Gimme one I'm bored.
I'm with a guy that I dated about two years ago, and, well I really loved him back then, but he broke up with me. About five months ago, he came to my house, out of the blue, and apologized, telling me that breaking up with me was the biggest mistake of his life, and that he would give anything for another chance with me. I've been with him since then. I like him, I really do, and there's no one else I'd rather hang out with most days. He cares about me, and would do anything for me. He really takes care of me, and he helps me with money even though my parents won't even help me. He even takes me to underground punk shows(which I love), and bought me piercings, and he takes me out to get food all the time. I can be myself around him, and be witty, but sometimes I just... I don't know, it seems like a perfect relationship. It has its ups and downs, and we can be mean to each other, but it's healthy, it's good. The problem is, that no matter how perfect he is for me, no matter how well he treats me, I'm not attracted to him, nor have I been the entire time we've been dating, and on top of that, I don't have feelings for him. I have feelings for someone else. She' the most beautiful girl I've ever met, and she just, her eyes are so light blue, and they kind of sparkle, and her voice is so pretty, and she sometimes stutters a bit, and she thinks it's terrible, but she's so perfect, and she doesn't think so at all, but I do, and it's just, I know so much about her. We literally stay up talking on her couch until 5am some nights, and I can be myself with her. I want to be with her, and I had expressed this to her before I started dating the guy I'm with, and she said she wanted to be with me, but her twin and mother would hate her. I'm just conflicted about what to do. Part of me tells me I need to tell Devin(the guy) how I feel, and then the logical part of me says that he's a perfect boyfriend, and that I'm so much better off with him. He treats me well, and does all kinds of things for me, and it's not often you get that from someone. If I were to be with Ashley, the roles would switch, and honestly, I don't even have enough money for myself, and she wouldn't even respond most of the time.
Et Ducit Mundum Per Luce("and he (or she) leads the world by light") "I am a ghost This is a dream There's something here It calls to me I sense it cause it's always there So silent as I stare and stare" For every action there is a consequence. For every answer there is a reason. Long ago a legend began, created by a prophecy: A chosen guide shall lead the heroes through the rain, to the end, and thus awaken a challenger, for with light comes darkness. Light and dark shall become one and purge the world of the rain. The legend consisted of heroes searching to purge evil from the Earth, but no one seems ready, no one cares. The prophecy has been passed down through generations of people over hundreds of years, but it slowly fizzed out to the point of extinction. The only records of the prophecy are in libraries, but even then, no one goes to see, no one even thinks twice of what the world has come to, of what it is now. Media and corporation run, without a single real human soul. Everything is social workers and lawyers, Wall Street, internet, power, fame, and money. A group of people all have the same dream. A woman comes to them and wakes them from sleep, telling them to go to the Houston Public Library in Texas. “948.63†She says, “948.63. Be careful, and meet with the others at Sam Houston Park.†Then they wake up with a black griffin tattooed on their wrist, and the numbers so etched into their brain that they’ll never forget. This story begins at Sam Houston Park where many have just arrived, two blocks away from the library. Rules: 1 Keep this relatively PG-13, cursing is fine, as long as a moderator has no issue 2 No godmodding or supermodding. If this happens, I will tell you to leave. 3 No quoting 4 Try your best to use good grammar. I know this is difficult for some, but I beg of you, use it. 5 No pictures for characters, it must be a description. 6 Fill out the entire OC form 7 Each post must be at least ten sentences long OC FORM: Played by: Character Name: Age: Gender: Appearance: Bio: ………………………………………………………………………………………………………. Played By: Finn the Human Name: Rylan Alea Age: 18 Gender: Female Appearance: Rylan has short hair, the right side shaved very close to her head, with the left side layered down to her chin. She’s about the average height for a girl. She has a heart-shaped face, pale skin, and gray eyes. She wears baggy shorts or black skinny jeans on most days, and t-shirts with flannels over the top. Sometimes she wears vintage looking dresses with colorful jeans underneath that don’t match. She likes wearing a beanie that her favorite musician designed: a long black one with an astronaut patch on the side. She wears Macbeth shoes: simple, black skate shoes with the double-stripe Macbeth logo on them. She carries around a Vans skateboard most places that she goes unless she’s indoors, and, despite her appearance, is polite and mindful of others, but can also be witty and has a sense of humor. She loves music and often talks about her favorite bands and lyrics, tattoos, and piercings that she wants. She plays bass guitar. Bio: Born and raised in Texas by her mother and jerk stepdad in suburbia, all Rylan wants is to get out and see other things. She’s sick and tired of the flat terrain and lack of real ocean. She’s only been to the ocean once, on a trip to California, and her dream is just to get out of Texas. It’s not that she’s ever been mistreated or even that she’s ungrateful, she’s just tired of the snobby, stuck up people and the boring suburban life. Her father lives in the middle of downtown Houston, and she loves seeing him, and loves going out to bars and ice-houses with him simply to meet exciting and different people. She’s even happy with all of the hipsters in the city.
