so I've been wanting a MacBook Pro for a while. Before my mom said that if i want it then I'll have to pay it for myself. I've raised up to 600 dollars, and she said that she'll pay for the rest but I have to pay her back. Off the bat, I feel bad because I don't want her to pay soo much. So she made me a deal that she'll take my 300 dollars for christmas and put that towards the laptop. Good deal or should I wait till a raised a bit more money? LOL it's gonna be hard for me to pay her back... tons of work labour at Subway making sammichs D:
I need to vent D: I'm upset.. well more of annoyed and ugh... help D:
pfft lol yeah right. D: I was at home while the news was on about protest and stuff on the streets of Toronto. Well, I guess I won't be able to go downtown for a while... THANKS PROTESTERS... YOU JUST MADE ME STAY AT HOME FOR THE NEXT 3 WEEKS. jk jk jk xD Still, pretty freaky **** going on there. torched a police car, broke windows of stores. D: People complained that the police where to easy on the protesters at first.. then the next day, they were more harsh and people complained they went overboard. D: OH well... thank god it's over now
LOL why do pain killers feel sooooo good? Soo when they sedated me... I could still hear the dentist talking and the nurses talking to each other, which was creepy.. BUT the creepy part was that I was like asleep and background music was playing and waves of colours were shooting EVERYWHERE... soo ****ing cool. So how was your day?
Yeah...... sooo I'm getting my wisdom teeth pulled out next week, so anyone want to tell me stories about your experience if you had gotten them pulled out? Funny stories ... because I'm actually scared as **** and I hate needles, though I will be knocked out for it, I'm going to be so high on drugs, I'll make sure of it XD A painless recovery. anything to make me feel better that day? lol don't let me die on the table here XD
LOL that actually made me laugh, XDD thanks DP Anyways... EXAMS ARE TOMORROW D: D: D: D: D: this sucks, plus I want to quit my job D:
I just love my cousin. He's married and plays FFXIII. LOL he taught his daughter that chickens are called chocobos. So now every time we ask her what she wants for dinner, she would say "I want to eat chocobos" XDD OH god, I'm so teaching that to my kid. XD and pedos will be called Sephy. "DON'T GO NEAR THE SEPHYS!!!"
HEY... STFU... I don't care if it's a national holiday in Canada. Go shoot your fireworks at someone else... I bet anyone 5 dollars that 911 will be called >.> because of some injury.
I THINK YOU ARE THE BESTEST PERSON IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD. =D WE SHOULD BUILD RAINDOWS AND BAKE UNICORNS AND HAVE A DART BOARD OF KIKYO'S FACE AND THROW DARTS AT IT BECAUSE SHE SUCKS ASS. You need to help me D: ..... my hubby had an affair (via facebook wall post discussion) And apparently they are having a baby.... D: You need to take me out and show me a good time. k thx
http://network.nationalpost.com/NP/...10/04/20/toronto-school-evacuated-due-to.aspx okay I don't mind the day off from school but another bomb threat.. seriously... It's really creepy when you see a billion police cars at your school. O_O Good thing there was no bomb.... >.> second time in my school year.. it's like one every other year =/
I was trying some stuff out. lol this was an outcast from what my actual photo project was. I was testing out stuff, like the heart. lol Hearts
I dunno what your name is now and I'm trying to search your name and it comes up as other stuff. I'VE MISSED YOUUUUUUUUU Sup people? =/
LOL for my school card. Well techically it's for the public transportation of Toronto. They don't care if we have fake names. I really want a good one. My friends and I have decided to have Disney names. LOL I dunno what my name to be. I wanted winnie the pooh but... it would be awkward to have "The" in my name. K guys, any suggestions? =D <3
NOW GO BABY GO~ No before all you guys are thinking, I'M NOT HIGH! ......weeeeeeelllllllllllllllllll, mayybee =DD Just in love =DD WITH LIFE! No, with CHUCK BASS, and ROB PATTS, and CAM, ANDER, DARKY, CIN, DEREK, JES, ZACK, VIVI (lol, I'm sowwie) and the Edward Cullen, and I dunno, everyone in the whole freaking world. =DD I love you guys sooooooo much. ^^ <3 I love the girls too don't worry but no I'm not a lesbian (SORRY JEROME, SUCK ON THAT) So as the plane is landing, adopt the "duck and cover" position as you scream "WE ARE GOING TO CRASH! ONLY DEATH AWAITS US NOW! DEATH I TELL YA" When you land safely, stand up and leave the plane normally, thank the stewardess for a lovely flight Go to the cockpit, wait a a few seconds, then come back and say in a loud voice "UMM SHOULDN'T THERE BE....LIKE....A PILOT?" When the plane is still on the ground, rock back the forth in your seat and say aloud "THIS TURBULENCE SURE IS ROUGH!!" <3
