Yes. I'm bored. .. My recurring dream happens to involve: my best male friend, a pack of wolves and a tent. Freaky huh?
I'm 16!! Yes!!! I am now a legal ninja!! YAY!!!
First started off as a private thread between me and some friends, until I thought "What the heck, anyone can join." The Story: Kingdom Hearts and Final Fantasy characters have newly arrived in the town of Fidrac, a small and remote town in which everyone knows everyone. Whether they like each other is a different matter Character Entry Sheet: You will need to post this in order to be accepted, sorry (I'll accept anyone, though) Name: Age: Hair: Eyes: Body Type (Slim/curvy/athletic): Personality: Hobbies: Short Description of Character:
Thud, thud, thud. Each time he heard this Axel turned around to look for a non-existent person in this castle. A person with a heart. However, he knew that nobody was in the room with him, the door was locked and the windows were bolted shut. Axel was awake, drenched in sweat, listening to the sound of a beating heart. He smiled a little as he remembered his childhood; he'd wake up screaming as a kid after having a nightmare, his mother and younger sister would come tearing into his room. His mother, cradling him in her arms with the scent of lavender overpowering him. His sister, Lana, climbing into his bed next to him while sucking on her thumb and begging him to stop crying. He'd been having this nightmare for a while now, and it was always about Lana. Maybe if he could only see her, he'd feel happier. ***The girl stood outside a towering white castle, hesitating before knocking on the door. No answer came, and it was raining outside too, drenching through her clothes and chilling her bones. Why she had come to this castle didn't have an explanation, she'd just felt a pull towards this place. The feeling was so strong, it was as if someone she knew was inside, waiting for her. But even as she knocked on the castle door again, she knew she was fooling herself. The girl didn't know anybody else, she had always been alone. Thud, thud, thud. The girl smiled a little, so somebody was inside! She knocked again, but for the third time no answer came.
(Songwriters:Liz D and Jake) You used think that all I'd care about, Was kissing you goodbye and playing with your hair, But now I see, There's another side to me, One which I don't want you to see, And now I'm not the same but maybe you need to find me. Chorus: I don't want to live forever, I just want to be the last to know, Don't want too many chances, To not take the last train home, Your tears inside of me, I see, The pictures, I'm missing (oh oh oh), Yeah I'm missing. Walking down the old streets, Staring at the sun going down each day, And I know all I'll find is more disappointment, I know what I'll find is not going to help my development, I've changed so much, Tried to run away from you, But I still feel your touch. Chorus: I don't want to live forever, I just want to be the last to know, Don't want too many chances, To not take the last train home, Your tears inside of me, I see, The pictures, I'm missing (oh oh oh), Yeah I'm missing. When I don't want to live forever, That means my time's going to be up soon, Oh this I know, Can't get rid of us two together, Need to find my way back home! It's no use if I'm lost, And you're crying too, I'm making my way back to you. Chorus: I don't want to live forever, I just want to be the last to know, Don't want too many chances, To not take the last train home, Your tears inside of me, I see, The pictures, I'm missing (oh oh oh), Yeah I'm missing. Oh oh oh, No no, I'm home, Not missing, no more.
I'm stuck on my newest 'fic. Basically, I think Demyx got my brain jammed. So, help and suggestions would be appreciated =D. “Okay.†I whispered, Demyx seized my arm and we ran for it around the back of the car and into an alleyway. “I’m gonna have to call for backup, Strife. Wait here.†Demyx muttered, pulling a gun out of his pocket and checking our exit path. “Aquais, where did you get the gun?†I asked, we were both keeping our voices professional and only referring to each other by our surnames. “Standard issue, Strife. You still got a lot to learn in this field.†Demyx informed me, now pushing a speed dial button. “Right we’re safe, for now.†Demyx breathed slipping down to the floor beside me, “We’re just waiting on backup….could take a while though.†About fifteen minutes later we heard footsteps approaching from our escape route. Once again, Demyx ran up with the gun and this time he held his gun to somebody’s head, with another gun held onto Demyx’s head. “Lower the weapon.†The stranger said to Demyx. “Either lower yours or identify yourself!†Demyx shouted at the guy who had told him to lower his weapon. “There’s no need for this, Aquais. I’m in full uniform and I have my tags. Lower the weapon.†The guy said again. Demyx did as he was told. “Alright Saitou, but I had to check.†Demyx said, letting the guy in. “Hey Strife.†I looked up, it was Zexion. “Hey…your surname’s Saitou?†I asked. “Yeah, and…?†“Are you related to Michiyo?†“She’s my sister. Now let’s get out of here.†Summary: Demyx has just saved Rubie Strife (his best friend) from another kidnap attempt. Demyx, being a Turk, takes Rubie down a street alley to save her and calls his Turk partner for back-up. Rubie is worried about getting to the church on time for Cloud's wedding to Tifa so is steadily getting more impatient.... I just need to put that into words.