Bioware, really? Spoiler THREE CHOICES, DIE, DIE, OR DIE, REALLY? Did anyone get pissed by the ending? Especially when Tali just killed herself, I had to stop letting myself develop any more relationships with the characters, because that game made me way too sad. Also, I might add, that I had Tali exiled in the second game by accident, so she killed herself in mine.
I think, without music, our world, and our lives would be completely different. Music/artists/bands shape some people into the person they are. I've been thinking alot today about how different I would be if not for the music I listen to. I wouldn't have my sense of humor, my sense of style, or my ideals about people, and I probably would have killed myself if not for a couple of bands that really made me fight through my sadness. I know I can't be only one who feels this attached to music either. Does music impact any of you guys in big ways?
fun. is an indie pop band that recently got popular. I've liked them for a couple years now, and am so happy that they're getting recognition, because they're brilliant. Has anyone heard of them? Here's a couple of my favorite songs by them. I've been listening to them alot more lately because I had forgotten them until their sudden burst of radio popularity. Be Calm http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7qMXBUjm8tM&ob=av2n Barlights http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B4oob-Fdt2s&ob=av2e
Small things True Care Truth brings
Well now I have a worse problem. His mom and my dad started dating. Now, not only is there the awkward and painful, heartbreaking, stressful **** that was happening from my first thread, now our parents are dating. And what's worse, my dad marries almost every woman he dates(been married 5 times now), and so now Chris is probably going to end up my stepbrother. So even IF things were to be fixed between us, it would be even more awkward, because now he'd be my brother. Fml
So I know they've been on hiatus since '09, but I love them. I love every album they've done, including Folie a Deux. I don't know why so many people hate that one, but I love how much they change between every album, it really shows that they expand as musicians. However, I'm not a Pete Wentz fan. His lyrics are mediocre at best, give or take a few songs. I do think Infinity on High was written well, but From Under the Cork Tree? Folie a Deux? Not so much. Patrick is the reason I love FOB so much. He could sing the ingredients on the back of a Cheez-It box and I would still listen. I think his voice is amazing. Don't think I'm not giving credit to Andy and Joe, I just don't really know much about them, oops.
We are the boys in motion, We give you our devotion
Fall Out Boy needs to come off hiatus, jussayin'
Citizens of Ooo! Hello, Finn here, figured since I'm relatively new to the forums, and the leader type, that I should do something rather risky, and I like this section, so I wanted to make a family hurr. Welcome citizens of Ooo! Whether you reside in the Candy Kingdom, or even the Ice Kingdom, you're all welcome here! This is a place where we can all come together, share ninja moves, adventuring stories, and maybe sit down and sip some hot cocoa and watch the Beemo. However, to avoid conflicts, there will be a few rules 1: No spamming with crazy long text posts that have no essence 2: No kidnapping princesses 3: Be rad, don't treat anyone else how you wouldn't want to be treated yourself, however, keep in mind that this is just the internet, you can always get off the computer for a cooldown if someone is bugging you. 4: Feel free to post whatever you like, songs, videos, quotes, or just mindless nonsense of the day. 5: Sign up with a character from Adventure Time if you like! Here's the form: Username: Desired character:------------------ Members: Finn the Human- Finn Saxima- Marshal Lee the Vampire King
I love someone, and he's literally the only guy I've ever had feelings for, and well, I thought he was out of my life for good, and then tonight he... Well he called me, just to hear my voice and say hello. Problem is, he knows I love him, and he's told me countless times that he doesn't feel the same way. God, just to hear him for the first time in months really meant something to me, and he said he misses me, but it's not the same as me. He loves me, yes, but not in the way I love him. It's entirely different, and it breaks my heart, which is why I broke off all contact with him, even though he considered me his friend still, and then suddenly he tells me that he's liked me, always, and I don't know what to do, because he's told me this before just to mess with my feelings. He told me tonight that he really meant it this time, and it kills me because I never gave up my feelings for him, and dammit they're so strong that just literally I would do anything for him, and I know he's gone to great lengths for me as well. He was there for me through a rough break up, a suicide attempt, and when I got molested, and he's always been so good to me, except for two weeks when he was being a jerk and took advantage of my feelings. So do I pretend those two weeks never happened? I just... Being taken advantage of hurt worse than the things he's helped me through. It hurt worse than anything, because I trusted him, and I never thought he would be one to hurt me, and then it happened, and he did, and he's apologized sincerely, but I'm not over it, but I still love him, and It's very confusing, because I shouldn't, but no matter how hard I try to get over him, or get rid of him, he's always there. He's a tumor that won't go away, a wart on the edge of my thumb that hurts every time I try to write. I just don't know what I should do. It's just, the times he's been good to me far outweigh the bad, and I'm so confused. He's literally everything I've ever wanted in a guy. He's not the type to buy flowers or be all romantic and mushy, his idea of a date(we have gone out once, then both of us decided we were better off as friends. This was before I really fell for him) is buying me a lightsaber, then having a violent duel in his backyard, and being tackled by his dog. I loved that, it wasn't that stupid, stereotypical bull that everyone thinks should happen. We literally would have ninja fights in choir, where we would beat the crap out of each other until one person says stop. We got put in timeout at a choir Christmas party because we started a food fight and he tackled me into a table of presents. He even LOOKS how I want. Curly brown hair, a bit of a pudgy chin, a thin body, strong arms, and he likes Doctor Who, has great taste in music, likes Digimon... He's just everything I've ever wanted, just with male parts, and you don't get that often, and not only that, I feel a spiritual connection with him, and it's strong. I feel like I've known him before, or that I need to know him, that I've found someone that I need to be friends with, that I need to know, or maybe someone that I knew in a past life. Maybe not even him in particular, but maybe his spitit as a different person. After all of the drama we've been through, the makeouts, the tears, the pain, he's never hated me, and I've never hated him. I know this is kind of a novel, but I'm so freakin' confused. I don't know whether I should break off all contact with him, and just try and deal with the pain of losing him, or deal with the pain of getting my heart broken by him a third time.
