Maybe we should all try to calm down. I know I need to...
OOC: Guys! Please stop this! Why can't we all be friends again? This is so depressing...
OOC: Yes..Calm down. Let's not get into a fight...
OOC: I'm crying too lanihead7....This is so...sad.
OOC: Write a poem..A story...Read about people who go through the same thing as you. I don't know....
You know what? If hurting yourself makes you feel better. Then do it. For the heck of it..I'll do it! Do you want pictures? But please Gate...Don't become sudcial...I really don't like having to gang up on you with everybody else...
OOC: Gate is normal. Let's just really think about this. Maybe it's mood swings are something. Maybe he is happy. Let's just leave him alone. Everybody is getting on his case. Do you know how much it sucks when people start asking you "Why are you hurting yourself?" It's like your being betrayed...And nobody trusts you.
OOC: Maybe you are just feeling unhappy. I haven't really thought about it...But maybe your just upset. It's completly normal when you think about it. Maybe were just making this worse.
OOC: Dark nights...Suicide..(Which seems like an intresting altentive right now)...Depression...Death...And blades. But the point is....Are you alright? Do you want someone to talk to....? Who will just listen...
Do not talk about my sleeping habits. The only reason why went by fast is because I've been having nightmares and now I want to unhook this stupid IV thingy... And you never act like this. Your always a lot more happier. I know your upset but we're trying our hardest to understand you.
OOC: Fine...So how do you feel now, Gate? Since your all normal and all. Everybodies worried about you...Why won't you tleast talk to one of us?
OOC: Why did they commit sucidie GateKeeper?
Emi stood up. "You can go without me..I'll catch up." She walked into the bathroom and locked it. OOC: I'm feeling sleepy...Darn those pills... guess I have to go for about an hour. Later guys.
OOC: Yay (Sarcasm is in the 'Yay'). I've written my poem. It's in called..."These Walls." Emi smiled. "Want to wander the hals? I've haven't done that in a while."
These white walls, They seem to be closing in on me. I'm not afraid as much I was before... I'm used to the pain...The hurt. I wake up and wait for the needle I wait for them to test me Like I am an expretiment Not a person. She says "Don't worry. It won't hurt." But here's the thing... It does hurt. It hurts a lot. And what hurts more, Is that she says this everyday, And it doesn't get any better. I want to ask her, "Why are you lying to me?" I feel as if time is almost up I want to cry But I can't. So I lie in my bed and frown. I frown to hide the pain, I frown to hide the sadness, I frown to let the world know... That I don't like being the place where I was born, And the same place that I will die. ------------------------- Well I wrote this poem because..I'm in the hospital. Shocking! Anyway, I'm not dying or anthing but I have become so depressed with this routine. It's driving me crazy! So..That's my poem...Any opinions?
OOC: Nothing really...
OOC: Right now...? Well, nothing. But before....
Emi nodded. "It's just a little wait anyway.."
OOC: Nymph wouldn't care if you joined...And, I've decide to write a poem about the hospital... Emi moved away a bit and held Kulex in her arms. "I can't wait till we're older.." She mumbled.
OOC: It depends on your defention of normal...Are you still angry?