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  1. axel-chanviii
    Being stuck in a train station for 3hrs.
    A busy one.
    In London, on a Cosplay weekend.
    Thread by: axel-chanviii, Oct 27, 2011, 7 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  2. axel-chanviii
    It is epic.
    Who's good with knives and pumpkins?
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    Thread by: axel-chanviii, Oct 20, 2011, 11 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  3. axel-chanviii
    Pretty basic.

    GO! GO! (Power Rangers)
    Thread by: axel-chanviii, Oct 17, 2011, 30 replies, in forum: The Playground
  4. axel-chanviii
    Yes he is.
    AND FEH IS NOT AN ANSWER. STOP TRYING TO MAKE FEH HAPPEN.
    Thread by: axel-chanviii, Oct 13, 2011, 20 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  5. axel-chanviii
    I'm having weird weather! AND TEA!
    How are you, minions?
    Thread by: axel-chanviii, Oct 13, 2011, 31 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  6. axel-chanviii
    What is my name?

    I'll draw something for whoever gets it right, even if it's Nekoki who knows my true name.
    Thread by: axel-chanviii, Oct 10, 2011, 5 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  7. axel-chanviii
    Not Enough

    Here it goes the world crumbles as I lay awake in my bed
    Did you remember what you said?
    Did you wish you could take it back instead of fighting it
    Seeing it through to the bitter end
    It seems you thought my feelings were pretend
    I never truly thought I existed to you.
    Armed and dangerous with a rock-star attitude
    And it's time to figure this out
    What did I ever mean to you?

    It's not enough to keep it all locked up
    It's not enough to act so tough when your heart is breaking
    You had options open to say all of this stuff
    Everything you wanted to tell me
    Everything you should have said back when
    Way back when I honestly would have given it up.

    You said that you replaced me
    You told me that you were in love with me
    Where was this when we had our toes in the lake?
    I told you how I'd felt and right then it was make or break
    'Cause I don't want to just be another one
    I don't want to be the one everybody stops and stares at
    Last night, I tore up your autograph.

    It's not enough to keep it all locked up
    It's not enough to act so tough when your heart is breaking
    You had options open to say all of this stuff
    Everything you wanted to tell me
    Everything you should have said back when
    Way back when I honestly would have given it up.

    Are you going to just leave this mess here
    Forget about me, forget about her
    Forget your plans, forget my hands
    I hope you'll be happy
    But in case you're wondering
    If you hadn't waited, hesitated
    I would have been with you.

    Did you see it? Did you see it?
    I hope you find it, hope you find it.
    'Cause I threw your ring across my room
    I didn't want to be wearing a reminder of you.

    It's not enough to keep it all locked up
    It's not enough to act so tough when your heart is breaking
    You had options open to say all of this stuff
    Everything you wanted to tell me
    Everything you should have said back when
    Way back when I honestly would have given it up.

    Please Don't Leave

    Sure thing, just another dream
    I'll wake up without you by my side
    But you were here in my mind when I fell asleep last night.
    Yeah, I was in your arms
    Never forgot your charm
    As I whispered to the stale air I've been breathing lately
    I wish, I wish, I wish you were here today.

    Touch my hand and smile at me
    It's not fair what you've done
    Wipe away the tears from my cheek
    There are so many things I want to do
    Please don't leave
    I'm breaking down and nobody can know
    You are my secret in the world
    Please don't leave
    Don't leave me
    I want you to stay.

    I've run out of questions to ask you
    And I've run out of reasons I shouldn't speak to you
    It's so hard for me to bite my tongue and not tell you I love you
    Do you remember when it was us against the world?
    Can't I just drag you back into my life?
    I don't care how unfair it is, I just wanna see
    Just wanna see you smile
    I wish, I wish, I wish we could go back to old times.

    Touch my hand and smile at me
    It's not fair what you've done
    Wipe away the tears from my cheek
    There are so many things I want to do
    Please don't leave
    I'm breaking down and nobody can know
    You are my secret in the world
    Please don't leave
    Don't leave me
    I want you to stay.

    I can't hate you no matter how hard I try
    I can't stop my tears
    Can't stop wearing your ring.
    Crying over old photographs
    Every little thing you're going to take away
    All of the stupid videos we were in
    I feel the cold darkness upon my skin and I think
    I'll wake up without you by my side (And I'll swear I'm not falling)
    I've run out of questions to ask you (Now our conversations are boring)
    Touch my hand and smile at me
    Tell me that everything will be alright
    Touch my hand and smile at me
    Teach how to make it through tonight (Make it through tonight)

    Touch my hand and smile at me
    It's not fair what you've done
    Wipe away the tears from my cheek
    There are so many things I want to do
    Please don't leave
    I'm breaking down and nobody can know
    You are my secret in the world
    Please don't leave
    Don't leave me
    I want you to stay.
    Touch my hand and smile at me (I'm not falling)
    Touch my hand and smile at me (This conversation's so boring)
    Touch my hand and smile at me (Everything will be alright)
    Touch my hand and smile at me (I'll make it through tonight)
    Touch my hand, smile at me
    I wish, I wish, I wish you didn't have to leave.
    Thread by: axel-chanviii, Oct 10, 2011, 0 replies, in forum: Archives
  8. axel-chanviii
    I need £999
    For all you Americans that is: $1,571