Okay so while looking through my AMV-making videos, I noticed that in one scene (Twilight Town, Fifth Day), Roxas and another cloaked guy are talking. The cloaked guy tells Roxas that he's been to see "him" and "he looks a lot like you." Roxas replies with "Who are you?" My theory is that the scene is a part of the foundation for BBS, and they are talking about Ven. Before BBS was announced I thought that they were talking about Sora, but Sora doesn't look much like Roxas. Ven is Roxas's double and we don't find out who the cloaked guy is, (I thought it was Xemnas first of all but Roxas knew who Xemnas is so that theory's gone because of Roxas's question.) maybe he's Xehanort from BBS? Is there any evidence of the other two in previous KH games? (Aqua and Terra.)
"Roxas! Wait!!" Roxas turned around to see a girl who somehow always seemed to remind him of both Axel and Zexion at the same time running towards him. She stopped running when she was standing next to him. "You dropped this." she explained, dropping a black and white checkered wristband into his open palm. She pulled up her cloaks hood over her short flaming red hair and disappeared into the night. Roxas had got as far as his favourite alleyway without anyone following him, or so he thought until he heard a voice behind him. "Your mind's made up?" Roxas turned, Axel was standing there, leaning against a wall right behind him. "Yeah." "You can't turn on the Organization! They'll destroy you!" "No one would miss me." "That's not true...I would." Roxas turned at Axel's words, Axel would miss him? "Well, that's nice to know." Roxas kept on walking. "It's not just me Roxas... Xela, she would too." "You know as well as I do Axel, we're just using Xela as an alternative to Xion." Roxas mumbled, carefully not looking at Axel's eyes. "I don't think so...not anymore. Roxas, Xela really likes you." "I know." Still, Roxas kept on walking away until he was free of The World That Never Was. :poke: "Dear Diary, it's been two days since Roxas left..." Xela closed the diary and rolled over onto her pillows. Where was Roxas? What was he doing? Her mind wandered back to when she'd first met Roxas and Axel. They had said something about Xion. Xela stared at her gray eyes in the mirror above her bed and went to find Axel. She found him fairly quickly, in Demyx's room having a quick game of Mario Party 4 on Demyx's nintendo gamecube. "Axel..." Axel turned and saw her in the doorway, "Yeah?" "Who was Xion?" Xela asked. "Xion? She was a friend of mine...and...his. She was also number 14 in the Organization, she ran away....too. In the end I cornered her in a place called Twilight Town, I bought her back here and...The Superior destroyed her." Axel muttered. "Oh. I was just thinking about....him." "I understand Xela" Axel got up and briefly wrapped her in a soft hug before opening the door, letting her out and closing it after her. Xela wasn't sure, but she thought she heard a sigh on the other side of that door. She thought back to what Axel had told her about Roxas leaving and all that he'd said "No one would miss me." "I'll miss you...Roxas."
Hey, For a while now me and a friend have been working on a KH parody series and it's almost done! We were so pleased until, our voice actor for SORA quit on us! You can find the video here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QcMA5FaWwiI&feature=channel_page Any SORA auditions need to be in ASAP. Me and my friend are DESPERATE!!!! Thanks.
