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Win .
What's there to ponder? I'm amazing. :B|:
You've seen a few of me. Check back about 10 pages. I've posted here multiple times. .____.
You say that as if you didn't believe I was. ._.
Guys. I just won this. Name's Matt.
Let me see if I can find some pictures of me that are lacking in fail. :B|: ... Spoiler Spoiler WTF U DOIN? Spoiler My brother's graduation. I'm the one in black, fyi. Spoiler My little cousin, Brice, and me. I look like a pedo. :why?: Spoiler My brother, little cousin, and me. PS, that's my beer. c:
Agreed .
I've debated asking my parents to take me to see a psychiatrist, but they're struggling to pay for my brother's college, so I don't want to put them under more stress. And I don't think it's my health. I'm just worried about my sanity. All of this is psychological. There really isn't anything physical about it, it just doesn't make sense inside my head.
Let me explain what's been going on over the past two months or so. For the past couple months or so, I haven't felt like myself. Almost like my head isn't on my neck quite right. I don't really know how to explain it. During certain parts of an evening, I will begin to feel odd. Like nothing is right, and I become sick of anything (and I mean anything) weird. I'm in the mood for nothing and everything aggravates me. I just want to be alone and I begin to feel sick. That's during the evening. During the day, I may sometimes feel like I'm in a fever dream, where nothing seems real. Like reality is nothing and logic means nothing. It's like nothing makes sense, and I can't make sense of anything no matter how hard I try. It stresses me and scares me, because I can't hold onto anything to help me think straight. I just feel like I'm floating in an abyss of something that I can't comprehend. During the night, I have had a few odd dreams. They all have the same basic theme: I'm captured or stuck somewhere and I can't leave or I'm trying to escape. Each time, I feel sick while in the dream and after the dream. Nothing in the dreams feel like they make sense, but in a sickly way. They feel like fever dreams, but I'm not sick. And now, I've broken up with my long-distance girlfriend of over a year because I didn't feel like myself and because I thought I needed to date someone where I am. What the fuck is wrong with me?
Oh, shiiiiiz. You've got some serious shitfiring going on up there.
Hailstorm?! :O Naaaah, I live in a different area. South, near the Texoma area.
Chocolate.Nuts.
You'll make the pain go away. You're like my own personal whiskey or my own kind of drug. You'll fill me full of mad thoughts and illusions, making me oblivious to the rest of the world. You'll make me forget all of my problems and replace them with disturbing and hilarious images from the rest of the internet. Ah, KHV. What the hell is wrong with you? :why?:
Very nice. I can only assume these were taken on the same day, during the say time, correct? Anyway, I find the mountains and the focus ones to be my absolute favorites. They truly capture nature in a beautiful form. I give thee props.
I'll be a candidate for the burning victims. I just so happen to be fire proof; it goes along with the aura of awesome.
I must say, this will be the most amazing musical splendor known to mankind. Or anykind for that matter.
.-. Interesting.
Are you feeling dizzy?
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU- WHY DO WE NO LONGER TALK? :why?:
