O_____o'' Okayyy
Well, I think this started more with the way I've been performing at my workplace. I'm a party assistant that has to help set up a room, serve food, and then clean afterwards. The thing is they only give me 30 minutes to clean and set up for the next party. Even though I've been working there for a while, I still tend to go over the time limit and most of the time I have to cut corners because I'd much rather not take too much time and holding everyone up. Our system is very time sensitive and if someone messes up it makes a domino effect. I've been feeling stressed out lately because sometimes I would have to leave without finishing a certain task or I take too long to do it and the manager gets picky about it and sometimes signs me out at the time I was supposed to finish instead of when I actually do. There was one time where someone else had to finish my task because I left early since my mom had an emergency to deal with and a supervisor pulled me aside and talked to me calmly about how it's my responsibility to do my stuff and that if I went on like that in another job doing the same thing it wouldn't be enough, etc. etc. But I keep thinking...it's practically impossible to do everything perfect and well done in 30 minutes....I think that if they extended it to 45, I would never go over and the room would be spotless. I feel like I don't have the voice of reason to mention this to my boss and co-workers even though the co-workers think the same thing...I just feel like its just me who's bringing everyone down and causing a deficit of some sort (probably not true, but still) This is one part of it, but the other is with everyday life...although its not as immediate as the workplace part... Why can't...someone just accept my saying...and not question it or let go over their head like I said nothing. I feel like I have no power with people older than me....sometimes even younger! I just want acceptance. I want...I NEED someone to just...invest as much as I have to them and to others because i want to feel fulfilled...happy...satisfied... Basically what I'm saying is...i need a partner in crime, lol (seriously though, I'm tired of feeling alone even when surrounded by a bunch of people everyday... =/)
Yeah some people still go when they're like 21 lol A regular doctor is scary D: lol
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Join the club...we have pasties.
State insurance covers me until 19 and I've been going to the same place for years... ....I have no known record of references from database. Internal service error.
(Pediatrician's office) Receptionist: what doctor are you seeing today? Me: Alexander Receptionist: and what is you child's name? Me: um...It's for me. Receptionist: ................ Have a seat. Was I supposed to have a child I didn't know about? and do I really look like I have a child o.o
I cannot agree more fully.
You might have gotten the numbers wrong? I tried to do the same and it worked... Make sure you ping correctly, maybe
Yeah but I just felt like messing with you >:)
Plausible. Very plausible
I've gone through some transitions but fundamentally I was raised Catholic. I do believe in God but I don't like going to church, studying the bible, or performing any overly religious tasks of that sort if I don't feel the need to. When I go to church I don't feel comfortable at all and I see no need to follow a book that has probably been distorted to only target a certain group of people. I believe that people are free to do as much good as they want, when and how they want to. Humans are free to love whomever they want and share their opinions, ideas, and beliefs without forcing them on anyone. Sometimes I kinda wish there was no "religion" because it tends to cause more damage than good. We can all believe in something just as long as we don't make it into something that should be "default" or mandatory. I don't talk much about religion with anyone because I can never know if they agree with me or if they feel offended. I say just be you, do good things for the sake of being good and helping others so that you can feel happy and at peace... I'm not sure of where I stand, whether there is a god, be it Christian or Santa Maria or etcetera, but I do feel like there might be a higher being...somewhere. Some sort of...force, maybe. I do find the concept of reincarnation interesting, as well.
XD I know, right? Oh, you think I'm kidding?
There WOULD be a porn section.... And I would give free rep to everyone daily
Of course, he does like Britney after all... What screams SEX more than Brit? probably Rihanna
Glad you are ^.^ Now, go get me some cake :U
Exactly! Lol
It's a new hormone found only in me....lol
I guess so, haha Definately not expected XD Maybe it's the extra testosterone
One of my friends showed me her PONPONPON vid lol I was like o.o
