both of you are banned for banning each other and keeping this banning spree alive
OOC: WHAT THE CRAP!!! weve turned into a soap opera! lol! Riku is speechless. he doesnt even notice Kairis sobbing because of his confusing feelings. this...it cant be true...Sora...
banned for banning me because im alive. that really hurt :( (not really)
OOC: stupid question, is rufus still staying on this rpg? im gonna cry otherwise :( Riku gets uncomfortable with Kairis head on his shoulder. "Sora will make it. i know he will. hes got to." for all our sakes.
"youve gotta stop blaming yourself, Kairi." Riku sits next to her. he wants to put his arm around her but decides not to because of their previous conversation. "besides, im the one who walked away from Sora angry. i would feel horrible if thats the last memory i had with him."
banned for being sad in a happy zone
Riku followed after everyone. whats gonna happen? Sora is finally taken into the er and Riku and Kairi are stuck outside
OOC: tell me next time! *trying not to sound desperate* :D Riku makes it to the hospital still with some breath. he ran up to the first person he saw (who happened to be a nurse) and pleaded, "My friend's hurt! he jes got hit by a car! he needs help!" OOCCOO: someone else can be the nurse, im lazy
banned for banning the person who banned me even though you also banned me
Riku gathers his wits. Soras hurt. ive gotta help. on the other hand... (OOC sneak: nah, jes ignore that last thought :p ). he picks Sora up gently and heads toward the hospital as fast as he could.
Riku is frozen. not sure what to do
that was below the belt. banned for not letting Kairi be with Riku (right now anyway :p )
"i said jes forget it!" Riku raises his voice slightly and pulls away from Kairi quickly. he sees he has hurt Kairi and calms down. "ill be fine Kairi. trust me." OOC: ??? secrets dont make friends :p
banned cuz i say so. thats why :p
Riku stops. youre an idiot Riku and you always will be. i should never have said anything. he says without turning around, "jes pretend this never happened, ok? Soras probably sore enough from me. and Kairi?" he turns his head slightly to face her and tries to give her another sincere smile (failing horribly). "dont feel bad. ive learned how to put my feelings aside. we'll jes be friends like we were before." he turns his face away and starts walking again. ill deal with this alone. no use hurting Kairi too.
Riku feels Kairi shaking from her sadness. i knew she would say that. but why do i still feel so crushed? "Kairi, forgive me..." Riku breaks away from Kairi and starts to walk away (in no particular direction) without looking back. OOC: i liked your speech
OOC: yay! sympathy for the loner! XD Riku lets the embrace linger then he holds Kairi at a distance (his arms are outstretched, holding her shoulders, and hes looking her straight in the eyes). then he says in a low and sincere tone, "i love you Kairi. everytime im around you...it jes feels right. but i know you belong with Sora. your hearts are linked by an unbreakable chain." Riku lowers his arms and stiffens. "my heart is too dark and scarred to ever have that bond with you. im jes in the way." Riku turns away from Kairi to hide his shame and sorrow. OOC: what the world? why did he jes give that speech? i dont think its really Riku. im so corny.
OOC: thanks :) but what happens when your heart is telling you two different things? "Kairi, ill always be there to protect you. you know that, right? its jes... spit it out! ...i wish...i could be more than jes your protector. i wish i could... (OOC in between: aaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!!! he wont say it!) but...Sora..." Rikus sentence trails off and he lowers his head.
