I'm filled with depression my life has fallen apart Nobody's there when I really need someone to show me the way Ever since that fateful day when you woke up one morning it was a tragic event and I couldn't help but cry you were quickly rushed to the hospital where they would take good care of you but i had a bad feeling that today something tragic would happen and before i knew what was going on doctors rushed into your room they gently took me out in the hall way and told me you'd be fine but i knew better and i hugged my bear tight waiting to see what had happened i felt a warm tear run down my cheek and my dad embraced me tightly that night i cried myself to sleep because i knew what had happened even though they refused to tell My mother had died ------------------------------------------------------------------ My friend's mother had to go to the hospital this morning and this poem suddenly popped into my head...
The sky is dark it's filled with clouds that are grey a symbol of depression They drop like tears onto my skin piercing cold like ice... We know that he is sad and these are his teardrops. Falling harder and harder their numbers increasing the slight drizzle turns into rain These raindrops fill me with so much sadness because it reminds me so much of crying With the dark sky and the raindrop tears the sun will soon emerge to bring a new joy ------------------------------------- It is raining where I am so i thought i would write a poem about it...
For every feeling I have there is a different color Anger is Red and sadness is blue When I get these feeling I think of the many colors like black is hatred and grey is depression When my feelings mix inside of me they clash like different colors So when my colors mix my feelings mix as well I feel many different feelings and those are the colors of a mood swing --------------------------------------- Thanks to RRMS for the idea! XD XD
It was like a dream come true when i first kissed you. Your lips pressed against mine and mine against yours. I felt like I was floating high above the clouds with you in my arms I felt so happy You held me close as if you had known me for years but we only met just a few days ago. when our kiss finally broke you smiled at me and grabbed me in a gentle embrace you told me you loved me and I smiled at you but now I ask myself should I have trusted you?
Nobody really knows what it is it is something hard to describe but yet we feel it so often in our lives When you feel like you want to cry but you cannot that is depression. When you feel like nobody loves you and they all hate you that is depression. You feel alone in this world and are left to sulk in your corner of moodiness we know as the emo corner And the more depressed you get the more unhappy you become you begin to hate others and you feel like crying every night Depression may be the only thing that can make you happy and it is almost impossible to get rid of once you have it
When the sun rises every morning I smile Because I know that it symbolizes the start of a new day When the sun is up they means that Earth is filled with light. His translucent glow shines on this barren planet, bringing it life and warmth. But then the time comes where the sun must set taking it's warmpth with it. Then the moon will rise shining for all to see It's pale glow will shine through our windows bringing the feeling of nothingness with it The moment the sun sets the moon will come out and even through it's glow, the darkness will show. The burning feeling of light fades and the comforting feeling of darkness will be revealed bringing terror to people of the light But even this feeling must die for the moon, too must also set. soon it will fall below the horizon, leaving nothing behind. And once again the sun will rise bringing it's burning light to the people of this planet. ------------------------------------------------- this one doesn't really have a meaning... it just talks about how the sun rises bringing light that burns too brightly, while the moon brings a comfortable light that glows within the darkness... :)
