OOC: I gotta go for a while.. be back later or tomorrow! =D
Natasha laughed playfully. "Okie!" she laughed then ran down the street, towards the snow covered park. Jordyn watched his red eyes come into her view and she smiled.
Natasha looked like she really thought about it, and of course she did. She didn't know what a father figure was, where she never really had a father these past four years. "I guess...friend, because i don't know what a father is," she said in her cute baby voice Jordyn smiled and and looked at her daughter. "I'm sorry baby...But...it's like a mother, only it's a boy, or 'man'," she tried explaining. She watched Z's lips, and saw how they teased her. She couldn't help but feel her lips purse and she parted them softly, watching his movements. Her eyes glowed the non normal blue again, but the rest of her stayed the same.
She felt her legs pulled up and the ground disappear beneath her. She gasped slightly then nodded her head, continuing the conversation. "I told her, that things will change when she's six. She won't know who I am, who anyone is, but she'll know the basics.. Like walking and doing daily functions" she said. She kept her cold faced against his warm chest. She breathed in his floral scent, looking up at his warm lips. She wanted to put her cold smooth lips across his warm ones, to experience the pleasure of his soothing kisses.
"I don't really think we should tell her now..." she said. She watched their daughter on the bench and saw her humming and playing with the falling snow. "She suffers from memory lapses too... When i had her evaluated, the doctors said she would lose all her memory when she turns six... She won't remember when you attacked her," she looked back at him. She hoped it would make him feel a little better around her, but she wasn't for sure.
She couldn't help but keep smiling. She held him in her arms, putting her cheek against his chest, taking a deep breath. More memories came into her head. "I've missed you so much," she said. "Much more than a regular human should," she added, with a chuckle Natasha watched the ice dome disappear. Jordyn must've had something on her mind other than the ice... She ran over to the two of them, smiling. Her eyes brightened up as she sat on the bench a few feet from them
Everytime we touch is a song she made up 0=
