I didn't want to post this at first because a) there are people that have it worse than me and b) I was too much of a bloody coward to actually come into this section. Don't reply if you don't want to, I just want to get this out of my system. Lately I've been feeling depressed to the point that I feel like I need to disappear, I feel like that everyone hates my guts and they wished I was gone. Basically I feel like I'm at the bottom of my own personal pit of despair. This usually only happened every now and then but lately the feeling has been sticking and I've been feeling way out of swing, hell, it's even effecting my schoolwork and how I am doing at my part-time job as well. At school I am pretty much alone except for a couple of good friends that I have but they're seniors and they are graduating at the end of this year so I am going to be pretty much completely alone. Also I've been having quiet a few fights with my stepfather over even the most trivial of things. Hell he yelled at me for not putting a good enough message in my mum's birthday card and made me feel guilty to the point where I felt like I wanted to die. The relationship I have with my stepdad is that like a bond between a dog and a cat, we get along sometimes but a lot of the time we are at each others throats. I don't usually confide with anyone about my problems because I keep thinking that other people have had worse and my problems are insignificant compared to their problems therefore I just keep my mouth shut and bury everything under a whole heap of other stuff and wait until I'm alone to start being masochistic about myself. I'm probably going to regret making this thread later too. If you actually understood any of that, wow, I never knew my senseless babbling could be understood.
They're an aussie band, I got a song from a friend on MSN from them a while back and since then I've fallen in love with their songs. Broken Bones is my favourite one so far.
To try and busy her mind so she didn't have to think about it again for a long while, Yuka jogged out of the cafe and walked down the streets with her hands in the pockets of her black denim jeans. She didn't look up in front of her as she walked, she didn't need to with her extra sensitive senses and all. She started to remember back to the day when she helped protect the old Vampire City, which was now the base for the Resistence, she was fatally injured and to save herself she sank her fangs into her old comrade's arm. Because he was a genetic experiment when he was human she got his blood mixed into her system and it dramatically changed her DNA, making her something that was more monstrous than a twisted and sinister vampire. Only two people knew of this, that was herself and her old friend, Kaji. Who for all she knew was long dead.
Looks like I'm going to have to buy a new disc. I'm gonna play FF12 for now. Best. Game. Ever. XD
Tired. Very tired. I want to finish KH on proud mode (which is surprisingly easy so far) but the disc is scratched and I can't get into Port Royal...
Oh yeah, totally XD So how have you been?
I'm good. Just doing Japanese homework and assignments, I got exams next week x_x
I thought I'd randomly come by and say hello. lol
Anyone wanna see my drawing of one of my mascots? Her name is Tsuki Matsumoto xD
I already made the design, I just got to 'chibi-fy' it
D: *le gasp*
I am amazingly bored right now, so I'm making a mascot for my forum xD
Avatar: 9/10 If that is Vexen then he is a pedo. Signature: 9.5/10 hehe, I love the detail.
*randomly pops into the thread out of boredom*
Yuka sat frozen in her chair, figuring out how long it would take Chiyon to figure out she was the Resistance leader. She started to panic a little at what Chiyon would do to her if she found out. It sent shivers down her spine when she thought about it again. Chiyon walked down the busy street, the sides were packed full of people that were staring at her and then whispering to someone beside themselves. She started to feel a little irritated as they talked behind her back but she pressed on and continued walking down the street. No one would dare try and attack her in public, unless they were wanting a deathwish.
Annaly grabbed a hold of Lightning's hand and pulled herself back up on her feet. She still felt a little woozy but apart from that she felt fine. "Trust me, I've been in worse condition. I guess I should go home now..." She looked around the area, she kept getting a feeling something was wrong but she couldn't figure out what it was.
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Reading that makes me want to play it again but a) I gave the game back to its original owner; my brother and b) My N64 controller is dead T_T. Trust me, MM is one of the best LoZ games out there IMO. It is soooo much fun doing all the tasks to collect your masks and some of the characters are quiet interesting. Oooooooh, wait till you get the last mask, it is f*cking epic.
^ I'm obsessed with these things. ^ Syringe, you pretty much summed up my obsessions xD One thing that I am really obsessed with at the moment is a manga called The Gentlemen's Alliance Cross. It's a frickin' awesome manga.
I prefer bacon, sausages are okay but a lot of them I can't eat because I get a really upset stomach.