Every time I see you I know I want to smile You made me realize that there are people who love me You showed me that life is more important than I thought. That every creature deserves to live Now I know who I am and that there will always be people who care for me for now I am happy You were the one who taught me what descisions were good and which ones were bad so now I know Every time there was a problem you would be there next to me to embrace me and tell me everything will be okay I was cared for and loved by none other than you You helped me be the person I am today It was all thanks to you that I turned out this way but now it is my turn to help you I want to help you get through your problems I want to help you become a better person So just know that if you ever have a problem I will always be here to guide you through it ------------------------------------------- Yet another poem dedicated to my wonderful friends! :) I want you guys to know that I'll always be here for you if you need help... :D
I woke up this morning like i usually do but something was different. You have gone away for now and i know you'll return soon. But nothing is quite the same without you. When I get up there's nobody there to tell me good morning. Nobody to hug me and ask me if I slept well. I always hated it when you snuck up behind me but now i wish that you were here to do it again... Without you my life just isn't the same and I wish you had never left. But I know where you are you are having fun. So I'll see you at weekend's end. ----------------------------------------------------- This poem is dedicated to my sister who just left with my church on a mission trip to mexico today... I wish her luck at all she's doing to help after the hurricane that recently happened down there... :)
There is a cool breeze Blowing down the streets. The jingle of bells and the sound of kids laughing can be heard throughout the streets. What could this mean? Now it is cold and the summer has gone. It is winter again and snow is everywhere. The parents rush to the store to buy last minute gifts because a special day is coming where people are filled with joy and pleasure. It is a day where family comes together. They exchange gifts and eat food enjoying each-others' company. The sun rises early and everyone's filled with joy. Because they all know that today is the day... and that day would be Christmas. ------------------------------------------------------ Just a fun little Christmas poem... :)
When I feel sorrow You're always there to cheer me up. When I feel joy You're always there Laughing with me. When I feel anger You're always there making me feel better. When I feel lonely You're always there so I know I'm not alone. When I feel depression You're always there holding my hand. Through every problem and every feeling I know that you'll be there to make it better. -------------------------------------------------------- This is just a little something I decided to write... I have been going through some emotional problems for reasons I haven't figured out... but my friends are always there to help me through it... so I wrote this poem dedicated to them... you guys rock! :D (and this is my first poem so i hope you like it! ^.^)
I am like half awake right now and i was wondering... What time is it where you are? It is about 11:30 at night where i am...
This is the private chat room of Dark Shadow, Sora is Cute, and ME!! XD XD lolz... anyways... uh... yeah... >_>
Hi I am DestinyStar but many people call me Destiny or DS... :p I am NOT new to the site I just thought I would introduce myself because i didn't do that when i joined a few months ago... anyways, I am a fun, outgoing person who loves to draw, cook, and is on here almost 24/7! I hope to meet you all and we can be good friends! :D
Hello and welcome to kh-vids! This is the unofficial two-girl welcoming comitee to all new members or those returning from a trip! :p just pm any comitee member if you need help and enjoy your visit! XD XD comitee members: DestinyStar (me!!) Devil's Angel Nymph of Destiny KairiXRiku