Hi, axel-chanviii here. I'd like to share with you guys my story of "Secrets", originally this was an idea for a sims 2 series it's still a series but the serie's co-creator "Candy" as I shall call her said it'd be nice to have it as a book. What do you guys think? I'll post in episodes and I'll edit if we've changed the script. Episode 1: Just That Good In the middle of the Pacific ocean, there lies a small island. It is not charted on any map or atlas because no sailor has returned from there. The only people who know it is there are the inhabitants themselves- a mix of humans and non-humans, the rich and the poor. This is where the story begins, on this island, Portallion. Sixteen years ago, in the middle of the Sheltered Woods a young woman named Lauri gave birth to a son. Lauri knew even as she stared into her son's hazel eyes that he was not human. A love affair with a lycan had resulted in this boy being born. Even so, Lauri loved him, she glanced through the thick canopy of trees that cast spots of moonlight around them and whispered "You're my son, Alex. You are my life now." A tear slipped down her cheek as she said it. Also, sixteen years ago another lycan was born, her name was Harmony Jones. She was to grow up to accept her condition and to like who she was. A month after Alex's birth, Rozanna Mercado was also born. The Mercado family is the richest in all of Portallion, they're the islands royal family. However Rozanna's mother died during childbirth and her father had fled. An alarm clock rang at 7:30 on Monday morning and a brown-haired, hazel eyed sixteen year old boy tumbled out of his bed. Alex Collyns looked around his attic bedroom and wondered about what he had done last night, with a shrug he decided to phone his friend Rozanna. Alex and Rozanna had known each other for a lifetime, so Alex wasn't scared of being screamed at down the phone. Rozanna picked up on the second ring. "Hey Rozanna...it's me, Alex." "Alex!" Rozanna sounded happy, nothing bad could have happened to him last night then, "It's seven thirty." "I know, but what happened last night?" Alex asked. Alex was a half-blood lycan who forgot everything that happened after the full moon. "It was a full moon so Leo and I went and cast spells around the beach. Oh, Alex...you should have been there, it was so fun!" Rozanna laughed, Rozanna was a witch who's legal guardian was Leo Van Helsing. Leo had been teaching Rozanna witchcraft for eight years now. Alex sighed as he heard Rozanna's answer, "I was...busy, otherwise I woulda came baka." "Whatever Alex. I'll see you in school, I need to pick an outfit." Rozanna muttered before Alex heard her move the reciever. "Wait!" he called, "I was busy! It's not my fault, I had to help my stepfather sort out..." his voice broke, "mom's things from the attic." he lied. "Aww, I'm sorry. But, meet me outside at break?" Rozanna asked before actually hanging up. Alex got dressed and dashed out of his house to catch the school bus. As he arrived in school and walked into his class he saw Rozanna and Harmony Jones sitting together, he sat next to them. Harmony didn't like to talk to him. "Class!" Their teacher, Mr. Bat, called out. Mr. Bat was young, in his late-twenties and had messy black hair that fell down over one black-circled blue eye. "Okay, so..." Mr. Bat started calling off names.
:) Trying to do something different LOL How much longer? How much harder? I wake up, Put on my black make-up, Getting ready for you, You're the only one friend I know, That can make me hate you. [Chorus: How much longer, Do I, have to put up with you? How much harder, Will it be? Will you hurt me like you always do, I can't deny, My devil side, I just gotta get away from you, And I can't describe, The look in your eyes, When you seem forced to put up with me.] Every hit I take, My semi-heartbreak, I can't see, Why the worlds turning, And you are stuck with me, You always say, I should stop it, You say you're my friend, Its just pretend. [Chorus: How much longer, Do I, have to put up with you? How much harder, Will it be? Will you hurt me like you always do, I can't deny, My devil side, I just gotta get away from you, And I can't describe, The look in your eyes, When you seem forced to put up with me.] Got a couple of points for you, To realise, So here we go, One! You used me to go places, Two! I can see now, Your two faces, Hey yeah yeah
Uhh yeah... I wanted to do this, since it'd sorta help me develop some characters. You can choose to either be a band (only 4 Bands allowed.) Or Band Members and fans These are pretty much unlimited. If you want a made-up character in here, you are quite welcome to do so but ONLY IF THEY ARE BAND MEMBERS OR FANS You may be up to 4 people. For made-ups, please submit a profile with the following info: Gender: Race: Age: Hair: >eyes: >body: >physical condition: >marks,scar,tattoo: >clothing: Band: Flamebringer Members: Axel(TAKEN), Zexion, Demyx and Alexia(OC) Alexia-Female,19,Human,blonde,red. >Hair: Blonde, short, swept across one eye >eyes: Red. >body: Slim. >physical condition: Healthy. >marks,scar,tattoo: One tatoo of a thunderbolt across her left shoulder. >clothing: Black net top, black ripped skirt and boots.
