Sarax saw phenox pull his blade and turn her shadow into a sword which she held in her hand."what are you doing boss?" she asked. Xathabat was annoyed."sister ignore them! im tired of you not being there for me! i have forgiven you of everything you did to me! I LOVE YOU AND ALL YOU DO IS BETRAY AND HURT ME...im angrey and sad yes but i relized i cant blame no one for this, i cant force you to love me sister,and im done i want you to stop meddling in my life ok..." Xathabat said softly grinding her teeth as anger was still rising in her. Sarax looked at her sister sadly."you mean..you give up on me! sis please!" she begged going on her knees.
"erix you help him, Sarax has to come with me!" Xathabat said glareing at her sister. Sarax crossed her arms."do i HAVE to, you seem to be in your grummpy mood right now,it wouldnt be safe for me..." she said stuborn and rolled her eyes.
xathabat saw phenox crying." stop crying you whimp, your suposed to be a leader! what leader cries!" she nagged him turning back to her sister."and for you,we need to talk..."she said softly trying not to let her angier controll her again.
" you need to let her get to know you,and if you keep trying and dont give up on her then she'll see there is hope and love." Sarax said. Xathabat stood up and warped back and slapped Sarax." YOU TOLD HIM!" she yelled.
its fine =) i have god and jesus ^^ i only felt depressed cause i like to make Xathabats past kinda resemble my life,it only made me sad a...
"phenox if you really love Xathabat then dont give up shes still fighting isnt she? she maybe looseing hope but thats only because everyone else gave up!" Sarax said trying her best she looked at erix for help.
think i should kill Xathabat....and you know what sucks i feel depressed now D= im to tired to fight depression T~T
Sarax went up to him." im sorry phenox but the only love Xathabat will belive is family, and it seems shes starting to give up on that... and dont worry i know her she wont kill herself..." she said trying to comfort him. Xathabat just sat there on the swing.
"i always say i wish i had a second chance but really if i think about it, shes given me 5...im an awful sister...i want to change so badly i want her to be happy its not her faults its all my fault! shes done nothing wrong.." she sighed. "we should go back and make sure their not going for each others necks..." she said and warped back seeing phenox crying.'boss? is he...crying?' she thought. Xathabat stopped swinging."sister, i love you and forgive you...just please forgive me i am sorry ple-" she whispered but couldnt finsh for she felt if she opened her mouth she would cry.
"no, im finshed....im the one giving up..." Xathabat said stubornly as she warped away to the world of darkness in a spot no one else knew of that she found.it was a gaint rock with a swing on it. she sat ont he swing stareing at the ground."im the one who gives up..." she sighed as she began to swing for her last time. Sarax looked down." her and her sister were at the park and a heartless appeared it went after her sister so she stood in the way and became a nobodie when the heartless was gone and Xathabat was trying to help her sister out, her sister only yelled at her calling her worthless and useless and said she hated her and she was a monster before running away and abonding her on chritsmas day in the now alone...she knew her family hated her and once she returned home as a nobodie and what she thinks a monter so she never returned home..." she said sadly and hung her head more." and....im her sister...her only sister...she never gave up on us and always loved us even though we hated her, she would always forgive us when we used her....but it seems we killed her inside, she hides her feelings all the time and wears a fake smile so no one would hate her more, im trying to change, i feel guilty for being a bad sister but she seems to give up now after 11 years..." she sighed and just sat right on the floor feeling so bummed.
"JUST GO AWAY YOUR WASTEING TIME, I DONT NEED HELP! I DONT EXCIST! GO AWAY!" she yelled tears finding their way from her eyes but her face was still angrey. Sarax just wiped her tears." its cause im the one that made Xathabat like that i know it...she may try to hide it...have you heard of how xathabat became a nobodie?" she asked.
" I DID LEAVE YOU TO DIE! DONT YOU UNDERSTAND I DONT LOVE YOU, LEAVE ME ALONE! WHY CANT PEOPLE JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!" she yelled frustrated. Sarax warped too after erix,she sighed and held her arms." i dont belive it..." she said so softly.'thats why she wont speak to me anymore...she gave up on me...' she thought and a two tears streamed down her face.
"i see no change..." she said turning her back on him. Sarax smile faded and she hung her head."lets go erix i cant listen anymore...." she whispered gently.'this is all my fault...im the reson for her pain...' she thought.
"what do you mean make things right? things are the way they are they shall always be that way, people dont change..." she said softly. Sarax hung her head when she heard her sisters words."does this mean...she really thinks i dont love her...does she forgive me for what i did..." she whispered silently.
"im fine where im at, what is it?" she asked again standing where she was.
Xathabat eased a bit." i still dont trust but fine we may talk, what is it you want to talk about?" she said keeping away from him still angrey.
Sarax enter after erix and watched secretly. Xathabat felt someone by, she jumped up and moved away with fire in her hands ready to attack."what is it you want!" she demanded.
"i'm going to go spi on them! want to come with me?" she asked erix as she opened a portal to follow.
Sarax smiled."then why would you want to kill her, i know she must have done something huge but she cant help it, shes been holding in all her feelings for ten years now and sometimes she starts to go crazy...and i love being right." she said cheerfully.
Sarax looked at phenox comfused."escuse me? you do what?" she asked with her amrs crossed. Xathabat woke up frightened."PLEASE!" she cried out her eyes began to tear up but she just wiped them away and replace it with a balck face as she poked the fire with a stick.
