Howdy! Doing much better since my break. How about you?
My Material Points... 69. 8D
Potatoes are the ultimate supreme
Okay, hai peeps, here are one of my few posts/threads. Very rare to see me around... Anyways. I got this app on my phone, and it's really neat. I just wanted to share with you what I've been doing so here it is. Lights Cover by Maka It was really fun doing the effects and trying to learn this song in one day. ; ; Also if you can vote on it, that would be great. Because I put this in a contest. Thanks everyone! Love ya that love me! hee hee.
ABLAHBLAH! I told you I WAS GOING TO POST IT! *Facedesking* Anyways, hai peeps. *waves a bit* Heh. HERE'S THE SPOILER! Spoiler http://kh-vids.net/threads/lights-cover-by-maka.139297/
I ain't no pig. I'm a fluffy bunny. :3 Watch out, I bite.
... All I could picture was an army with no legs and no torsos, just stomachs, and they waddle march on them. o_O How odd.
No... *dramatic pause* I WANNA BE THE VERY BEST, LIKE NO ONE EVER WAAAAAS! TO CATCH THEM IS MY REAL TEST, TO TRAIN THEM IS MAI CAUUUUUSE! I WILL SEARCH THE LAND FAR AND WIDE! AND... something, something, something cool here POKEMON! GOTTA CATCH THEM AAAAAAAALL *dodges bullet*
I'm now firewood? YAY! I like being a stick. :3 Or how about hair spray? They make awesome explosions when you light them on fire.
And I'm a muffin.
Hey everyone; Here we go again, eh? It seems like I just recently made one these. I really don’t know if this will be official (knowing me coming back even though I say I’m going to go poof), but I just wanted to let all my friends know and everyone else who knows me what’s going on. Why I’m not logging in. Why I’m acting so distant. Why don’t I talk to you, or Skype, or text you. I got some life problems to solve. No matter how many times I post in Help With Life, I gotta solve this on my own outside of this site. Plus, I feel like I’m becoming a constant nuisance to everyone with me being so depressing, complaining, and being unhappy all the time. To make a long story short, most of you know I was hospitalized last year around my birthday in August. I was having serious mental and emotional problems and they’ve gotten a bit better… But I still have a long ways to go. I’ve been diagnosed with depression, anxiety, and insomnia. Don’t worry, I’m taking medication for it now and getting therapy- both individual and group. Why am I not sticking around you might be asking yourselves. Why won’t I just talk to you guys? Because I feel like not many of you will listen or want a burden like this. It seems like when someone gets sad, depressing, or start complaining constantly, everyone starts to diss that person and their problems UNLESS they’re HIGHLY respected members. So, I’m going to remove myself for a while. Maybe I might stay off for good, but it depends. Most of you know, and most of you don’t know, but depression is complicated. It’s not a phase, it doesn’t usually go away quickly, and it’s always there no matter what. It’s not really a choice either. I’m trying so flipping hard to be happy, but it’s really, really hard. I can take medication to cancel most of it out, but the suicidal thoughts and feelings of being hopeless and a lost cause will ALWAYS be there in my head. It’s a chemical imbalance in the head and it’s not easily fixable. And it doesn’t make it easier that I have anxiety and insomnia on top of all of this. I may have acted happy all the time and make my posts funny, but I was always feeling so hopeless and dark inside. I just want to thank the friends who are still talking to me and making sure I’m okay. If you’ve thought of me but haven’t been able to get a hold of me, thank you. I’m sorry, I just can’t stay here. A lot of my depression sparked from here sadly, and I feel horrid every time I come back even to look at old posts or read my poems. If you ever want to get a hold of me, you can contact me on Skype and my email. If you want to text me, you’ll have to get that through my email or Skype. I’m going to get a new phone soon too. Skype: classicsnap E-mail: darkheartsnatcher@hotmail.com or maka4242564@hotmail.com Thanks again for trying to talk to me and being patient with me everyone. I hope you have a good day. Love Maka
It's okay. :3 Thanks for apologizing.
OOC: Sorry to do this guys, but too much is happening in my life and I will not be here. Nor do I think I would be appreciated being here in the first place. I'll try to not make more RPs in the future and just end it like this again... Sorry everyone.
Will be on and off more than usual. Feel free to contact me in my signature below if you would like to.