LOL yes I know that fails... you know what? >: ...... uhh.. just shut up.. okay >: VGN decided to make me take a trip down memory lane... Guess what I just found out? =D MY NAME IS ****ING RAINBOW. WHO THE HELL VOTED FOR THAT? O_O People who voted, come here now and I wanna ask, WHY didn't you change it back to pink? ;_; It's K, I is cool with it. Though my less than 3 became some &alt&3 type of ****. I'm not really back... but VGN and Ian are like "come back we miss you" and I said "Who else misses me?" lawl I know that half of you newbcakesauces don't know who **** Princess Kairi is. If you still don't know.. think of Muffin. NOOO not TheMuffinMan... -rolls eyes- just Muffin =D or Sex Muffin... ORR if you are that ancient... Kairi_li93. OHH I MISSED THE KHV AWARDS O_O damn... oh well... congrats to the winner, I saw that the people who won and you guys deserved it ^^ K any questions, comments, concerns, complaints (better not), demands, requests, rewards, or suggestions? =D
FIGHT FOR IT :| (Kitty, I know you want the last piece) Anyways, I think after my 3 year affair with KHV, it's time to hang up my stripper pole and my whip. So much has happened and so much has changed, I feel like just leaving. I've had my fun from KHV, I would explain my life story but it would only be 2 pages long xD meaning it isn't interesting. If you see me on, which your probably won't since I am always a ninja and disappear, I would just read the news on KHV, I still rely on this place for my ULTIMATE SOURCE FOR KINGDOM HEARTS MEDIA. or news. whatever floats my boat. Lots of memories were created here, thanks for the good times. <3 Be good everyone, be good to members and harass the staff =D.... wait.... Change that, Be good to the staff and harass the members. =3 If you need me, get my e-mail. or stalk my facebook. <3 Muffin out ;]
Yes I know I messed up the title. Bare with me here. Seriously, I've put up with this bullshit for so long. It's like you can't trust anyone. First of all, when you meet a friend and you become such best buddies, but then somehow they change and then neglect you. They say that they will always be your friend, but hey.. they have never talked to me in over 6 months. Wow, way to maintain a friendship there. Saying they have no time for you, bullshit. Yet you have time to talk to other people, that apparently you care more, when I was like a really close friend. All I have to say when that person changed... they became such a ***** and tried to make their lives perfect. **** you, no such thing as perfect and they are far from it. I'v dealt with this since kindergarten. I never had like a good friend, either they were taken away from me, or such *****es. I don't understand why my life sucks, maybe I don't try to be so ****ing ******ed and to be funny. Well sorry that I can't be funny for everyone, and act like I am an idiot. I can't even act like myself. I hate when you get to high school and you want a fresh start, but you can't get that because people from your old school bring up the ****ing past and everyon asks you "OMG did you really do that?" and try to get close with your best friends. I'm still in my depression and the person I don't like in my school, we have the same birthdays, so I thought I could handle sharing my day with her. BIG MISTAKE. My birthday was ****. I felt like **** when I came home. I felt so bad and sad, that night I wanted everything to go away. So I took pain killers to sleep, hoping it would take the pain away, you know what? It worked, I floated like a cloud and felt so much better. and I would do it again, just to get that pain away. Nothing ever goes right and by having certain people like them... I don't even know if I want to have lots of friends. I'm fine with like a few friends, I'm so sick of neglecting. Oh and I got yelled at like a little child by a friend who I thought was a friend, but I don't know who that person is anymore. Hated them since the day they changed. They don't even say hi or even wonder how I'm doing. I always have to start the conversation. Life sucks ass.
