why is the forum being all funky? what happened? like why the **** is all of my text scrunched together?
I just finished taking a shower and was getting all warm and fuzzy. I go to get some water, only to spill it all over myself. aaaaaaaaaaaaaannnd the night is ruined.
I assume it has something to do with editing each individual frame.
the days of not being able to play 10-bit on VLC are gone. (for me at least) good ol' 1080p View attachment 33238
...... ...... ...... o. my. god.
for there to be another The Legend of Korra marathon running all day Saturday. Hadn't watched the series at all and then a couple months ago they played the whole show from start to finish like twice in one day, what a great day.
when out of nowhere these guys slow down in the middle of the road and start throwing trash at me. jokes on them because nothing hit me, but still, what the ****? I was walking home from school minding my own business and these people ive never seen before start throwing things at me. ****ing teenagers, hate em. The worst part was that as they were driving away I heard one of them give this disgusting laugh. What kind of horrible, disgusting person gets laughter out of doing anything that will in some way negatively affect someone else? I mean, I can't even think of what else to say because I am just so unfathomably disgusted not only by the fact that someone would stop in the middle of the road to throw something at someone, but that people, in general, find joy out of doing things to harm others.
To be clear I hate drawing, and this is an assignment. What can I do better? I don't like drawing to begin with, and hands are by far one of the worst things to draw, something about the shadow on the back of the hand really bothers me. Also, this was supposed to be a stressed pose, as in the muscles must be tense, yet I feel like that's not evident here, and I can't figure out what to do differently after messing around with it for a while. I also feel like it needs more detail but I don't know what. Spoiler overall I don't think it's bad, I just don't like it
it even has a watermark.
today I saw a person names Tequila. was it you?
I learned something about myself today. Spoiler all this time I've been using womens soap and shampoo I never would have guessed
so sexy .
wake up! it's 1 in the morning here and I'm bored
new burn notice episode just ended. o. my. god. Spoiler michael shooting that guy in the head was awesome and incredibly dark for him at the end i was hoping this would happen, and sorta expected it
Dès le premier jour, ton parfum enivra mon amour Et dans ces instants J'aimerais être comme toi par moment Mais depuis ce jour Je n'ai qu'un seul et unique regret no i did not copy/paste this yes i did
a wumbologist. one who studies wumbology - the study of wumbo
I'm making this without putting much thought into it so I'm sure I'll regret it later. Also, I know it seems like I'm asking a lot, but if you are going to read this please read the whole thing, there are important details throughout, and to fully understand why things are a problem, and why I am the way that I am, you would probably need to read the whole thing. Let me preface this by saying that I started going to a new school in 9th grade. I had gone to a private school with a very small student body (150 give or take) from kindergarten to 8th grade. I switched to a public school for high school because my old school only went up to 8th. The first year I was there I resolved to have a new group of friends and essentially start over, but that didn't happen. By 10th grade I started to realize how much these people disgusted me, and that I wanted nothing to do with them. I never said it or admitted it to myself, but by the end of the year I had made the decision that I wanted nothing to do with them, and when I graduated, I wouldn't think twice about them. In 11th grade I was exposed to a new group of people, due to the option of advanced classes now being available, and I discovered that there were actually people who I could tolerate, and some people who I liked very much. By the end of 11th grade I had been exposed to people who I liked, people who I wanted to be around, and people who I wouldn't mind knowing after I left high school. However, because of my quiet nature I still hadn't made friends, but rather friendly acquaintances who I, perhaps somewhat subconsciously, wanted to develop a relationship with. It's now 12th grade. It's been 9 weeks since school started, and it seems like I've made my first two friends. ( I have friends who I've know for a long time but don't go to the same school as me. ) If you knew me in real life you would know how I hardly talk to anyone. I don't know why this is, I just find it hard to talk to people who I'm not comfortable around or who I don't know personally. It's something that I've had a problem with all my life, and it has been the main contributing factor that makes it hard to open up to people, thereby making it hard to make friends. In the past 9 weeks I've really been able to open up to these people, I feel comfortable around them, and talking to them is not a problem. Talking to them is still not as easy as talking to say someone who I've known my whole life, but it's certainly not hard. I wouldn't say we are great friends, but we certainly are friends beyond the level of friendly acquaintanceship. The only reason I would say that we are not great friends is due to the fact that it's hard for me to open up because of my quietness, meaning that