My friends sang Taylor Swift down the phone to me. I shall never understand those two.
Isn't it already tomorrow for you? "Is it still yesterday there?" "Yes." "Ahhh Time zones are confusing" "I LIVE IN THE PAST! Or wait... Maybe... You are... FROM THE FUTURE!" "Shh! You can't tell anyone I'm a time traveller from the future! Especially not Haruhi Suzumiya!" "STOP TALKING FUTURE PERSON! I DON'T UNDERSTAND YOUR SUPER ADVANCED LANGUAGE!" "... But it's English. From this time I had to learn it to come here." "FUTURE ENGLISH FROM THIS TIME! Wait." "What?" "EXACTLY! My Past English is confusing to a future person like you." "Ahhhhhh!"
THIS YEAR AND JANUARY IS GONNA BE EPIC!!! Birthday (I'll finally be legal to drink and annoy my friend who works in a bar! YAY!!!), Concert featuring a bunch of cool people (Funeral For a Friend and The Hoosiers :D) and MCM as well as any cons here in good ol' Caerdydd. January: All Time Low, The Maine and We Are The In Crowd July: blink-182. Woooaah yeah. And one of my best friends moved back here from London today :')
It is so fun to talk back to them! Here's a conversation I had with my friend while he was asleep. ME:"Hey honey, you awake?" HIM: "I think so... cut the blue cord." ME: "Okay, anything you want to tell me?" HIM: "I love someone..." ME: "Who?" HIM: "My boyfriend Daniel..." ME: "Daniel Radcliffe?" HIM: "Nooo, he's hot..." ME: "Are you going to marry Daniel?" HIM: "I won't..." ME: "Oh, so who will you marry?" HIM: "Christine..." ME: "Who's Christine?" HIM: "you know Christine..." ME: "Do I?" HIM: "I live in a bucket." God, I love this guy... xD
So, my mother and step-father are getting divorced and they're both moaning to me about it, with my mother saying how it's so unfair that my stepdad doesn't pay for this or do this and my stepdad taking a dig at my mother at every opportunity, calling her all things that I don't want to hear. It started when my mother met up with an old friend of the opposite gender, at the time, my stepfather was fine with it since they had talked about it. Now, he's saying she's cheated and she's telling me she hasn't and the constant arguing is really getting me down. Now, that doesn't help the fact that I've been feeling depressed and unwanted recently. It started out with me making a very personal announcement to my friends and my teachers at college (none of the teachers actually cared) that I cut and thought I was depressed. I told them I hadn't cut in about a month, but I was finding it harder not to every day. My best friend hugged me and kept sending me encouraging messages because I was considering suicide. I still think about it from time to time, but the thought of leaving my best friend scares me since I care so much about her. Then, I met up with a guy I liked at a birthday dinner. We sat next to each other, talked and flirted A LOT. At the end of the night, he kissed me and then, a few weeks afterwards, he told my friend that "What happened shouldn't be taken too seriously" and that he didn't like me. After that, I got a letter telling me that I had been kicked out of college for "Poor Studentship", I tried to appeal, but they wouldn't let me. I even got a letter from my doctor saying that I was showing signs of depression to give to them. So, that night, I cut my arm twice. Once for the boy I liked (let's call him by his codename, Batman) and once because I felt like my stupid emotions had screwed up my only chance of success. The problems are: I still like Batman, even though I probably won't ever see him again and I can't tell him. I'm too scared to talk to him half of the time in case he hurts me. Now, he doesn't know that my friend told me that information, but it still hurts. I severely screwed up any chances I had of becoming a lawyer or a writer of any kind. I feel like my family doesn't want or need me anymore. So, KHV... what should I do. I really want to stop cutting forever, by the way and I'm working on it.
Silver and Gold wald into a bar, the barman looks at them and says "AU, get outta 'ere!" Okay, seriously. Someone tell me a good joke.
I'M BAAAAAACK! And I have my Defense Attorney badge, a comic book and a frilly piece of cloth around my neck! And I shalt hug EVERYONE. How've y'all been during my maternity leave absence?
Unless it relates to Marvel. I am perfectly okay with this, so, any suggestions? T-shirts would be good, anything X-Men/Fantastic 4/ Spiderman etc.
I've met them. I've watched them play rugby inside a tent. They're okay.
I can't walk, and my house is too small to bounce around on a spacehopper.
I've got two legs that they said they'd break Such a silly thing to do - fall in love with yooou! [If anyone knows this song, you're awesome. And can have a cookie.]
Guys are idiots. I should start a rock band.
