It was the greatest decision I had ever made.
And I was at the bookstore for like an hour, because it was my first time every in that bookstore. And it's three levels, and there's escalators, and I was like seriously in heaven. It was the greatest thing I had ever experienced in my entire life. And then I got starbucks and I was the happiest girl alive at that moment.
You are such a lovely person. even if you are a hoar
So for sculpture, we have to make these things where they portray an emotion. Like, for the emotion happy, you'd make a smiley face. Or for love, you'd make a heart. But my teacher thinks that's rather elementary school so we have to do better things. I came up with the idea of stressed, and portraying it by having someone with the world on their shoulders. But I need nine other ideas and I'm completely at a loss of what others I can do. :c plz help <3 Oh, and it's subtractive sculpture, so nothing with tiny little things that could possibly break off, because if anything breaks, I have to start over.
But I know you're having fun, bound, gagged, and chained up in my basement.
Like, the moment I say to myself "wow, I'm actually happy" I find this need to make myself unhappy. I take everything good in my life, and I find a way to destroy it. I don't know why I do this, I just do. And I'd like to stop, but I don't know how, and I'm not really sure there is a way to stop. I just never feel right when things are actually going good. Something similar happens whenever things become too serious in a relationship. Whenever I see myself falling hard for someone, I freak out. I become the most selfish human being ever, and I run in the opposite direction. I don't think I'm scared of loving someone, because the one thing I want most out of life is to love someone and be loved in return (lol, cliché much?), so I don't understand why this happens. I don't really know where I'm going with all of these. I just want to be happy and not have the desire to ruin it for myself.
You should all be really sweet and cheer me up. <3
And like most pep rallys, the senior class just sits there and doesn't participate. But unfortunately, we got a new assistant principal this year, and while all of the other classes got to leave after everything was over, the senior class had to sit there for ten minutes and get *****ed at. It was lovely.
if I took your breath away?
[video=youtube;dp9CBuDfgZk]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dp9CBuDfgZk[/video] What is this? The fact that the majority of the cast are Disney stars just turns me off to this movie completely. A bunch of nine and ten year olds will probably want to see it, meaning it probably won't have any of the things that made Mean Girls a pretty lovely movie in it. I'm disappointed. I wish they would just stop making sequels to movies that don't need them.
applyin to colleges like yeah
The program that I want to go to at the college I want to attend requires me to have graduated two years prior to my expected term of entry. Welp, looks like I'm not going here. ;-;
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[video=youtube;2kgqF8BFZoU]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2kgqF8BFZoU[/video] I am going to get one.
Tonight is going to be so lovely. I get to talk to my love, and then I get to go and see Harry Potter, and then I get to skip school tomorrow to sleep. It's so amazing. <:
I want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world. Like I'm the only one that you'll ever love. Like I'm the only one who knows your heart.
[video=youtube;jP1WqkqDcpo]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jP1WqkqDcpo[/video]
And then my friend went to buy her ticket, and it was all sold out, lulz. :'c
I'm losing my virginity.
I decided to switch my monitor, and this is what ended up happening. I really don't know how to explain it. Whenever I have it in the 1280x720 setting (which is what it's supposed to be in), it doesn't fill the entire screen, but if I switch the setting (which makes everything either stretched out, or extremely squished) it does fill the entire screen. I really don't know how to fix this. >: