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Before you ask, this is a collabrative piece between myself and a friend. And we wrote it at midnight... It's meant to be a "Axel ft. So-And-So" thing so I'll mark it out.

Her boyfriend, he says he likes it this way
He likes, he likes the way I sway
And I heard him say, yeah, I heard him say.
She's the girl I ignored, she's the one
The one on the dancefloor
I think I'm falling in love again woah!
I thought I'd never get my revenge on the guy
On the guy who ruined my life.

Don't you remember back in high school
I was just the nervous, stupid, invisible girl in the classroom
You and your friends used to make me break
And you made my heart ache, ache, ache,
Yeah, you broke me.
And don't you remember the very first time I told you I liked you
It gave me butterflies
And you made my heart ache, ache, ache,
Yeah, you broke me.

Congratulations, I guess you get the gold medal
For heart breaking and loaning yourself out
But honey, don't you know I can be better than this?
It's nothing personal, I'm just so over you
If you thought that I was still healing, here's a reminder for you
I couldn't care less.
I never thought I'd get my revenge on the guy
The guy who made me give up my friends.

Don't you remember back in high school
I was just the nervous, stupid, invisible girl in the classroom
You and your friends used to make me break
And you made my heart ache, ache, ache,
Yeah, you broke me.
And don't you remember the very first time I told you I liked you
It gave me butterflies
And you made my heart ache, ache, ache,
Yeah, you broke me.

Breaking, breaking apart.

She got her way and made me pay for everything
Wherever we went, I'd be the one taking her
And she was expensive but I never seemed to mind
I guess I know that I was blind.
I never thought I'd get my revenge on the girl
The girl who kissed me then said we were just friends!

Don't you remember back in high school
I was the guy who liked to play it cool
You and your friends used to make me break
And you made my heart ache, ache, ache
Yeah, you broke me.
And don't you remember the very first time I told you you were beautiful
I swore you were
And you made my heart ache, ache, ache,
Yeah, you broke me.

His girlfriend, she says she likes the way I play
She thinks that I wrote this serenade about her.
Her boyfriend, he says he likes the way I sway,
I'm not dancing for him.
Her boyfriend, he says he likes it this way
He likes, he likes the way I sway
And I heard him say, yeah, I heard him say.
She's the girl I ignored, she's the one
The one on the dancefloor

I've gone back into Hell, I think. I feel like everything around me is in constant darkness and that there is no light anywhere in this world. I've slipped so far behind in college because I mentally and emotionally can't handle the work. I make sure I always answer everyone with "I'm fine."
I don't want to talk to anybody because I'm scared they'll tell someone else behind my back.
I've started self-harming again, but I cover it up with a wristband so nobody can see the scars.
I hate adults, I hate my life, I hate myself.
I hate not being thin or pretty and the fact that I'm making myself physically ill.
The weird part is, this guy in my college has seen me in a state of depression almost like this and helped me out of it, since then he has always asked me how I am, every time he sees me. Right now, I'm lying to him by telling him that I'm fine, when I'm not. I just don't want somebody else to waste their time on me because I hurt everyone who gets too close to me. I've hurt my best friends and I've hurt my family.
I just want to be the girl who I see in my dreams, the thin, funny, pretty, happy girl. Not the fat, tired, ugly, crying girl I see in the mirror everyday.
I'm worried about my sanity, am I okay?

[can't I just call you KS? Jet.User seems weird. What do you shorten it to!?]
What would happen if I broke my left foot?