So i wrote a song... recently, and it's based off of a relationship that I have with someone very special to me, but we're not exactly a thing, nor have we ever been, but I love him, and he knows, an dI can't get over him no matter how hard I try. I would love some constructive criticism, please. I have music for it on my bass as well, but I don't have a video. i could try to make one, but really I just want some criticism on the words. Sitting alone let’s not make small talk Come sit on the bed with me I’ll show you mine if you show me yours, behavior’s a mystery Laying with legs tangled I wonder about you And whatever it’s okay, I’m fine without you Better off without you [Chorus:] Where are you tonight When I think of you do you think of me too This breaks my heart I’d give anything for this one to be you Can’t go another night Without you I get up without him, leave him my hotel key Another mistake, not gonna wait for him to remember me Walk swiftly to my car Head to another bar to drink you away I’m better off without you Leaving you was right You were always on my mind I was getting too close, now I’m miserable Better than staying Thank you for playing Now the game’s over And I’m the one who lost Where are you tonight When I think of you do you think of me too This breaks my heart I’d give anything just to see you Can’t go another night Can’t stand another night Without you Without you
Time to kick some flipping butt
This is a game I played a long time ago on the Sega Dreamcast. It's basically about animals that go on an adventure to save their babies and kill bears. It's got dragons, and dogs, foxes and cats equipped with rifles and heavy machine guns, plasma rifles, and all sorts of crazy stuff. The objective sounds a bit silly, but it's amazing, the gameplay is rad if you can get the controls down, and the characters each have their own special abilities to help you solve the puzzles and challenges throughout the game and save all of your children.
Note: There are other threads about this band, but they're all really old, and I thought a fresh one should be made because of their new album and such. if this is not allowed, you can close this, and I'm sorry I broke any rules. So, this band is my all-time favorite. I absolutely adore them. Their music has helped me through almost everything in my life, I've grown up listening to them and when they broke up when I was in fifth grade, I was devastated, and when they got back together my freshman year, I was so happy, I couldn't even contain my excitement. I've been there through everything that has ever happened to that band(besides them forming of course), even when Travis Barker joined and Scott Raynor was booted out. I remember when Travis Barker was in that plane crash in '09 as well. I was four years old when I first saw them live, and, I don't remember much, just the lights and sounds, the band name, and a few choice words that my mom punished my uncle for. It was back when Scott was still their drummer as well. But anyway, I've literally listened to them my entire life, and their music pretty much defines my humor, my mindset, and my entire musical taste, ha. So anyway, is there anyone else here who likes them? I think they're great, even their new album, though, I will admit, I found alot of the lyrics really cheesy, and Tom didn't seem to put as much effort into it as he did his new Angels and Airwaves album. Back on track though, what was your favorite Blink album, and do you guys like them?
What are yours? if you wish to share. Mine are to finish a story I've been working really hard on, and to finish writing the songs on my bass that I've been working on since last year.
Out of curiosity, is that a usual thing? If so, then I apologize for asking about it.
So I've lurked here on and off for years, mostly to download cutscenes, but I've recently discovered the forum(recently being several months ago, but I haven't uh, actually gotten around to registering, ya), and I wanted to register, and say hello, and maybe post some. I like to RP, and I've noticed that there's a great RP section here, I've read the rules, and I'm all ready to go! I'm not new to forums, so I get how they work. One question though, I'm having trouble putting a gif in my signature. I know most forums have a rule that it has to be under 500kb, and this one is, it just won't go. But anyway, I am Rylan, I am a girl, I am a lesbian, I love Kingdom Hearts, and I play alot of old games on Super Nintendo, Nintendo, Playstation, Dreamcast, and a crapload of PC games. This is me, hhhehehe Spoiler I love Adventure Time. It's funny, because I thought that show would be really dumb, then I watched it and I couldn't tell if I was losing brain cells, or if they were being enhanced. In the end I just decided that it was the greatest show in history. I like bands. I like Fall Out Boy, blink-182, jimmy Eat World, Barenaked Ladies, Smashmouth, Oasis, +44, Angels and Airwaves, and The Offspring. I've lately gotten into a really obscure band called Over It, they're really rad. Um, I don't know what else to say, hee, so I'm just going to leave this as it is. Oh yeah, and I write fanfics, but really only band fics, yep. And I can't wait to start posting and get to know some people on here.
