So here you go have this random rambling that is mine. It has no real title, well ok it does have a title but it's a secret ^^ *********** Anger takes hold burning brightly I close my eyes and all I can see is that look That look on your face That amused smile because you knew you had won How many more will you take? How many more will I lose? I hold my own life in my hands But I can feel you pulling at the edges Dragging me down Down into despair as I watch them fall They all fall down One by one All your puppets All your toys You hold the strings In this twisted game I tell myself it's all a dream That none of this is real You CAN'T hurt me Not anymore But the game doesnt stop And you keep on taking I have nothing left to give Nothing left for you to take Are you happy now? Are you happy? I have nothing left to lose So now I raise my head And I laugh at the sky You were stupid to take it all Now I have nothing left to lose Realisation hits like a blade Now I am the one who holds the cards The cards in this twisted game of fate You can't hurt me anymore. *********
*looks around* How...Ironic lol how....amusing.
Oh so you admit it then? xD haha made you look 0.0 Aww I'm just messing with you ^^ anywayz night anyone who looks at this xxx
There is this quote I heard my history teacher use when I was doing my A Levels. "Communism works, people don't" It's made me think, do you think the basic principles of communism could benefit society? Would that type of equality even work or would it only lead to the situations such as those seen in the previous century. Would society today be able to deal with communism? I can't decide whether it would only repeat the mistakes of the past, or whether it could in some ways benefit the world today. Maybe you guys can help me make up my mind. What do you think? p.s I couldn't see a thread like this, so my appologies if there is :)
I love this song http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AF8xfd1Yyuo and ^ this video is quite good too Outside ~ Staind And you, Can bring me to my knees Again All the times That I could beg you please In vain All the times That I felt insecure For you And I leave My burdens at the door But I'm on the outside And I'm looking in I can see through you See your true colors 'Cause inside you're ugly You're ugly like me I can see through you See to the real you All the times That I felt like this won't end It's for you And I taste What I could never have It was from you All the times That I cried My intentions Were full of pride All I waste More time than anyone But I'm on the outside And I'm looking in I can see through you See your true colors 'Cause inside you're ugly You're ugly like me I can see through you See to the real you All the times That I've cried All this wasted It's all inside And I feel All this pain Stuffed it down It's back again And I lie Here in bed All alone I can't mend But I feel Tomorrow will be okay But I'm on the outside And I'm looking in I can see through you See your true colors 'Cause inside you're ugly You're ugly like me I can see through you See to the real you
I am new to Kisschasy but I <3 them! They have a great sound and I like their lyrics. Black Dress is such a sad song, (if a little odd ^^) but it is very good :) Has anyone else heard of them? What do you think of them? I havn't heard loads by them yet but from what I hear of them I think they rock :)
Has anyone else heard of them? I think they are immense. I only heard of them recently when Jube sent me a Youtube link that had one of their songs in the background, but since then I can't stop listening to them <3 My favourite song is I think "Take me Back" and "Until the Day I die" Go check them out if you havn't heard of them :) I like them a lot and IMO they deserve a listen. edit: This is Take me Back http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jX32O4z0S_o
This is NOT mine (I wish it was though!) But I found it on Youtube and thought it was fantastic ^^ Take a look xD http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J-opSM5qqyI Also the song kicks *** IMO ^^ Oh yeah if this is in the wrong place please could somebody move it for me :) Thank you.
I have werid dreams, this is based on one of them. Rawr xD so I shall subject you all to it now. ************* Another Dream Over, it all fades to dust And it leads you to wonder whether it was ever real at all Every tear drop and every broken heart Its odd how it hurts more with each time I fall Too naive, Unable to See you never really felt that way about me Wanting so much for it all to be true I never saw the trouble I caused for you Another tear falls, As do I but there is nothing left So I stay and just cry. I think in my mind about all that I have done For once I dared believe that I had won But I see it all now I see it clear You never really wanted me here Yet you still can't say it and that hurts me more Ive always known what to do Now Im not so sure Another Dream over, it all fades to dust Was it ever love? Or only lust I look at you and you turn away I will live to dream another day But it's lonely living this life just me I assumed it was meant to be Another tear falls and I cant speak You always leave me feeling weak Now I'm confused and my mind's unclear Did you ever really want me near? Its ok I will be alright I'm too tired now to keep up the fight So it's ok I know, and I shall try to smile I set you free.