Another little song I'm trying to sit here and reflect, Tryin' to write this song, Oh what a mess I'm in. You've done it again, And now all I thought, Has been killed, Every feeling was a lie! [Chorus: Revive my emotions because, I want to believe in us, I wish there was something I could say, To gain your trust, Kill my revenge (What was I thinkin' of) Because you love me,(Say you love me,oh)] Trying to stay strong, But the walls are closing in, there's too much pressure, You're killing me again, And I'm gonna die emotionless. [Chorus: Revive my emotions because, I want to believe in us, I wish there was something I could say, To gain your trust, Kill my revenge (What was I thinkin' of) Because you love me,(Say you love me,oh)] It's like trying to be someone I'm not, All I ever told you, all I ever felt for you, Under a lock, Trying to be happy but you've crushed me, How am I gonna tell you that, I still love you baby? [Chorus: Revive my emotions because, I want to believe in us, I wish there was something I could say, To gain your trust, Kill my revenge (What was I thinkin' of) Because you love me,(Say you love me,oh)]
I like this one, its Revengeful XD Oh and I DO NOT go around stabbing people or think it's cool. It's just a reference! Something tells me, You cannot see me, I like to see you cry, It makes me feel whole inside, Keep on crying baby, I don't give a damn. I'll open up this box, I'll give my heart away, I can see the bloodrops, My murderess holiday. I'll call you honey, I'll let you stay, I can see the teardrops, Your new girlfriends had to pay. If you think I'm being, A little too overprotective, Maybe you should of thought, Before you found somebody new, I don't care about her, honey. I don't care about you, And I hate you baby, For splitting my heart in two. I'll open up this box, I'll give my heart away, I can see the bloodrops, My murderess holiday. I'll call you honey, I'll let you stay, I can see the teardrops, Your new girlfriends had to pay. Don't think, The knife won't cut two, Don't think, This is all about you, Just stop, Cause I'm gonna do what I have to, That means killing you. I'll open up this box, I'll give my heart away, I can see the bloodrops, My murderess holiday. I'll call you honey, I'll let you stay, I can see the teardrops, Your new girlfriends had to pay.
I wrote this for a friend, its about a boy dreaming about dating another girl. I've heard my friend sing this and it suits him! I would share the audio but I lost it XDD BADD PERSON! Lets go down to the old arcade, We will let go of our lives in this endless parade, And now I know I want you more than ever babe, But she's always getting in my way, I don't wanna waste another night, Passed out drunk on the sofa, I don't want you to know, Not now, Because I'm too scared. You aren't the same, You act like you don't belong, Are you dead, If so please can somebody who cares, Shoot me down, Kill me with the bullet that ran through your heart, Kill us then, We'll never part. Lets hit the floor and pass out dead, Drunk from all of the thoughts in our heads, Later on maybe we could just go and lay awake in bed, You may never know what was going through my head, Sometimes at night I dream about you, Then later on I hope my dreams come true, Still got a drug in my system, Its you. You aren't the same, You act like you don't belong, Are you dead, If so please can somebody who cares, Shoot me down, Kill me with the bullet that ran through your heart, Kill us then, We'll never part. Lying here on the floor in your embrace, Its the end of the human race, Maybe that could just change.