Thanks everyone for the comments. This is probably going to be one last poem from me for a while. It depends. Too much is going on in my life, and I don't think my company would not be appreciated here. The Prices of SolitudeThe damage was doneBlood on dead grass ran dryKnife in hand glinted under the sunAnd all she could do was cryShredded fragments of faces leftFaces she once saw and then hidStrewn around her, sore with regretTo the dark one she gave after the bidThe bid that she wished to take backBut could she now? Oh noFor night has risen and the mirror now crackedSummer fades, in comes winter's snowHappiness to her was not a dreamNightmares and darkness was her securityOnce something good would come her way it seemedTime to cut ties and try to show no pityAlone, alone she would always beFriendships, smiles, that was not her wayIf only, only she saw the mask she would screamFor this was not her, she was actually braveFor that moment she saw the lightAnd sometimes felt the warmth of that embraceFear would overcome her, oh what a frightFriends became demons, her mind shed no graceThe crime was committed, no honor was paidLoved ones, dear ones close to her now goneDown on the ground the knife she laidAnd no more sought for another dawn
Your favorite question to be asked?- "What's the status of *insert something random here*?" so I can reply with a loud voice, "IT'S OVER NINE THOUSAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAND!" Never gets old. And (I'm gunna do it...) Impressions?- Eh, a member I really don't know that well... BUT I always love to make new friends. c: Original impressions?- I am blunt sometimes, so apologies in advanced, but SUPER annoying. Then you kind of reminded me of Brain from Pinkie and the Brain because it was always "I'm going to be on Staff someday. SOMEDAY I WILL BE ON STAFF! I WILL BE ON STAFF! BAWHAHAHAHAHA." Yes... Current impressions?- A guy who seriously likes to post A LOT of threads in the Spam Zone, annoying-ness has died down a little, itty, bitty, bit... Has good intentions to be nice, but it kind of comes off... a bit clingy sometimes? I guess? And sometimes desperate to be seen as a good person/friend/best friend by constantly posting threads about that person or other people... >.< *goes to hide in corner because I feel like a jerk* Who have you known the longest on the forum?- (Different color time) Um... The member I've known the longest that's kept in contact with me this whole time is probably tummer. Met in 2009-ish I believe. SUDDENLY, BANANAS EVERYWHERE!- *holds perfectly still since I'm clumsy* Halp meh. ;~; Brohoof? 8D- *brohoof forever* <3 What's you most favorite saying?- Either "The cake is a lie." or "Because I'm a potato." Although I don't know if that counts as sayings.... >> Is this the Krusty Krab?- No. This is Patrick. -_- You are offered 20 million dollars if you were to wack your favor person in the world. Would you do it?- Wack? You mean like cut their hair? SURE! 8D I'M RICH! Pick 5 KHV members to go on a adventure with. What jobs would you assign them? :3c- Llave: The entertainer. Moshi: The cook. DT: The hunter/Scavenger. *insert another member here*: The scout. *insert another*: The sacrifice. Does your soul belong to the forum?- Eh, not completely. Cause I'm not here all the time. You're surrounded by a bunch of lovable puppies who want you to take them home. What do you do?: Pick the one that's most lovey to myself and give the others to nice lovey homes. :3 Will you marry me? ; u ;- "Every night you ask me the same question! And every night I give you the same answer! I'll die first!" *dramatic pause* If you can guess the reference to that, wedding cupcakes for you my dear. Impressions?- Lovable girl with a lovable personality. ^^ Would you ever go skydiving?- Nuuuuu. *hides* I'm scared of heights. T~T Dance with me?- Sure! But Llave has to teach me first. :'D Describe yourself in one word?- Confusing. How sane are you?- On my odd days, I'm as sane as Harley Quinn. On my even days, I'm as sane as a rock. If you could have any superpower what would it be?- Invisibility. Your element?- FIAAAAAAAH! *coughs* I mean, um, fire. Flying carpet or broomstick?- Flying carpet with a secured seatbelt. >.< Finish with an elegant bow or end with a BANG?- Depends on the situation really. :'D
I guess... It's hard to explain.
Work, stress, depression, not much to do on here or say really... So yeah. No reason for me to be on here much.
Okay, thank you. xDx
*shrugs* I'm not on much on the forum anyways. It's okay. xD