    How do I make this money? (Apart from getting a job, workin' on it...)
    Thread by: axel-chanviii, Sep 20, 2011, 7 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  9. axel-chanviii
    Thread

    My Alter-Ego

    Is still a guy named James.
    James hates wasps and girls telling him what to do, he also loves acting and singing songs about oranges. His most recent hit "Oh Orange, What Came First?" was awe-inspiring. He also writes poetry about mice and oranges.
    If you see him around, try scaring him off. For some reason he hates brownies.
    Thread by: axel-chanviii, Sep 13, 2011, 0 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  10. axel-chanviii
    I need a revenge plan.
    Prank calls are a MUST (Any good ideas)??
    Any other prank is also a good one...
    Thread by: axel-chanviii, Sep 4, 2011, 20 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  11. axel-chanviii
    Okay, here's the deal: I have a date with this guy who I kind of have been admiring from afar recently. A mutual friend set us up on this date, and for once... I have no idea what to wear.
    So for some insane reason or because I'm a little tipsy maybe I'm letting you decide members of KHV.
    What shall I wear?!

    The date consists of dinner, a movie and possibly going out somewhere later. Also, this is my first official date which proves how sad my life is, I'm 18 and this is my first date. Haha...

    Options:
    1. A nice top, skinny jeans, Converse
    2. Black strapless dress
    3. Navy polka-dot heart-cutout dress
    4. Green dress
    5. A nice vest, leather jacket, skinny jeans, boots

    Other: please list below.
    Thread by: axel-chanviii, Aug 29, 2011, 17 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  12. axel-chanviii
    But I used too much coffee so it tasted like overly sweet, cold coffee mixed with icing sugar. Also, it was orange. Then my friend decided that we must make zombie make up using only eyeshadow and highlighting powders from my make-up kit.
    Hallowe'en this year will be so cool. :D
    Thread by: axel-chanviii, Aug 26, 2011, 0 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  13. axel-chanviii
    You don't know what it's like to be hated, to be put down every second of your life, to be picked up and dusted off then thrown to the ground.

    You don't know what it's like to have friends to protect you, real friends who come over to your house and watch X-Men and Spiderman and curl up on the sofa next to you like a kid. Friends that make you feel like their kid sister and can tell when something's wrong but don't push it. Who meet you at bus stops and grab you when you cry to say "Hey, what's wrong?" and not "Shut up." You don't know how far a friendship can really stretch, even across the Atlantic. From here to Ohio.

    You honestly don't know how much I felt for you and how stupid I feel now. You don't know that I cry myself to sleep at night and wonder what would happen if you knew.

    You don't know why every December I cry my eyes out, look up and whisper "I miss you."

    You don't know what love is, do you?

    You don't know me.

    And you know what? You never will.
    Thread by: axel-chanviii, Aug 23, 2011, 5 replies, in forum: Archives
  14. axel-chanviii
    I've been paranoid about being left by friends for almost as long as I can remember, my ex-best friend from years back used to break friends with me almost every week and make me feel like it was my fault, and yeah, you could say I may have some scars, but now most of my friends are leaving for university and I won't be able to see them and it's really eating at me. What if they find new friends? What if I get replaced by these new friends? What if they just forget all about me? What then?
    The two main ones I'm concerned about are my friends Liz and Sean (had to change that name), Liz is going to London to study and Sean is going to a university on the other side of the country. Now, these two are the only way I actually have a social life. They are also two of the best people I have the luck to know and I love them. They've helped me through a lot, to me, their leaving is like my family leaving (they're practically my brother and sister).
    I do have one friend who's not going to uni, but she doesn't really come out much... So it's not like I can just hang out with her. Don't get me wrong, she's great and all, but she isn't one of those people that can just get up and go at a moments notice.

    Now, am I just letting my paranoia take hold of me? Should I tell them how I feel, even though I'll break down crying? And does anyone else here have the same problem, or had it in the past?
    Thread by: axel-chanviii, Aug 21, 2011, 7 replies, in forum: Help with Life
  15. axel-chanviii
    Contains me being depressive. 'Cause I'm like a constant downer, huh?

    Me: I hate it when guys think they can just walk all over me...
    Matt: I can think of much more interesting things to do to you. Like cover you in glitter and pretend you're a vampire.

    Me: As a purely hypothetical question here.... would you date me... if I didn't have a face?
    Matt: Well that depends. Would you let me draw a face on the blank space on the front of your head?
    Me: It'd probably look like this wouldn't it? *draws LOL face onto a piece of paper* But possibly... Personality only, would you date me? Am I dateable?
    Matt: Yes, yes it would. *laughs* Oh yeah, you're totally dateable.

