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    I'd tell you to try it...
    but the scary thing is... I know you actually would. And the fact we know each other IRL just adds to my fear that this might actually happen.
    Post by: Bushy, Apr 10, 2012 in forum: The Spam Zone
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    *nods again*
    Post by: Bushy, Apr 10, 2012 in forum: The Spam Zone
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    *still nodding*
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    *nods and then nods some more*
    Post by: Bushy, Apr 10, 2012 in forum: The Spam Zone
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    You're adorable!
    And yay! Pikachu! :D
    Post by: Bushy, Apr 10, 2012 in forum: The Playground
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    Just saying, but I look up to you and like you. XD
    Really, I think you're great.

    ~

    Right...
    I just wanna say, the amount of people confessing here are so brave to share such things.
    I've developed a lot of love for the people on this forum, you guys have changed my life. I mean that. I do wonder how life would be if I never found KHV and I don't want to imagine it. Everyone here is so great and so lovely.
    *group hug*



    Now... for my contribution:

    • My insomnia may be starting to get under control, but I have suffered with it since I was 13.
    • The reason I have insomnia is because... my best friend at the time who I'd known since birth (literally she was born 2 days before me and our mother's were friends so we were literally always together) and was closer to than anyone committed suicide and I was the one who found her. It... well, the experience changed me.
    • I've blamed myself for years about the fact that I couldn't save her. (complicated story is complicated)
    • My biggest fear is losing the people I care about. Most likely due to my past experiences.
    • Moving on... my second biggest fear is needles. Well, injections and the like. It's a phobia to be honest. I freak out beyond belief.
    • I have a tumour behind my left eye that may cause me to go half blind in the future. (It seems fine now, but I have to have it examined constantly)
    • I am in love with my best friend and have loved her for 5 or 6 years now (another best friend from the one above).
    • Sure I've always been confident (not overly so though)... probably to do with the fact that I was always doing performing arts so I didn't hold much fear in getting out in the world and being me, but at the same time... I lacked confidence with who I was. I've always been the type of guy who felt I should be proud of who I am, because I can only be me and no one else, but at the same time I've always been well... terrified that people might not like me for who I am and I've never been proud of how I look. To be honest, I've often felt quite inadequate compared to a lot of my friends when surrounded my them.
      It's only recently after this change I've gone through (the makeover I underwent this week actually) that I've started to feel good about how I look. It might seem stupid, but when I put up that photo and got some of the nicest comments I've ever had about my appearance, well I was so happy and in such disbelief. I'm used to being put down by others a lot, and betrayed and so on, so yeah. This was a big change for me.
      If I'm honest, I nearly cried.
    • I cry a lot actually, I'm in touch with my emotions and I feel that it is okay for me to be so.
    • I still intend to always be myself though, it might seem hypocritical to what I was saying above, but if people don't like me for who I am, then screw them.
      If I had to rephrase what I said above, I would say I'm worried that the people I'm friends with are being false and don't really like me for me. That probably says it better.
    • Out of the four relationships I've been in, all of them fairly short. I've been cheated on twice. If I'm honest, the first girl who cheated on me... yeah. It hurt but, I wasn't as close to her as I thought I had been so I was surprisingly alright. The second girl though, that one really hurt and it really knocked my confidence, but hey.
    • I've been through a lot of bad in my life, so I just get up and move on. It's how I cope. Life is too short to wallow around in the dirt.
    • I care about others more than I do myself. I don't care so much if I get hurt, but if a friend of mine gets hurt. There will be hell to pay.

    I may have more to say, but I feel that I've said a lot already and yeah...

    Uh... thanks for listening (reading) KHV. - Well, if you do. lol
    It feels good to share.


    EDIT: I could always throw in obvious stuff like I am a major Otaku, but yeah, that is obvious. XD
    Post by: Bushy, Apr 10, 2012 in forum: The Playground
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    Sorry guys for not having posted in forever.
    :/
    Will fix that soon. lol

    Anyway... I have another character to reserve...



    MUFASA!

    No joke. I am reserving Mufasa. That is all.
    Post by: Bushy, Apr 9, 2012 in forum: Retirement Home
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    You tease!


    Also... I love how no one cares about the man she ran over... lol
    Post by: Bushy, Apr 9, 2012 in forum: The Playground
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    My fashion sense before was terrible, extremely so.
    I didn't over react since it wasn't me who originally said it but A LOT of other people. And to be honest, the change is a big improvement for me.
    I went out to a fancy club the other night and I actually felt like a somebody. I've never felt like that before in that sort of crowd, and bloody hell the reaction I have received has told me a lot too.
    At the end of the day; I'm still me, but now I feel a lot more comfortable and confident with myself and I feel pretty darn good about it.

    And when I get awesome comments like I got from the cuties of KHV (what they said above)... well... yeah. lol
    *still blushing from reading them*
    Post by: Bushy, Apr 9, 2012 in forum: The Playground