My* LOL http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MwGdzqDdZwA YEAHH for realz yo, my asian parents are crazy.
HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL =DDD yes? XD I kid. Well basically your high school year. Since March Break is coming up, I'll allow it in the RP so vaca will be cool. RULES 1. Please respect all the RP rules already listed 2. You may have at least 2 characters 3. NO GODMODDING 4. At least PG-13. You may take your other stuff in PMs if you like. 5. Try to update with the RP, ours died last time xD 6. If you have problems message me, I'll deal with you guys. 7. If you are a person that has been warned by me and won't listen, Don't think I can get a staff to boot your butt. 8. Have a good time. BE NICE >:\ I can see you all. 9. You will have 4 classes, because I think it will be easier to keep up with everything. 10. No weapons or anything that doesn't seem to fit in the real world, so no Cloud's sword or a keyblade unless you are one of those MMORPG freaks in the school. If you whip a weapon around in school. NOT ALLOWED Character Bio =D Username: Name: Age: (you're in HS remember) Grade: Gender: Personality: Bio: Appearance: Classes: Other info: Joiners Username: Sabbymuffin<3 Name: Alexis (Lexi) Dawn Age: 18 Grade: 12 Gender: Female Personality: Sweet, outgoing, friendly, scared of people she doesn't know. Bio: Sweet girl, loves to play her cello. She's very smart and very independent. She's scared easily. She's the top dog in the school and people love her and some hate her. A cheerleader but a smart one =D Appearance: http://media.photobucket.com/image/pretty anime girls/gaaraspandachan/Anime Girls/pretty.jpg?o=30 Classes: Calculus, Chemistry, Computers, Strings Other info: Her parents are rich from a wealthy growing company but her mom passed away one year ago, her father is always travelling and on business trips. Her brother is in college but visits so often to see her. She's looking for a part time job. Name: Alaric Crimson <---Changed his last name since the last RP. xDD Age: 18 Grade: Senior Gender: Male Personality: Jokes around a lot, a bit cocky, he's rarely serious unless it involves something important to him. Appearance: http://i478.photobucket.com/albums/rr141/ianimekiss/anime guy/a.jpg Ignore the sword. xD Classes: Calculus, Physics, Guitar(just because I can play it!), Forensics Other info: Alaric used to work several odd jobs throughout his high school years and after having recently quit his oldest and selling a few of his possessions, he's now busy focusing on finding his true calling. He's known Alexis for awhile now...*wink* xD Username: Cupcake Name: Jessica Marie Age: 16 Grade: 11th Gender: female Personality: smart, cocky, and sarcastic Bio: moved to the high school fromn Kentucky (yeah she's a hick xD) and now she plans to make friends with others Appearance: http://i302.photobucket.com/albums/nn96/admit_it-----youve_lost/Anime/simca3.jpg Classes: Earth Space Science, P.E, English, Computers Other info: N/A Username: Azure Flame Name: Cliff Mitchells Age: 17 Grade: 11th Gender: Male Personality: He is kind and caring, but is also kinda lazy. When it comes to girls he likes, he can be very shy and blush alot. Bio: He's friends with Lexi and Alaric and hangs out with them, despite being a year younger than them. Appearance: http://i246.photobucket.com/albums/gg91/Rshiel3516/hot.jpg?t=1236827026 Classes: Calculus, Art, English, Computers Other info: He might have a thing for a certian "hick" newcomer ;P Username: Spunk Ransom Name: Alyssa Avalon Age: 17 Grade: 12 Gender: Female Personality: Friendly and tries to get along with everyone. Bio: Just moved from a different town. Appearance: http://i275.photobucket.com/albums/j...sakurasmom.jpg Classes: Art, Computer, Chemistry, British Literature Other info: She's a model on the side. Username: Barakon-King Name: Mark Wheeler Age: 17 Grade: Senior Gender: Male Personality: Carefree and a lover of dark humor Bio: Mark was enrolled in school by his mother who was tired of seeing him sit around the house only caring about girls and playing in his band. Mark also works heavy duty jobs such as truck driving delivering merchandise and shady jobs such as selling "product" at late hours. Appearance: (I thinks this is the same pic from last time) Classes: Algebra 1, Art, Public Speaking, and Guitar (I wanna mess with Arch XDD) Other info: Mark drives a yellow 2007 Mitsubishi Eclipse. Name: Brad white Age: 17 Grade: 11 Gender: male Personality:distant, wants to have friends but doesnt like being told no , somewhat cold Bio: he moved from utah (yes he is LDS or as you call us morman) and has yet to make any friends and is lonely Appearance: http://i35.photobucket.com/albums/d...girls/Anime angels/Loveable guys/acad799f.jpg Classes: Art, gym, english, multimedia(computers), math Other info: he is a 3 degree black belt Username: Roxas-Chick Name: Luna-Sofia. But people usually call her just Luna or Sofia. Age: 17 Grade: 11th Gender: Female Personality: A friendly and a romantic girl. She tries to make friends. Bio: She became really shy, 'cause people started bullying her for trying to talk to the "Cool kids" in her last school. Appearance: Classes: Guitar, History, Art, Literature Other info: Her parents divorced and she doesn't like talking of it. Name: Seth Walker Age: 18 Grade:12 Gender: Male Personality: Calm type of guy and nice at times but also lazy during his free time Bio: Seth lives with his grandparents after his parents were murdered. He is usually seen by himself. Mopst of the time he would be sleeping Appearance: Classes: Computers, Gym, English, Math Other info: he keeps to himself and can fight if he has too
Ever since I was young, I thought that making friends was really easy. Wasn't it? "Hi my name is Sabrina, would you like to be friends?" Being a kid was fun, you played with who you wanted to and people wanted to play with you. Is every friend to make easy to trust? I find it very difficult for certain people to be trusted. Who will stay by your side or will they turn your back on you? I've had it done before and I bet many others have been in the situation as well. Grade 4, the friends that I have made since kindergarten decided not to be my friend anymore. Thy wouldn't tell me in my face, only by running away from everytime I approached them. So, being me as a person who gets called a cry baby, I cried. Then the next day they started to talk to me again. what bull ****, when I remember this. I've heard people say that they don't like me because I cried too much. Well I am ****ing sorry that I am very sensitive, because of people like this I've tried really hard to correct myself to being a person who everyone would like. It's not that easy. I can't just stop not being able to cry at things so easily. You have no idea how happy I was get out of Grade 8 and into high school. Everyone wanted a new start or a second chance. My second chance was that I wanted to make friends that I was able to trust and be with throughout my highschool years and maybe even the rest of my life. I don't want to think ahead, just enjoy it while it lasts, right? Well High school is pure bullshit. You will have those people that will screw your ass over if you don't be careful. Luckly, there are people you trust. My two best friends in the whole world. One guy, one girl. The girl, we didn't have any classes together except for one and it was instrumental. Somehow we just clicked and we are biffles. The guy.. LOL omg I had a crush on him and confessed my love to him. Though I got rejected and he became a gay man, somehow I think that brought us closer together. He and I are really close, like sibling and sometimes like a couple. But, don't you really hate when people try to sorta break the bond you have with the person? It's happened twice, and yes, I did get jealous. I've put my heart and soul on these friend ships that I have made. It first happened to my girl best friend and now it's happening to my guy best friend. I love them both so much that I will actually protect them from a bullet if they are being shot at... I hope not. What's really stupid is that... I am trying my best to be their number one. It's soo hard. I hate competition. I can't be a funny person, that will make you laugh non-stop. I'm not going to act like a ****ing drunk person when clearly I am sober. I don't want to be someone I don't want to be just to compete with another person which seems my best friends have intersts for. I don't want them to get close to them, it's probably all I wish for. I want everything to be normal again. I don't care if they had lunch with them, I just want to be the person they are the closest to. 2 peas in a pod, or any other analogy there is. I honestly don't know what to do. They're my best friends, and I want them forever. Guys, I'm sorry for my semi-rant and emotions stuff. I really don't know what I'm asking right now. Advice would be nice, but I just kinda needed to type this out. Thanks for reading it though and probably wasted your time <3 ~SabbyMuffin
