The warmth he was pouring into her body... that feeling was the same he gave Raiu 2 years ago when he was with her. Sonata seemed to like it, but she didn't love him at the same level her best friend did. But even so, she still loved him.
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Sonata had a surprised look on her face when he kissed her, but she soon relaxed and accepted it. Maybe it didn't matter so much anyway.
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"I'm... just like her?" It probably was true since now that he was with her, it was bringing out the memories of him when him and Raiu were together.
"You see her... when you look at me? I guess... I'm more like her than I thought." Sonata finally relaxed and leaned her head on his chest.
"But... you were happy... with her first." Sonata felt like, she was stealing the happiness that Raiu gave him and replacing it with another kind.
"I feel like... it's my fault for getting you involved in this, for you being with me. I don't know why I say this." What was wrong with her? Before he came, she was certain about what she wanted. But now, Sonata felt like everything had gone wrong.
Sonata felt really bad, like it was all her fault for making him like this. She was starting to feel how Raiu felt 2 years ago, when she spent time with him. "I'm sorry."
Sonata just sat still as he sat next to her. Maybe things wouldn't be so bad after all. But only time could tell. ((ok. bye!))
"Yeah, but you still do." Sonata laid her head on his chest. It felt like she was confused. She was happy that he returned her feeling but also sad because he still loved Raiu.
Sonata was in shock that he did. But there was one more thing... what about his feelings for Raiu? What would he think of her? "But... what about her?"
Sonata's tears continued when he embraced her. It didn't make sense and she still had to know the truth. "Is it true?"
Sonata could not believe what she had just heard... was it actually true? She couldn't help but look at him back and have her eyes turn so sad.
Sonata lifted up her face and looked to him immediately. Did he just say what he was going to say? If so, she had to know if it was true.
At the sound of that, Sonata's heart broke in two. She knew it wasn't possible... he still loved Raiu even after she's dead. Her soul began to fill with sadness and grief. She did like him, even loved him, but she could never replace Raiu.
Sonata did not understand anything at all. Raiu... why did you trust me with him? He loves you, not me. She buried her face in her arms, which held her knees, as she sat on the bed. Tears began rolling down her face.
What was she saying. It didn't make sense... but she couldn't deny how she felt. But what about him? He still loved Raiu so it could never be.
"I never said I didn't like you..." Sonata covered her mouth before said anything. Her emotions were so out of place that she didn't know what to say. "I'm sorry... please don't go."