once I do finally open up it takes a while to fully open up, making the process of becoming good personal friends excruciatingly long. Though there are still 9 weeks left before we get all new classes, meaning that I probably wont see these people next semester, and I'm hoping that within these next 9 weeks I will be able to become good friends with them, and it seems as though I am close to being almost there, things have happened but I would need to write a whole lot more to tell those stories, and this is long enough already. The bulk of the problem comes now. One or two friends is fine. I can handle that, and even though that I said I didn't want to know these people after high school, one or two is not enough to have serious emotional ties to something that I overall don't like, but rather people who I would just miss after high school. There is some self-contradiction going on here. I don't want to know them, yet I do. This will play a big part in the reason I wrote this thread. The reason I wrote this thread is because of a subtle friendship that has been developing over the past week or so with me and this other person. She and I are in the same group of a class-wide project that has been taking place since school started and will continue on into next semester. Because we are in the same group there has been inevitable interaction that has somewhat forced me to be able to open up, and because she is the type of person that I wouldn't mind knowing regardless, it has, in a sense, spring-boarded my ability to open up with her. Our group has the task of calling local businesses and essentially organizing an event that will take place at the beginning of next year. We had to call people on Monday, and the original plan was to split the people to call between the two of us, but because she was nervous I volunteered to make all of the calls. Today we didn't really do anything except check up on some calls and get some more information. Though it may not seem like it, our group doesn't have a lot of work to do until the actual event comes, making days in that class very uneventful for the most part. Today all we did was check up on some calls, and that was it. When we did that the classroom went to the computer room, and we went to another room in order to check the calls, but since our group doesn't do a lot we took the long way around the school to avoid being in that small computer room for too long. When we returned she had to go to her car to get something for the teacher, so she asked me to walk with here and hold the door for her so she wouldn't get locked out. We took the long way around the school both times. A few weeks ago we had to meet with a teacher to discuss something for the event, once again we took the long way around the building. The reason I'm emphasizing this is because it allows for a ton of time for talking, which as I said is unavoidable and a good thing. I wouldn't call it a friendship since we don't talk about much personal stuff, however the fact that I'm able to talk with them so comfortably, is, for me at least, enough reason to say that this is something that could develop into a friendship. Today we talked for the first time about personal things, it was nice, it felt like a step towards gaining another friend. I'm sure in my head I'm romanticizing the entire situation, but considering there are so few people that I like, and even fewer that I feel I could open up to, this is significant in and of itself to me at least, and I hope that she feels like we could be friends. The problem is that I'm concerned it may be too little too late. My time at that school is almost done, and I'm wondering if I should even bother making friends with someone who in a few months I will never see again. I don't want a lot of friends, just a few close ones. So here are my problems - Self contradiction - I can't decide If I should give up what I said early on about wanting no ties, only to have it be replaced by sadness in few months when I never see these people again. I said that I wanted no ties to the school when I left, but now that I'm starting to make friends none of it makes sense, and I feel like it's something that is too complicated to deal with. It's like the whole unstoppable force/immovable object analogy. My desire to have no ties being the immovable object, and my will to continue developing friendships being the unstoppable force. Frankly, I'm not sure if I described this well enough to understand, but I sincerely hope I did because I think it is the most important factor to solving this problem. - Should I continue fighting this losing battle of gaining a few close friends only to lose them in a few months, or should I just live out the rest of high school as is, without making any serious attempt to solidify what small fragments of a friendship there are? This whole ting gives me a headache because I feel like I can't describe it well enough for anyone to understand, and I feel like I'm fighting a losing battle regardless, a very depressing sentiment. Well, that's it. Sorry for vomiting my emotions onto the forum. If you don't understand something please ask because I really, really, want help on this matter, and the friends that I've known for a while aren't able to help me with this problem.
and i cant tell what asian language theyre shouting. i would think japanese, but whose to say some koreans didnt come over and make a japanese restaurant because they know it would get more business than a korean restaurant? so much confusion
