ok.....i just feel like you don't trust me at all....
Why won't u tell me though?
Okay so lately I've not been myself due to my post (.) that is coming soon and I haven't been myself already. I woke up at 6 am & couldn't go back to sleep. I've been skipping meals lately and having nightmares about fights. I don't feel like going out with my friends or even testing them, even on here I'm struggling to talk because I'm not in the mood to. And my period is going to start very very soon. For those of the girls of Kh-vids.net who don't know, I'm on birth control because of my period. I throw up, I can't move(like walk around),eat, and my moods are a rollar coaster. On top of that I'm scared to go to sleep and when I do it's when I just pass out. I've been feeling depressed and annoyed with myself and the world. I also feel like if I lay around I'll get fat so that makes more sad, I thought about talking to someone on here about it but I didn't want to be a bother, nor a pain. Hard to believe, no offense to anyone. Also I didn't feel like talking about due to it's kinda awarkward. I talked to my doctor about this actually and she said it was because it happens during your period you feel this way and my stepmom said that you just need to think happy thoughts, but I guess when I'm on my period I'm a totally different person. Any advice to make the mental and physical pain to go bye bye? And another thing is that if I use any pain relief medicine the cramps go worse...... Please? If it helps I have a family history of depression(I think it's call polar or something) and of painful periods and miragrain (forgot that too). Please? Any girl? If so thank you very much if you have any advice at all for the metal and physical. Once again thank you.
Like what?
........okay....... So did I make this day hell?:sweatdrop:
Stop freaking out!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh my gosh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Seriously!!!!!!!!
Yes it Is true jaden......*sigh* we have been fighting more than ever.....I d k what to do....Ik ur here for me and I've been giving u a chance...
Alexis nodded."I agree with Sam and Zach on this, what if it's a trap all along?" Alexis pointed out.
OOC: I know what you mean>< BIC: Alexis shrugged."To be or not to be is the question...in this case it's to go or to not go at all? Is it a good idea at all? I mean it's like if we go then what? If we don't go then what? Anything could happen for all we know." Alexis pointed out.
Lol ok don't have a heart attack but yeah my name is not Mandy it's bethie well my nickname is.
Oh it's ok I understand I'll tell u later
Hi how r u?:lolface: hoWs life?
Hey nas, I'm bethie
Hey : ) guess what? :lolface:
Alex spoke up."He needs to calm down, I mean everyones good right?" Alexis asked slowly.
Xaylor nodded jumping up and down."Can I join with that TV show?" she asked excited. OOC: Sorry
Nuuuuuu! No sad panda! : (
Xaylor turned red hiding her face in zexion's arm. She said loud emough for them to hear."Course you would go that far demyx." she said embarrassed. Zexion sighed."How can we when your being a pervert!" zexion snapped.
Lol yeah yeah he would but then it would be pretty !:=D:
Xaylor giggled."He still has her there and he is the only one who can bring her back, if he were to die and yeah I don't think zexy would like that." xaylor said to demyx. Zexion glared at Demyx."One more inapporiaye word and you will get stuck in my world till you die again, got it you pevert?" Zexion snapped smacking him harder in the back of the head than roxas did.
