Hmm you don't say? Been busy due to coming back from Anime Expo. Havn'et had a chance to look over the forum recently. I am catching up though.
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I'll respond to War of Nobodies tomorrow. Getting ready for my LA convention starting July 1-6th.
Feeling out of place the red head had wandered back to Twilight Town instead of in Hallow Bastion or even the fortress. Alot of things had sunk in his mind and he wondered if Reno and Larxene would ever come back. He could tell that they might have been happy, but there were a few things that he regretted and it was that Larxene didn't even try to get to know him. Yet with Reno she seem to grasp onto him very easily like if he was her sactauary. In a way he couldnt' blame her. It wasn't her fault that she was a hypocrite yet feh they had no hearts so it shouldn't matter at all. However, it did matter to him and the more that he thought of about it, the angrier he got protrayed himself. The lightning woman was confusing to him and at times would speak to Demyx and other people, but to Axel himself she couldn't give a damn. Was he supposed to feel like this at all? Have regret and jealously swarming through his skull. Unlikely, but the flurry always felt like he had a heart even if it was in fact phantom emotions. Secretly the flurry had held his own crush on Larxene, but would never expose it. Of course he liked her, but she was too oblivious to realize it. Even if he did admit he didn't want to rain on someone else's parade. If he did he would be no better than the other guys who were chasing her. No, he had more respect for her than that. The last conversation that he had with her was not speak of the whereabouts of location the two were going to be. The pryro had given his word, but still his life felt empty. At first he wanted to just be friends, but Demyx and Cloud had ruined that for him and in his mind he felt that Reno and Larxene were forced to leave. Not to mention the flurry was still hurt by Demyx's comment. He felt betrayed even more. Even after 3 days observing by the Clock Tower or Sunset Hill or occassionally a roof top The flurry would see that Roxas was busy caring for Xion by bringing home the bacon and even Demyx helped out. Before long Axel had isolated himself from everyone. Why? In his mind he was telling himself that he just needed to find himself, but in reality he couldn't stand being a burden which is what he felt. Roxas and Xion had each other, Demyx and Cloud were now good friends, Reno and Larxene were getting to know each other. This left him with no one. Feeling unwanted or not needed, but he was used to being alone. No matter how depressing it sounded, it would be wrong for the flame dancer to get involved in the lives of others that he cared about. It would stress out Xion so he avoided it. He was sick of the fights and arguing from certain people so he got himself out of the picture. They haven't been recently, but there was no need for ill feelings over matters. Sometimes he thought about just visiting Destiny Islands, but then there was a risk that he might be followed so he refrained from it. If that happened then Larxene would throw a screaming fit and accuse him of breaking his promise. He shook his head at the thought. Besides it wasn't like he was missed or anything. Three was a crowed. He had first realized that when he tried to hang out with Roxas and Xion. They were much younger than him, but he was a young adult barely at the age to drink and felt he could relate to them. Like memories he had with his friends before a tragic event had taken place. However, things were different now as alot had changed such as mood swings. Demyx had changed as well. Which was unfortante for him since the melodious noturne was one of his closet friends, besides Roxas and Xion. Either way Axel knew that Roxas was doing fine by himself as he had observed him doing his part for Xion. This made the flurry smile at this, knowing that Roxas would make a great father. Sighing to himself the flurry looked down into the atmosphere just plainly starrring out.
Axel sighed somewhat as he refused to show any eye contact with any of them at the time. "They don't care, that is all I can say about it. They aren't here to graduate me," he sighed feeling more depressed now, but was glad that at least Hikari, and Amber were here to show support or graduate him and Xeol. He stretched his arms placing them behind his back as he leaned against the bed. He knew that Xenmas didn't gave a damn about him. Thought of him as a traitor and such, one of his other best friend's was not present nor was his other one Demyx.
Havn't talked in a while. So how have you been doing?
Axel watched the commotion that was going on and after he finished his dancing with a few flips thrown in, and break dancing he went to Marluxia and Phenox. "I may not like her with him, but Demyx is my friend so I am going to go talk to him," He replied and formed his own portal following the scent of Demyx and just invited himself in the room. "I thought you did extremely well. Though I don't see why you are trying to impress her? Larxene isn't one to like show offs," he mentioned. He had no idea of what those two tried to have.
