Explain to your dad that its your life and you can do what you want in it. Also tell him what you've told US. Tell him that rob zombies music is SUPPOSED to be negative band they do NOT contain nudity in the words. SHOW him your pictures of the nice friendly dogs and wolves and do the whole getting upset thing you know n ot quite crying but a sort "How could you think that is violent its just a hharmless wolf!" Then just run away making him feel like the bad guy and he'll go up to you and apologize then it SHOULD all be sorted. I hope that helped if it didn't I am so so sorry. But Thats ALL I can come up with.
I've had a re-occuring dream as well. I keeps having a normal totally different dream then everything will fade to blackness my appearence will change then I am with my loved ones and they are all staring at me in shock then I get really hungry so I eat their souls and hurt them till they die. It scares me but I don't think it means anything. Personally I think something is happening everyday to make that dream happen. If thats the case I would change my daily routine so NOTHING is the same. If that isn't the case I would think its because SOMETHING triggered the first dream and then it was like dominos that first dream freaked you out so much it made a similar dream happen the next day. If you want the dreams to stop then I suggest you see somebody that can help you get over fears and help you get over your fear of dead fish. Sorry if that advice sucked but I am typing everything I can think of...Sorry.
Do the things she loved you to do try to stop doing the things she didn't like you doing and just remember, she is always with in the soul/mind. As long as you don't forget her (It sounds pretty hard to) SHe will always be in your heart and never leave you for a second. It sounds dumb but its true people I know have died and it feels like they are still here. They live on in our minds.
Faves - Bulky vendor/ those flying ones that you have to destroy in the land of dragons whilst fighting Riku Hates - Hot rods (The cars that appear in the timeless river and in the hades tourneys.)
Hey there. That is something hard to get rid of. I am thinking maybe you should see a phyciatrist(sp?) I am NOT saying you are crazy but I think maybe you SHOULD see somebody that MIGHT be able to take these thoughts away by talking to you in person. If you don't want to do that try just surfing the web to see if anybody has gotten over the same sort of thing as you are suffering and seek how they got over it. I am really sorry for the lack of advice but thats all I can give.
Okay let me just think...UGLY
OOC-Yup I totally agree with whatever the plan is.
OOC- WHy don't you make it so that the characters we NEED can be played by everybody until the character is taken? bic- Edward chuckled softly as Sora left the room "Your teacher seems to think we are planning on doing something to him" Edward said ceerily to Riku
Edward laughed at Kairi's reaction "SOrry did I forget to warn you I was going to do that? Do you honestly beleive all those books about "count" Dracular? Some things do match a vampires nature but dracular was just fiction. We have pretty good strength and each vampire also has a special power of their own "I can read everybody and anybodys ming in a one mile radius...except for Bella's"Edward said
Story This is 5 AFTER, the events of kh2. Sora and Kairi are 20. The organization is DEAD! Dead awesom that is, they find a way out from the realm of the destroyed and let all the darkness and nothingness out. Now they are stronger than ever. Sora and Kairi had had kids that were born just before the organization escaped 2 years ago and the heartless attacked and tried to steal the babys hearts but they're light from the keyblade and being the son and daughter of the princess of hearts they drove the darkness away just by being there. But the heartless managed to take half of their hearts so the kids each had half a heart. They now look like half humans but half anti form. NOW we are 8 years after the events of kh2(The kids are now 5) And Sora and Riku and the other denizens of light have made a deal with the organization. In order to make the kids hearts whole again kingdom hearts must be completed. So Sora agreed with the organization that if they promised to make the kids whole they would help kingdom hearts be complete. So now Sora is training the children to destroy heartless! But will their heartless side teach them to destroy the denizens of light? Rules 1.No powereplaying/Godmodding 2.No killing without permission from the target you planning on killing and permission from me 3.Please only join if your planning on stayiong with it 4.Only two characters each to avoid complication maybe three characters if your DESPERATE to use three. 5.PLease enjoy the rp. Characters Isaac(The male of Sora's kids)-robert the yogurt ???????(The female of Sora's kids Please name her)- Sora- Kairi- I have only listed the people we need to start the rp you can be ANYONE from kh or kh2. Even the bad guys cuz the organization released them.
Just go up to her act shy tell her you like her, compliment her and walk away. Thats what most people do. I've never tried it but I've seen others pull it off.
Edward sighed "My way of finding people is faster" Edward said shortly and picked Kairi, SOra and Nessie up and started running past rooms and in about two seconds they were outside the room Riku was in. Edward smiled and looked to see what Kairi and Sora thought about the ride.
Edward looked around "And one more thing you need to know, we are vampires. But don't worry just don't tell anyone and we feast on ANIMAL blood so your safe. Trust me her mother used to be human when I fell in love with her" Edward said.
"Its okay we're fine down here for a while!" Naru called up.
OOC- I would just like to point out that NOBODY that doesn't know Edward would see him as a man for he was a teenager when turned turned into a vampire and if a couple of hundred years can't make him look any older then what can? But hey just forget it. BIC- Edward turned to Sora "Well our world was devoured by darkness and we ended up here seperated from the rest of our family, Kairi told us you might be able to help?" Edward said.
"Thank you for helping her but please NEVER ask her to be seen by a nurse. Our hearts don't beat and blood doesn't flow through our bodies. That is why we are so cold. If we can't find Elena I guess I'll just let Nessie stay at this school until Elena finds us." Edward said "If anything happens to Nessie though contact ME and nobody else. They may think Nessie is dead." Edward said
"That is fine. So just out of interest why were you with Nessie and how did you know her name?" Edward asked
"Good. I just want you to know we mean no harm. It is true there are some people that hunt humans. But we feed from animals. We can resist the urge for blood. All the human stories are mainly fake we do have reflections. The only differeence is we feed from blood and can be 1000 times stronger and faster and smarter than humans. Plus we live longer." Edward explained "But tell me about this darkness why did it consume our world?" Edward asked.
"I don't know if I can trust them but...We're vampires"Edward said now he had no reason to feel guilt.
"Okay. Thank you for your kindness" Edward said, he knew what Kairi had felt and felt guilty I can trust her she will understand we mean no harm Edward walked over "Hey there is something you need to know about Nessie an I." Edward started "If we tell you you must promise not to tell anyone and not to panic"Edward said.