Before you ask, this is a collabrative piece between myself and a friend. And we wrote it at midnight... It's meant to be a "Axel ft. So-And-So" thing so I'll mark it out. Her boyfriend, he says he likes it this way He likes, he likes the way I sway And I heard him say, yeah, I heard him say. She's the girl I ignored, she's the one The one on the dancefloor I think I'm falling in love again woah! I thought I'd never get my revenge on the guy On the guy who ruined my life. Don't you remember back in high school I was just the nervous, stupid, invisible girl in the classroom You and your friends used to make me break And you made my heart ache, ache, ache, Yeah, you broke me. And don't you remember the very first time I told you I liked you It gave me butterflies And you made my heart ache, ache, ache, Yeah, you broke me. Congratulations, I guess you get the gold medal For heart breaking and loaning yourself out But honey, don't you know I can be better than this? It's nothing personal, I'm just so over you If you thought that I was still healing, here's a reminder for you I couldn't care less. I never thought I'd get my revenge on the guy The guy who made me give up my friends. Don't you remember back in high school I was just the nervous, stupid, invisible girl in the classroom You and your friends used to make me break And you made my heart ache, ache, ache, Yeah, you broke me. And don't you remember the very first time I told you I liked you It gave me butterflies And you made my heart ache, ache, ache, Yeah, you broke me. Breaking, breaking apart. She got her way and made me pay for everything Wherever we went, I'd be the one taking her And she was expensive but I never seemed to mind I guess I know that I was blind. I never thought I'd get my revenge on the girl The girl who kissed me then said we were just friends! Don't you remember back in high school I was the guy who liked to play it cool You and your friends used to make me break And you made my heart ache, ache, ache Yeah, you broke me. And don't you remember the very first time I told you you were beautiful I swore you were And you made my heart ache, ache, ache, Yeah, you broke me. His girlfriend, she says she likes the way I play She thinks that I wrote this serenade about her. Her boyfriend, he says he likes the way I sway, I'm not dancing for him. Her boyfriend, he says he likes it this way He likes, he likes the way I sway And I heard him say, yeah, I heard him say. She's the girl I ignored, she's the one The one on the dancefloor
I've gone back into Hell, I think. I feel like everything around me is in constant darkness and that there is no light anywhere in this world. I've slipped so far behind in college because I mentally and emotionally can't handle the work. I make sure I always answer everyone with "I'm fine." I don't want to talk to anybody because I'm scared they'll tell someone else behind my back. I've started self-harming again, but I cover it up with a wristband so nobody can see the scars. I hate adults, I hate my life, I hate myself. I hate not being thin or pretty and the fact that I'm making myself physically ill. The weird part is, this guy in my college has seen me in a state of depression almost like this and helped me out of it, since then he has always asked me how I am, every time he sees me. Right now, I'm lying to him by telling him that I'm fine, when I'm not. I just don't want somebody else to waste their time on me because I hurt everyone who gets too close to me. I've hurt my best friends and I've hurt my family. I just want to be the girl who I see in my dreams, the thin, funny, pretty, happy girl. Not the fat, tired, ugly, crying girl I see in the mirror everyday. I'm worried about my sanity, am I okay?
[can't I just call you KS? Jet.User seems weird. What do you shorten it to!?] What would happen if I broke my left foot?
...Show me a puppy wearing a hat?
My boyfriend split up with me. And we'd been together for a long time And his name was... Nick. And his stuff is in my house. And due to that I am now depressed And couldn't do my homework Also, the guy who proposed to me was Kira. I also don't have my textbook because it reminded me of Nick. *sob* .... *runs away crying*
Don't say it's obvious Don't say you saw it coming Don't say it Don't say I'm in love. Wake up at six am Getting ready to see you again You probably don't know who I am (oh oh) I know I shouldn't be dreaming like this I keep on thinking about your kiss And how it would feel to me. I can't wait to be in your arms I want you to to be the one who falls for my charms And sees me for who I really am. Woah oh oh Call me obsessive Call me crazy I just want to be with you baby For a moment like this Call me a liar Start a fire I just want this wish To be with you, with you. Don't say it's obvious Don't say you saw it coming Don't say it Don't say I'm in love. Waiting in the hall Because I know you'll come along Can we ever be together somehow? (oh oh) I know I shouldn't be thinking about you this way In the end, all we'll ever be is friends And I wanted more. I can't face it if everybody knew I'll keep what I feel for you Locked inside my heart. Woah oh oh Call me obsessive Call me crazy I just want to be with you baby For a moment like this Call me a liar Start a fire I just want this wish To be with you, with you. Don't say it's obvious Don't say you saw it coming Don't say it Don't say I'm in love. One day, yeah, one day I might tell you One day, one day, I might kiss you And for this day I'll just imagine being with you. Woah oh oh Don't say it was obvious Don't say you saw it coming Don't say it Don't say I'm in love. I'm trying to convince myself that all this is All this is, is a crush on you I'm trying to remember reasons for me to give up on you And it's driving me crazy, you're making me insane baby Because of how much I'm liking you now And all those reasons that I'm looking for, I can't find I can't find... So go ahead: Call me obsessive Call me crazy I just want to be with you baby For a moment like this Call me a liar Start a fire I just want this wish To be with you, with you. Don't say it's obvious Don't say you saw it coming Don't say it Don't say I'm in love In love.
I'm leaving you all. There's someone else, I'm sorry.
Nom nom nom!!! What should I change my avatar to: A) Something from Phoenix Wright B) Something random C) One of my OCs D) More Hanna! E) This is KH Vids.net, change it to Kingdom Hearts.