This is basically just where you enroll in a boarding school as a normal kid. Anything can happen... but it must be REAL LIFE... have fun! Rules: *Cuss using ****s only... *No killing... (it can happen every now and again!) *Whole game is on school campus... school campus includes game centers, a pool, dorms, classrooms, etc. etc. Form: Name: Gender: Age: Apperance: Elective: Taken Characters: Name: Becky Gender: Female Age: 14 Apperance: Elective: Drama Biography: When Becky was about 7 years old, both of her parents were murdered by a man who had snuck into their house. Becky's mom had protected her until the police arrived. The murderer was arrested and Becky was left with a scar shaped almost like a heart on her forehead to remember that day. She is a shy girl who cries alot. She continues to blame herself for what happened. She lived in an orphanage until she moved to the boarding school. Name: Jeanne Gender: Female Age:14 Apperance: Elective: Drama Biography: Jeanne is just a laid back student.She cares about her grades and friends. She is a tough girl that doesn't run away from anything.She trained with swords and martial arts with her grandpa. Name: Anna Gender: female Age: 13 Apperance: Elective: music Biography: Anna's mom is usually off working and her dad abused her, and when she told her mom , she didn't believe her and shipped her here. Name: Vincent Gender: Male Age: 16 Apperance: 6'2, long emo-styled dark blonde hair, wears normal old navy jeans, old navy black shirt with red nike hoodie on top, normal grey/black hat always worn. Elective: Advanced Metal Working Biography: Vincent has always felt truely alone, he is to smart for his own good and even his own parents have had enough of him. Vincent now lives alone in an apartment a half a mile west from the school. Vincent is now known as the quiet and shy guy because he rarely says anything, even though he is always thinking of a come back or witty remark in his head. Name: Des Gender: male Age: 14 Apperance: http://i224.photobucket.com/albums/d...r101/Tidus.jpg Elective: Math Name: Keri Gender: Female Age: 14 Apperance: Elective: Drama Biography: Keri has always been very indenpendant and outspoken, often to much so. As a result she got expelled from her previous school and sent here, she dosn't alk about her life before much, I wonder why? Name: Jess Gender: Female Age:14 Apperance: Elective: Art
This is the place where you just come and hang out with other people... do all of those things that would be considered spamming in a family... such as swimming or something not related to anything! It will be taking place at a two-story house in a regular neighborhood with a pool and stuff like that. :3 you play as ur username. have fun! XD XD
I just got this idea for a really great RPG! Ok... Kingdom Hearts Characters go on the reality TV show that is famous across America, Big Brother 9, Kingdom Hearts Style! For those of you who have not seen the show, here is how it works: A big group of people go to live in a house with each-other for a few months with no access to the outside world. That means TV, internet, no nothing. And they are not aloud to leave the house. They have an HOH (head of household) competition to see who will get their own room upstairs with gifts from their family, and get to put two people on the block for nomination. Then there is a Veto competition where you get this necklace if you win it and can either take yourself or somebody else of the block (or not use it). If they use it, the HOH must choose somebody else to go on the block. Then, the whole house votes and somebody goes home every week. ^^ and they also have challenges to see if they get to eat real food for the week, or BIG BROTHER SLOP. Which is like runny oatmeal. DX Here are the days of the competition: HOH Competitions- Mondays Nomination- Tuesdays Food Competitions- Wednesdays Veto Competitions- Thursdays Renomination (If needed)- Fridays Eviction- Saturdays NO OC CHARACTERS! ONLY KH CHARACTERS! Taken Characters: Host (Julie Chen)- DestinyStar Larxene- DestinyStar Axel- Last of the Organization Zexion- Xemnas7355 Sora- Xemnas7355 Olette- Desaray Demyx- Desaray Namine- Myoblivion Kairi- Myoblivion Cloud- A Y A M E_S O H M A Roxas- FinalForm Sephiroth- FinalForm Riku- Luna561 RULES: *NO YAOI/ YURI *PG-13 PEOPLE! *NO KILLING (This is nationally televised people!) *NO OOC FIGHTS *HAVE FUN! Rooms: Room1: Yuffie Olette Riku {Insert Name} Room 2: Larxene Axel Sora {Insert Name} Room 3: Demyx Zexion {Insert Name} {Insert Name}
hi. i am bored and looking for somebody to talk to, so...ya. XD please introduce yourself and come hang out! XD I must introduce myself. I am 14 years old and I live in the USA...um...my favorite show is Naruto... my favorite food is Ramen... and... My favorite ice cream is Italian Gellatto, Neapoltin flavored. XD Who likes to draw?