Axel nodded his head slightly yet he didn't understand by what was there. What was she pointing at? "Can you elaborate?" He whispered in her ear wishing he could tell what had happened in her mind. He closed his eyes to try to see it through her view.
Axel held her hand and rubbed it with his other as he stepped down to her level. "Go ahead and show me," He replied as he knew there was something bothering her and they couldn't focus on finding Roxas until she was okay.
Axel simply just leaned back on the clock tower tucking his feet in so that no one could tell that someone was up there. He didn't want to be found and wondered how he was going to deal with this situation. He knew that Demyx and Xion were down there, but he wasn't going to go talk with them. They could go ahead and find him.
Hmmm very interesting. LOL. That is really cool. Now the thing is what are they saying?
Not surprised at all. Xenmas orders Saix to keep an eye on Axel which is exactly what he does. Not that he needs to baby sit him or anything, but still kind of creepy. With Saix I wonder how he got that X scar on his face. I wouldn't be surprised if Lea gave it to him. lol.
It was actually Xenmas who did it and maybe Vexen. Don't remember. Hard to follow at times. I was hoping that wasn't going to happen, but in fact it did. I was so excited to see a game without Sora spoiling things, but in the end......*sighs* Yes Pandora's box is very deranged as of now.....
(OOC: I know it is over, but I like to wrap it up.) Axel nodded his head at Xeol as he eyed the crystal that the Demon had showed them in the box. "It was a very intense fight," he replied as he sighed as he wondered when Demyx would come over so that he could in fact congraduate him. Perhaps the noturne was angry with him, but either way he wanted him for support and anyone else that he knew in fact.
Axel nodded though he felt warm being by Demyx right now, but the startlement of hearing other voices had gained his focus on elsewhere. He rose to his feet and began walking. "I sense an disturbance in the Proof of Existance and someone else somewhere else. Care to investigate?" he asked.
Understood the feeling.
Lea was getting a little bit irritated by the way that Myde had answered his question. "So are you not going to answer my question then?" He folded his arms to show him that he was in fact upset. "There are times that I like to talk about other things besides our rivalry," he sighed as he let his eyes wander a bit to the atmosphere seeing the clouds set in and he could tell that it was going to rain soon.
I am sorry that you feel that way. Hopefully things get better for you. I notice some tension in the rpg though.
(OOC:There is no rule on what a characters's opinion is on a matter. Let them think what they want. Also please change it to day time, perhaps a few days later or something like that.) Axel stayed completely silent though he was terribly hurt that Demyx would think of him that as a murderous monster. He had nothing else to say, but the musician was wrong. Axel loved to fight and it was driven in his blood and spirit, but yes he had a temper. It wasn't his fault nor could he help it. Though he was pretty perturbed when Demyx ignored him and ran off. Also with his new friend trailing on behind him. What had happened to Demyx? He was never to side on a human's side, but now he is belieivng everything and taking Cloud's side on everything. It was annoying and irrtating to the flurry of dancing flames. It was another reason why he hated that contact in the first place and grossly detested that Xenmas had agreed to it. However, Axel didn't promise to not harm anyone, nor did he sign the contract. Leon did. If only he could kill Cloud, but then most likely a nobody would reside then the pryro would be in more of a nightmare. No, it wasn't worth it. He thought it was very rude for Demyx to leave like that. There was nothing he could do about it now though. He eyed Roxas and gave him an look of skeptical as he wondered how long he was standing there. The target blaming had finally shifted, but he wanted to say what he needed to say to Demyx, but now was not the time since Xion needed attention. Being selfish wasn't a judgment on his part no matter how wrong he thought Demyx was about, but if he thought that way then he really didn't know how. Axel didn't kill for sport, but yet he loved to make people suffer to a certain time if he felt they deserved it. It wasn't his fault that many humans needed to be ridded off the earth. He secretly wished that Demyx never met Cloud. Doing his best to calm down the flurry looked at Roxas. "You should keep an eye on Xion," he told him though he held back in anger and fury coursing through his veins for the mullet haired nobody and the older blonde warrior. He wondered what Reno thought of all of this? "It is true that Larxene did in fact fight Cloud, and unfortantly lost to him," He muttered.
Axel kept comforting Xion to do the best of the only way he knew how to comfort her. "It's okay. Can you tell me about all this? I would really like to know," he said softly in her ear. He had seen her vulnerable at times, and knew that something was really bugging him.