    Me: I know how to push Matt's buttons...
    Beth: TEACH ME!
    Matt: I don't have BUTTONS. What am I, a TV remote?
    Me: Your metaphorical buttons, Matt.
    Matt: Brilliant. So I'm a metaphorical TV remote.
    Beth: You're a remote! *pokes Matt*
    Matt: Get OFF me! I DON'T HAVE ANY BUTTONS!
    Thread by: axel-chanviii, Aug 20, 2011, 1 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  16. axel-chanviii
    They see the ace of spades hanging from my neck
    They all just assume that it's signalling death
    I thought that you'd think that I'm weird
    But no, you just told me to come here
    Closer, closer, breathing me in
    Closer, closer, suffocating.
    If I had looked a little better, I could have saved all those nights curled up in a sweater
    Wondering how it all went wrong
    I really thought that this could be forever, that you wouldn't trick me again
    Oh, how bad it feels to be wrong.
    But if you had only listened to what everyone else could see,
    If you'd looked at what you'd written and told me.

    You could have had something special but you went bust,
    Who did I think you were? There's no way that I'll ever trust you again,
    And if you had played your cards right, you would have had the perfect hand
    Now, I'm sorry baby, I don't think you understand
    I'm not a gamble for you or any other man.
    If you played your cards the way it should have gone
    You would have hit the jackpot, but your luck is gone,
    Wasted on other girls and alcohol now, you're falling down,
    Next time you want me, remember you've got to play your cards,
    Don't leave them face down, don't fold this relationship now.

    You see this hand I'm clutching so tightly to my chest?
    It's my sheild, I've tried to impress you but it's never worked,
    So now, I give up on ever trying to please,
    This is just another competition and the way I bite my lip is just to tease
    I want to make you see, make you think that you're winning with me before I reveal my hand,
    And there you'll see, you'll see
    The death card and the Queen of Hearts and I hope it serves as a reminder that you lost me.
    How does it feel to know, baby?

    You could have had something special but you went bust,
    Who did I think you were? There's no way that I'll ever trust you again,
    And if you had played your cards right, you would have had the perfect hand
    Now, I'm sorry baby, I don't think you understand
    I'm not a gamble for you or any other man.
    If you played your cards the way it should have gone
    You would have hit the jackpot, but your luck is gone,
    Wasted on other girls and alcohol now, you're falling down,
    Next time you want me, remember you've got to play your cards,
    Don't leave them face down, don't fold this relationship now.

    How does it feel to lose now in this gambling town?
    Why couldn't you just know when to stop?
    You've spiralled down, you're sleeping on the floor now
    You're in over your head with a debt you can't pay
    You've lost it all just because you could never play.
    If you had played your cards right, maybe it would have been different
    Maybe we'd still be okay.
    If you had played your cards right, I'd be there with you every step of the way
    But now I'm leaving, I'm gonna cash my winnings and leave this place,
    Don't get caught up in gambling with love, baby, if you don't know how to play.

    You could have had something special but you went bust,
    Who did I think you were? There's no way that I'll ever trust you again,
    And if you had played your cards right, you would have had the perfect hand
    Now, I'm sorry baby, I don't think you understand
    I'm not a gamble for you or any other man.
    If you played your cards the way it should have gone
    You would have hit the jackpot, but your luck is gone,
    Wasted on other girls and alcohol now, you're falling down,
    Next time you want me, remember you've got to play your cards,
    Don't leave them face down, don't fold this relationship now.

    You could have had something special but you went bust,
    Who did I think you were? There's no way that I'll ever trust you again,
    And if you had played your cards right, you would have had the perfect hand
    I just don't think that you understand
    I'm not a gamble for you or any other man.
    Next time you want me, remember you've got to play your cards,
    I'll leave mine face down, might as well fold this relationship now.
    Thread by: axel-chanviii, Aug 18, 2011, 0 replies, in forum: Archives
  17. axel-chanviii
    [I see what you mean, Jessica Alba is kinda hot.]

    Love, me.
    Thread by: axel-chanviii, Aug 15, 2011, 30 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  18. axel-chanviii
    Here's mine at the moment:
    [video=youtube;jwv-iRvyDZg]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jwv-iRvyDZg[/video]
    Thread by: axel-chanviii, Aug 10, 2011, 25 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  19. axel-chanviii
    My sister hasn't stolen them! I think I'll buy another tomorrow if I have any money...
    Wait, then I'll have that one for a few weeks... what's going on here?
    But LET'S PARTY!!

    Also, where is my other sister? Pillows, did you eat her?
    Thread by: axel-chanviii, Aug 7, 2011, 2 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  20. axel-chanviii
    Because my friend and I were talking in "code" in McDonald's.
    Our code consists of saying "The Ace of Spades" to kill someone and the method being told as "around my neck" (strangling apparently).

    ...I'm wearing an Ace of Spades necklace.


    I love tourists over here.
    Thread by: axel-chanviii, Jul 28, 2011, 3 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone