Because if I have anymore like last night, I think I'll have myself locked up Be warned, some of you already know how immensely detailed my dreams are, so there is a bit of a text wall x_x Spoiler So it starts off in this really old city place, kind of like Zanarkand except not quite as abandoned, it was really dark and for some reason it was always going to be night there. Dalk, Advent, Wolfie, Xaale and myself were in an abandoned railway station that was in the middle of a wrecked funfair, we were wandering around in the dark and Xaale was convinced she was a chicken for real and was running around yelling BAWK BAWK BAWK when we stopped and I announced that a) I was pregnant, and b) the baby was coming NOW. So Dalk, Advent and Wolfie decided it would be a good idea to deliver my baby. Only, Dalk and Advent had no ****ing clue what they were doing so thought the best plan would be to hold me down and yank my baby out, so I was screaming at them both DON'T DO THAT D: but at the same time I was screaming at them to just get my baby out. Xaale was still wandering around thinking she was a chicken. So eventually, Wolfie safely delivers my baby, which then Dalk proceeeds to go completely googly eyed over and wouldn't give it me back, so I never even got to see it except it was a boy and apparently had his daddy's eyes, which considering I didn't know who the father was, is pretty impressive. Meanwhile, elsewhere in the city of KHV, Nova was going on a killing spree killing off members that she thought were competition to her in the pyp thread whilst continually singing this song. She tried to kill someone (I don't remember who) and Cariad completely lost it because she was the one having to deal with the dead bodies, so Cariad and Nova started beating the crap out of each other. At the same time as this, The Fuk? Forsaken and Mr. Pumpkin are running off from Mike and Misty because they got caught dealing drugs to citizens of the RP area of the city. Xendran and Desi are part of some underground mafia that were stealing the identities of people. Some of my other online friends who weren't from KHV were trying to invade the city and there was this long prcession of members who normally reside in discussion who were marching really slowly up the middle of the city from the better off areas (which was like the discssion section counterpart irl, bigger houses, nicer looking, whereas the RP section was all shacks and filthy). The dream ended when it was decided that my baby's name would be decided by a poll held in the city x_x There was a ton of other **** too, and so many members holy ****, but if I keep writing it all down, I'll be here all night So there you have it, I hope you are happy >:[
>_> it is very long Xaale thought she as a real chicken, and Nova was killing people
I'm typing it all up in spam, it was a complete mind **** >> you delivered my baby
You were in my dream last night x_x
Like we would forget you C: Silly mike
Nu uh, clearly he is a nipple Bl
Oh wow x_x
*hugglecuddle*
I don't know what is from but I just d'awwwed so loudly >.<
I cannot sing enough to get out the emotions and the passion that I want to express It is really frustrating
Forsaken is a nipple? wat ._.
No, what you need, to put it bluntly, is a good kick in the backside. How will doing something that ****ing stupid solve anything except make everything worse? I could tell you about my life right now, or about my past, and I know at least a dozen members on here who have had one hell of a ****ing ride too, but I'm not going to because this isn't a competition, but you seriously need to stop and think. You need something different so do something different, that doesn't mean it has to be stupid or reckless. I honestly think one of the best thing you could do right now is go outside and get some bloody fresh air, I think being cooped up inside all the time is causing you to get furstrated and irritable. If you want things to change, you have to make them change, it won't be easy, but if you really want to turn your life around you can do it, you just have to be strong. edit: Look, I don't mean to come off as agressive and cruel, but I've been where you are, I've been to the point where I wanted to kill myself or throw everything away and cause ****, and I don't want to see someone else in that place. People being nice to you will only work so far, I learnt that sometimes it is when people are blunt and direct that it has the best impact, it took a friend telling me they were giving up on me to make me realise it, I don't want that to end up being the same for you.
D: Okie dokie, I hope it gets sorted soon <3 and I promise not to worry this time ;B :glomp: see you in a few days ^^
CtR is good, but a little bit hungry so she is going to go and cook now <33 How is shrooms? :glomp:
...o_O wut? That is an odd dislike, will they be willing to deal with it for the concert? I hope so anyways >.< other than that, thats fantastic <3
:b thanks, if I do bug you, just tell me to shut up >> I won't mind xD;; sometimes I irritate myself o: How are you doing?
Makes sense ^^ it has changed so much since I first joined, it is almost scary @_@
¬¬ I am watching you >:[