I got to the landing with the door to the roof. There was a slight breeze. The door was slightly open. I looked down and saw a familiar shoe. I quietly opened the door. I spotted Soap sitting next to the door. "Hey..." I said quietly.
"NO!!" I bolted up on the couch. Damn... I had that dream again. The one from last night. It was so scary. I started crying again. God... Why am I so weak now? Why am I crying from a nightmare. "I'm such a kid..." I got up, not wanting to sleep anymore, heading to the roof. I felt like I needed to empty my heart out and sing to the sky.
When I half-opened my eyes, we were already back at the dorm. Soap brought me back to my room and put me down on the couch. I was still kinda groggy and I wanted to sleep more...
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Soap seemed as if he was gonna run. I gasped and I hung on to his neck and squeezed my eyes shut. But he didn't. "Jeez... idiot... scared me." I said. I loosened my death grip on his neck and moved my hands to his shoulders. He began to walk towards the dorm. I was really tired and, closing my eyes, the rocking of him walking made me drift off.
"Oh... okay..." I hesitated a little, but decided to let him carry me back. I must have been really tired. Maybe that's why I kept falling over... He lifted me up. "I-I'm not too heavy r-right...?" I was a bit embarrassed. Even though my figure looks okay, I'm kinda on the heavier side... I'm so embarrassed...
"E-EH?? I-I'm not THAT clumsy~~ I'm not gonna fall agai-" I said that too soon. "UWAA!" I fell. AGAIN. "Urgh... the hell? Something's jinxing me..." Sigh... what the hell is wrong with me??
"Uhh... Yeah... Thanks..." Ugh what's gotten into me, I'm not as attentive as usual... There's a weird feeling in my chest always... I've felt this once before, but that was a long time ago... Crap. Do I like Soap??? OOC: HAH! I THOUGHT IT~~
As I walked I tripped on something invisible... "Kya-!!" OOC: I'm really bored... that's why...
Soap got off the swings but he suddenly fell onto me. He got back up and apologized like crazy. "Uh. I-It's fine." I said. Agh god.... my heart's going crazy. What the hell is this feeling??? "A-Anyways... Should we head back?"
I finally let go of Soap. "Should we head back to the dorm?"
I listened to Soap's story. "I guess you are right... Heh..." I wiped the last of the tears out of my eyes. "I should just look forward to the future, and not dwell in the past..." I hopped off the swings. "Thanks, Soap~!" I giggled. Then my body moved on it's own and I hugged him.
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I sniffed again. "N-No... It's not you. For some reason, I just feel like crying. It feels like there's a huge hole inside me. I don't know why. I probably got into fights to fill that hole with pain... Why do I feel so lonely?" I scoffed, "It's just weird. I'm not acting like myself. Ugh... sniff... I can't stop..." I rubbed the sleeves of my hoodie on my eyes trying to dry my tears. I kept looking down. He had already seen me cry, after he got beat up, but I didn't want to show my crying face to him again...
"Hah....." I took a deep breath. I was getting a bit bored. Suddenly, I felt like picking a fight... My hands were itching to punch someone. But I had promised not to. Before I met that person, I have always been known as the Demon Princess. I have beaten the crap out of guys and girls from other gangs and I always won. But one day, I lost. When I was lying on the cement, crying, he came and helped me. He helped me out of my old life. But then he got hurt because of me. That's why he's gone. It's all my fault. I dunno why, but I feel really close to Soap. Maybe it's because he reminds me of him... I have mixed feelings right now... I know that I hurt everyone around me. I don't wanna get Soap hurt because of me. Tears blurred my vision. I sniffed quietly, trying to hide the fact that I was crying. I'm usually strong and rarely cry, but I don't know why the tears won't stop today...
"Huh?" I looked around. There was no one. Was I seeing things? Ugh. I have no idea. "Heheh..." I glanced up at Soap. "Must have been someone else..." What's wrong with me.... We walked over to the park in the neighbourhood. I sat down on one of the swings. I don't even know what time it is... I'm too lazy to check though... My feet were getting tired from walking around so much and my muscles were beginning to become sore from the brawl.
We walked out of the store. Across the street, we saw someone familiar. "Hey!!" I called to the boy. I waved my arms in the air. He looked kinda like Soap, so I think his name was Cuttle...
Soap asked if I had enough money for both. Uh. "We-ll..." I had used up much of what I had on me on manga... Darn... Shouldn't have bought those UtaPri fanbooks. "Not really...I only have enough for one... Well, I guess I'll get the wallet chain cuz I need one..." I picked up the wallet chain. "Shall we go pay for the stuff?"
"Well there's this messenger bag that I really like, but I kinda need a wallet chain... I can't decide!!" I told Soap. "Ooo... That shirt looks cool!" I pointed at the tshirt he was holding.
Soap put his hand on my head. I wasn't angry anymore, but, my chest got tight. My cheeks got a little warm. Greaat... Don't tell me... I looked up at him through my bangs. He was smiling. Oh boy... I shook my head to clear my thoughts. We walked around the mall looking for a store with clothes that would fit Soap's image. The whole time he walked at the same pace as me, not to slow, not too fast. We finally found a pretty good store. The store was unisex, with graphic tees, various jeans, and a lot of accessories. I spotted a table with brightly coloured tees with Monster Hunter graphics. In the back shelf, there were tees with the Loonie Toon characters, a few with Mickey or Minnie, and even some with ONE PIECE designs. I walked over to the accessories section. I saw a messenger bag that I liked, but I also wanted a wallet chain... Sigh... A dilemma. OOC: The store is based off Uniqlo, an awesome international store. There's stores in Japan, HK, and europe (that's all i know about. i think there are some in the US...)