Gah! This has been playing in my head for weeks, so I thought I might share it with you guys. The notes you wrote me, I've kept them all, Even the ones that ask me, Does 2+2=4? They're kept away, In a little shoebox, But now you've, Stopped my life today. [Chorus:] You're a tsunami, You don't care who you drown, I'm a tornado, I'm spiralling down, I wish I could drown you, But that's what love's done to me now. The pictures of you and me, They hit the trash, I couldn't look at your face, But I need you to come back, Make me better, Honestly I can't eat, Come home kiss me better, Honestly I cry myself to sleep. [Chorus:] You're a tsunami, You don't care who you drown, I'm a tornado, I'm spiralling down, I wish I could drown you, But that's what love's done to me now. Yeah yeah yeah yeah. Come home, Make me better, Come home, Or just write in a little love letter, Anything to know, That you still care about me.
Usually I'd dedicate this to Joey, but Joey doesn't talk to me anymore so its not for him.And I dunno why I'm posting this...oh well.:stupid: OMG he doesn't know I'm alive. (I found him on MySpace and told him I was dead.) verse one: Do you see her standing there, She's on the edge of a nervous breakdown, One hit and she wants to shut down, Entirely, But as you know I'm still here, Wishing I was her, At least she gets to be with you, I don't think. Chorus: Could I deal with the pain, And the hearts you've slain, All the memories as I, Close my eyes, I have a scar that won't heal, I'm just a girl behind closed doors. verse two: She stumbles in the dark, You reach out and hold her, Close to you, You don't see, That I'm watching you again, My fists clench in anger. Repeat chorus verse three People saying let go, What do they know, Too full in their heads, I love you, Always will, You're the one who can make my scar heal, Heartbreaker, Kiss her I fall down, Can't see me when she's around, Oh oh, Oh oh. Repeat chorus twice.
This is dedicated to my crush JP. I'm so sick of waiting here, So sick to the pit, Of my stomach, Just longing for you, And I want you to catch me if I fall, To cure my pain, Stop it all with a smile, Guess I'm gonna wait a little while. [Chorus:] I don't hate you, Now that you've left me unwanted, Tossed aside and discarded, An empty shell, But the distance baby, Making me love you more than I ever could, Or she ever would. Do you see that look I use, When you look into my eyes, Maybe not, Because you just wanna bring me down, Baby don't hurt me no more, Just admit that you love me today. [Chorus:] I don't hate you, Now that you've left me unwanted, Tossed aside and discarded, An empty shell, But the distance baby, Making me love you more than I ever could, Or she ever would. Would she write you this song? Would she chase you for three years, That's how long this has been going on, And you used to like me back, But now you want me to just leave, With my heart snapped, Crushed, Broken, Stamped on, Laying bleeding in two. [Chorus:] I don't hate you, Now that you've left me unwanted, Tossed aside and discarded, An empty shell, But the distance baby, Making me love you more than I ever could, Or she ever would.
I'm only gonna post chapters (unless I have to reply to comments lol) feel free to comment and use constructive criticism. I started writing this back in May. So, feedback appreciated. Chapter One Zack Fair set his child back onto one of the pews of the church in Midgar. “She’s beautiful.” He whispered holding Aerith close to him, then his cell rang. “Work?” Aerith enquired. “Yeah, sorry honey but I have to go,” Zack kissed the baby girl’s forehead “Bye Rubie, love you” he whispered as the youngster opened her bright blue eyes. But how was that baby girl, Rubica Gainsborough to know that was the last time her father would kiss her goodbye? Or soon her mother would be dead? **TEN years later** I remember it like it was yesterday, that guy came into the orphanage and took him! I can't believe it, they took my best friend. Well I guess its farewell, Tidus. "Hey girl!" Roxas walked into the room and flopped down onto the sofa. "Hm. Hey Roxas." I muttered my thoughts on Tidus. "What's the matter?" the blonde asked, while turning on the TV. "Nothing, just feels weird y'know? With Tidus gone." "Aww, hey I heard some great news today!" Roxas had settled on MTV. "Really?" I asked wondering what this 'news' was. Roxas pulled a pack of cool Doritos out of his pocket, "Yeah, that guy got adopted Raj, Rai, whatever his name was." I laughed “Good! No more ‘Make way for Seifer y’know’ around here. Yo Roxas, gimme a chip.” I sat down next to him, Roxas passed me the bag and together we munched our way through them. I glanced at Roxas, he was abandoned as a kid and now lives here but nobody seems to want him. As I was thinking this Seifer walked into the room “Oh, look it’s the rejects.” He sneered. I went to get up but Roxas forced me down “Shut up Seifer” he said. Seifer took another look at us then walked out “Roxas!” I whispered angrily “He’s gonna beat you to a pulp!” Roxas shrugged. “Let him try” he declared. I sat there stunned for a while, before grabbing the remote and changing the channel to Kerrang. “Hey! I was watching that!” Roxas growled pushing me playfully, I pushed him back and within seconds we were having a playful sofa fight. Soon I was on the floor laughing, then Roxas rolled off the sofa, remote in hand and almost landed on top of me. “God, Seifer’s right we are rejects,” Roxas laughed, “But I like it.” I nodded in agreement, I liked it too me and Roxas were always with each other. The orphanage would buy us almost the same clothes even, we were so close. Roxas was like my brother but sometimes I’d have these thoughts which I tried to get rid of, like what would it be like to kiss Roxas? Roxas sat up and interrupted my thoughts “Hey, you okay?” he whispered. I sort of nodded, blinking back tears, I’m such a wimp, I really missed Tidus and he’d only been gone a week. Roxas put his arm around me “Aww c’mon Rubie, cheer up.” I rolled closer to him and spent a few minutes crying onto his shoulder. Then Hayner appeared in the door, “Hey Rox--” he stuttered, taking in the scene before his eyes. It must have looked weird, Roxas holding me like that, but I kinda liked it, in a brotherly love kind of way, not that way. Roxas let go of me and I dried my eyes on his sleeve. Then he turned around “Hey dude. Rubie here was getting all emo over Tidus.” He smiled at his friend. “Was not!” I almost shouted at Roxas kicking his foot. Roxas looked at me seriously, like he was staring me down. “You were.” He said fiercely before heading out of the door with Hayner. Chapter 2 The next day I woke up around 1pm, I headed downstairs and saw Roxas kissing some brunette girl. I just walked past them trying to ignore the sense of betrayal; Roxas must have pulled away because he saw me, “Hey! Rubie!” he called over to me. I ignored him, “Rubie, what’s wrong? Hey!” He spun me round to face him, his face was the image of concern “You’re not mad at me are you? From yesterday?” he asked in a hurt voice. I shook my head “Of course not, Roxas, why the hell would you think that?” Poison started to creep into my voice. “Because,” Roxas replied “You weren’t there after I came back with Hayner so I asked where you were and I was told you were in your room crying. And saying ‘Why would he do this?’” “It’s nothing.” I whispered, flicking my brown hair over my shoulder. “Doesn’t seem like nothing Rubica. Please, just tell me.” He whined, then he smiled “I’ll beg.” he fell to his knees. “Rox, there’s no need to beg! I’ll tell you later!” “But—“ “Later.” The brunette girl strolled up and took Roxas’ hand as if she were afraid I would steal him. “Oh yeah,” Roxas said, “This is Olette Valentine.” He indicated the girl. “Olette, this is Rubica Gainsborough.” “Hey.” Olette chirped “so what are you? Named after this place?” “Uh, I dunno. Anyway, I’ll… Roxas! What happened to your face?!?” Roxas touched the dark bruise I had just spotted on the left side of his face, the side he’d turned away from me so far. “Seifer.” He mumbled. I kicked the ground, hatred for Seifer rising in every cell of my body. I strode off before I noticed one of the workers in front of me. I bumped into her “Oh sorry.” I muttered. “It’s okay Miss Gainsborough, there’s a family here to see you, please don’t try to put them off.” She said anxiously. “Great, well who is it?” I asked. “Uhh it’s the Cillo family. The father’s name is Dave, the mother’s Nina and their son’s name is Tim.” She explained, it