The Last Member~ Chapter One - PLEASE COMMENT!!! XD Here is a story that I began writing when i was bored. Enjoy! More chapters to come! XD The New Member Chapter 1: ~Abexecca walked down the quiet streets of Hollow Bastion. Her, long, black pigtails flowed behind her as she walked. Her grey shirt and green pants seemed to merge with her shiny, hazel eyes. She stared down at the ground as she walked. Abexecca is a shy girl. She is only about 12 years old. Just a little while ago, the Orginazation had found out that she was a Nobody. They have been talking about her since then, wondering if she was worthy enough to join Organization Xlll. Finally, they had come to a decision. Every Member of the Orginazation was currently in The World That Never was discussing the current event about Abexecca on hand. "I think she's a waste of time," Axel said. "I mean, she's a girl. We don't have girls in the Orginazation." "And what's THAT supposed to mean?" Larxene asked. "I'm a girl." "No you're not," Demyx replied. "You're a beast." Larxene stood up and summoned her weapon at that comment, and Demyx cowered in fear behind Marluxia. Axel stopped Larxene by putting his hand in front of her. "What I meant was that we don't know if she's a strong girl," he said. Larxene still glared at Demyx. "Then why don't we just... test her?' Luxord asked as he summoned his weapon. A dark portal appeared behind him and he walked through it before anyone could object. ~In Hallow Bastion...~ Abexecca was walking to Merlin's house. He was teaching her how to use magic, and today she was going to learn the spell Thunder. She had just passed the grocery store when a rock suddenly hit her in the back of the head. When she turned around, there wasn't anyone there. She looked around before turning to continue walking, but she ran into somebody and fell down. "I'm sorry..." she said to the tall man who was standing in front of her. He was wearing a long, black Organization coat with the hood up, so no facial features were visible. "Show me your strength," he said as three cards appeared in his hand. "W-What?" Abexecca asked. The man suddenly threw the cards at her. She quickly rolled out of the way before they could hit her, but she noticed that they were sharp enough to stick into the side of the building behind her. "Very good..." the man said. "Now... show me your weapon..." Abexecca stood up and looked at him. "Look... what do you want fro-" she stopped as he suddenly took three cards and threw them at her. She quickly jumped out of the way of the attack and stood with no weapon, ready to fight. "What is it that you want?" she asked him. "I simpily wish for you to show me how you can fight... that's all..." he seemed to grin under the cloak as he summoned a staff and quickly charged at Abexecca. She was trapped, so she had no other choice but to summon the Sword of Light. She quickly summoned the bright yellow sword and held it up so that the two weapons clashed, making a big, yellow flash. The force of the attack threw them both back. As the man tried to recover, Abexecca, who had not fallen to the ground as he had, walked up to the man and put the sword to his neck. It was making a buzz, as electricity usually does when not in an object. "Leave me alone..." she said. "You have lost this match..." "Yes..." the man said as he suddenly disappeared and then reappeared behind her. "You have great strength..." he whispered in her ear. "And that is why you are perfect..." He suddenly grabbed the wrist of the hand that she was holding her sword with, causing her to drop it. He gently pinched Abexecca on a spot on the back of her neck, causing her to faint. He let go of her wrist as she dropped to the floor. Then, he gently picked her up in his arms, carrying her as they walked through a portal that had appeared behind them. Chapter 2: ~The man walked out of a portal that led into a room in Organazation Xlll's base in which stood Axel, Larxene, and Demyx. "You didn't need to knock her out," Axel said. "You could have just brought her here." "But what fun would that be?" the man asked and grinned. "Although I have to admit... she was rather strong for a girl as young as her..." The man removed the hood to reveal his face. "Haha! Luxord got beat by a girl!" Demyx said and pointed at him. The man, as you probably guessed, was Luxord. Larxene smacked Demyx on the back of the head. "Stop with the girl jokes already..." she said. "Us girls are just as strong as you guys... I think she should join us... we need another girl in this organazation, anyways." She walked over to the red-headed pyro who had his eyes closed and was think. "What do you think about this, Axel?" she asked. Axel opened his eyes and set his gaze upon Larxene. "Well... I like her attitude... I say she should join." Luxord walked over to Axel and gently placed Abexecca in his arms. "It's settled then..." he said. "Take her to the infirmary and greet her when she awakens... I will inform Xemnas of her arrival." And with that, Luxord portaled away. Axel gently held Abexecca in his arms as he walked through a portal that led to the infirmary. Once there, he gently placed her on a
I am sorry, my friends, but I have to go for the weekend. My parents are going out of town and I must go to my aunt's house while they are gone, and she doesn't have a computer. I will be leaving right after school tommorrow, but I will be back Saturday night...but I may be to tired to get on. Talk to you all when I get back!