Firstly Hi people xD Secondly I was just typing and then this earwig (ewww ewww ewww) ran across my desk so i just froze and then I smooshed it only I didnt have anything to smoosh it with so I used my mouse and smooshed the earwig with my computer mouse (its a really cool mouse that glows) and now I have smooshed earwig on my mouse and it is gross. Ewwww Cookie anyone?
Im going to leave for a couple of days ^^ maybe longer, I havn't really decided yet :) but I need to go clear my head. I have been back like 2 days and I am already stressed with talk of stupid conspiracies and certain people's attention whore-ness and certain people's attitudes/actions regarding certain things -__- lol oh and certain people interfering in things that have **** all to do with them :) I wont be gone forever, heck I might be back by the weekend ^^ but I need some space from here :) otherwise I may end up saying/doing something I might regret in my anger/frustration at certain members and events. Be back soon :) Miss you people who matter to me :) I will still be on MSN :) especially for the people who I care about :) (you guys know who you are :)) Bye for Now lol and I WILL be back :) I just need to go chill :) before I get caught up in **** and more stressed ^^ CtR xxx p.s to the jackass who threatened me again today, **** you :) that is all :)
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So liek I snuck on to say bye because I got kicked off last night before I had a chance to! Hehehehe bye guys see you all soon, please don't die or kill each other! :) *hugs* lalalala bai bai I don't want to bloody go! *kicks fieldtrips*
I haven't slept properly for what is now 29 days *twitch* it is starting to get to me just a little tiny bit, like earlier I passed out and smacked my head off my desk, my head now hurts a lot LOL and I need sleep but I can't sleep and I am very very tired and I feel like the kind of tired you get when you are so tired you feel kinda drunk which is probably why I am posting this as I doubt anyone actually cares whether I sleep or not o.0 Hmm something to think about what else? I miss sleep. SLEEP <3 Why have you forsaken me *twitch* That is all
Yeah so I'm not sure how much I will be able to get online over the next 2 days (blame work and my evil mother =P ) so I thought I better post this now :) I'm leaving on Sunday :) but before you all cheer it's only for like 2 weeks. I will be stuck somewhere with no computers, no Television, no videogames, no phones, no music and no internet. FOR 2 WEEKS NO MUSIC!?!?!?!?!?! :dead: Anywayz Have lots of fun guys and see you all soon (unless one of the things on the 8 page health and safety risks list gets me or omg the bugs -__-). Lololololol try not to forget me ^^ *cookies and stuff* Hopefully I will be online this weekend ^^ but I didn't want to leave without saying bye :)
*super massive giant squishy amazing hugs* as anyone who is online on my MSN contact list will concur I just hugged all of them, but I don't have all of you guys, so I shall hug you all here instead. I would like to say something :) Sometimes some of you piss me off, some of you have made me sad, we have had arguments and been through tough times, but I have to say that you have also helped me through some of the worst **** I have ever dealt with. You have all made me laugh and made me smile so much. Guys I just wanted to say thank you, you are all amazing and don't ever let anyone tell you different. Never be ashamed of the people you are, never let people make you change. Be your own people, live your own lives and make sure you have the best damn fun you can. Life is short guys, don't let petty things drag you down and wake up everyday and smile! Be Happy and dream :) Love for all of you *and a million extra squishy hugs*
Because I feel like it ^^ FOR EVERYONE xD HAVE A GREAT DAY :) *glomps everyone who views this* yes I can see you all
Hi Everyone there is something that I need to tell you all. Last night/very early this morning I found something out. Whilst talking to Darkelven123 on MSN he told me that he is Thelightisgone123. Everyone Thelightisgone never died, he has been here the entire time as Darkelven123. He fooled a lot of people, including me (which I am so not best pleased about), he upset a lot of people (definitely including me) and Erm I don't think Darkelven is comng back to the site. So there you have it, none of it was real. So I appologise to the people who I argued with and the people I offended. I was wrong, I hope you can understand my reasoning at the time. I really have no idea what to say, I thought one of my best friends was dead, but I was wrong, I missed him so much and cried so many times, and now I think I am kinda in shock a little. I have no idea what to say, but I thought it was right that you all know.
I would please like a hug :( or several :( or maybe a million.
I have liked these for a while now, I find their music to be somewhat hauntingly beautiful. Anyone else like them? It appears that they are not all that well known (which surprised me). Though most will probably have heard of them due to their song, "Bittersweet" featuring Ville Vallo (HIM) and Lauri Ylönen (The Rasmus) Their version of "Nothing else matters" is amazing IMO I am going to see them in a few months and I can't wait ^^ I reccomend at least checking them out, it wont hurt and hey you might even find you like them :)