sounded like a perfect family. I’d just mess it up. As a result the introduction went really awkwardly. But all I could figure was they were looking for a 14-16 year old to join their family. The possibilities ran through my head what if… no; I wouldn’t be able to face that, but what if it happened? What if they took Roxas? I ran downstairs and spotted him on the sofa watching MTV, Olette wasn’t there so I walked in “Hey,” I whispered ready to apologise. Roxas turned sharply, saw me then relaxed “Hey.” “Roxas, I’m sorry.” I was pleading for his forgiveness. Roxas stared at me like I had a moogle attached to my ear. “What for?” he grunted. “Well, for being such a pain.” “When?” Roxas asked curiously. “This afternoon, I get the feeling I kinda acted coldly to you guys.” “S’okay.” Roxas shrugged then beckoned me over. I stood in front of him wondering if he was mad or something. Roxas placed my hand over his heart; there was no heartbeat at all. “Roxas…” I could feel tears welling up in my eyes. “I only found out today that I don’t have a heart, I’m a Nobody. It’s like I’m dead or something, but sometimes I swear I can feel a heart there.” He explained looking away, and then I felt it - a two second heartbeat. “Hey Roxas, you feel that?” I asked to make sure it wasn’t my imagination. Roxas looked up, “Yeah, I felt it. Hey, Rubie,” he grabbed my wrists, “Even if I don’t have a heart, I can still feel right?” I nodded. “Sure you can, I mean I’m pretty sure you can love someone right?” “Like I—never mind.” “Huh? What were you gonna say?” “Nothing. Anyway what were you crying about last night?” “Just a stupid dream.” “That guy again, the silver-haired one?” “No, another guy. Don’t worry about it.” Roxas sighed sadly, “But I do worry, especially about you, you’re the only one I can talk to in this place now!” Oh great, we had arrived at Tidus. I turned away and walked towards the door, somehow it’d all gone wrong. Just a minute ago, we were talking about something that worried us and now, I felt like I was just a spare part just a girl he could talk to because Tidus had gone. Awkwardness hung in the silence between me and Roxas; I walked out of the door and up to my room. It was exactly like my dream, Roxas had flirted and then it’d all gone wrong. Why would he do this?
Non-fanfic =] Partly based on real events in my life. ------ Chapter 1 ------------ Shannen looked out towards the glistening waves of the sea, waiting, wishing. The sound of Good Charlotte drowned out the seagulls who were scavenging left over picnic food. Slowly she stood up, her blonde hair hitting her green eyes. Then she took off the boots she was wearing and walked into the sea. "Shannen! No!" Her ex boyfriend,Ryan's scream echoed off the pier as he raced down towards her. "Don't do it., please. They'll apologise, they didn't mean to do what they did! They weren't thinking!" Shannen sighed and looked up at the sky, trying not to curse random game characters. Then she turned and lookedinto Ryan's grey eyes. "Do you always have to spoil my fun or what? I was just gonna--" Ryan turned his head slightly "Drown yourself yeah." Shannen looked at the sea again and walked away leaving her boots on the sand and Ryan in the distance. She checked her texts hoping there would be one from the friend that had hurt her, but there wasn't. No video game nicknames came up on the screen until a few seconds later when her cell buzzed and the screen flashed up 'Roxas'. Shannen gritted her teeth "Roxas, huh?" she looked at what he had to say. 'HEEYY DEWDD!! WNNA GO 2 DA PARK L8ERR?!?! LUV GREG XXX' So at least Greg still wanted to know her at least, but she still hoped that phone would flash up 'Sorah' but it never.And Shannen had the feeling it never would, ever again. She reached home and first of all searched her basement bedroom for signs of her brother , luckily for her he wasn't there and she collapsed on her futon in tears. "Shannen! Door!" she heard her mother call. Shannen ignored the call. "I know she's there, she just came in" her mother said. Then there was a knock at the door "Yo! Shannen!" a male voice that definatley wasn't her brothers. "Who, who is it?" Shannen called, trying to disguise the fact she had been crying. "It's Greg." -------------------- DUN DUN DUNN
