My two friends who are girls were arguing with one of my friends' ex-boyfriend because they broke up, the boyfriend was cheating, so they decided to go and harass the guy and his new girlfriend. Now I was like on board, I was like watching and enjoying it, but then, something snapped in my head and I realized that it was developing into a bad fight because they were making dates to go fight each other, it was just a group of people arguing. It was like a 3 on 3 argument, and I was just watching them comment on Facebook, then I had to tell them to stop, it was time to end it, but it slowly died down but started to rise back up, so I had to become harsh about it and told one of my friends that she had to stop or else I had to do something I didn't want to do, but she couldn't stop, so I had no choice but to talk with the ex-boyfriend and told him I was on his side and attempted to stop the argument, a few minutes later they finally stopped, but at the cost of it, I may have lost my friend, her and I get along extremely well, I always help her out with her problems, but now she may not forgive me, she said she was having fun but honestly, how could you have fun insulting and harassing a guy who wanted to leave his girlfriend but the girl did it for him, so why harass him, he deserved a little bit of it at first, but after awhile they had to stop, he didn't deserve to be hounded by all kinds of people. So my question is, was I wrong for what I did?
I remember the first time I ever got a video game, I was happy like a little schoolgirl. I played the game constantly, until I beat it and stopped playing it much when I had to start going to school. I remember my first day at school, it was pretty comforting, pretty weird at first, then it got better. I remember making friends, very good friends, I also remember joining Band, best feeling ever. I remember when I watched my parents fight more than usual, I can still feel my heart hurt each time it comes to mind. I remember my first crush, now that I think about it I don't even know what happened to her lol. I remember my first girlfriend, all the fun, laughs, sorrows we shared, then she moved, so did my happiness. I remember when I tried to move on from her, got dissed and tricked by girls I did like, which is what made me despise relationships. I remember when I met a girl that played in Band, she was an awesome person, but over time, it just couldn't happen, she was already taken, and I tried to break that up, and winded up making her go crazy, never again will I do that. I remember telling a girl how much I loved her but she didn't wanna date yet, but she didn't have feelings for me, so I said it was alright, but for some reason even now, she can't leave my mind, I don't think about her, but when I see her is when my heart changes. I will be a good friend to her, I believe she needs friends to guide her and help her learn how awesome some of her friends are. I remember how I felt when I hugged my dad for 10 minutes when we had to move to Cecilia, I can still feel his tears hitting my forehead as mine ran down my face. I remember how I felt when he died, I felt emptiness but played it off, it was hard to cry, since I've been holding tears back for 8 years. Sometimes I want to but I just can't. I remember how I felt when I played my Orchestra for the first time, I felt reborn, I felt like something snapped in me and it just overflowed through my arms and allowed me to tap into skills I never thought I had. I will always remember three things, my dad, my wisdom, and myself for what I am and who I am right now. I wrote this because I've been reflecting some points in my life, some minor some major, apparently I seem to be stuck in this nostalgic or/and depressive mood, although the depression isn't really strong, it just feels.....nostalgic I guess idk. So pretty much I came right here to vent and sometimes I may just do stuff like this, and some other times I may ask for advice in the form of a question. But yeah.....post advice, comments, agreements, disagreements, or even confusion comments lol
I normally help out other friends on Facebook, Xbox Live, and a few times on here but you may help me but what I'm doing here is just venting and examining what I went through, I really have no other place to go so I decided to come right in here to do this. Lately, I've been helping friends with relationships, either fixing them or starting them. Everyone tells me I'm like Dr.Phil I always know what to say and how to say it, they always ask me how do I know these things and I tell them I just know somehow, I don't have the experience everyone else has, it's just I know what I'm talking about somehow. At times they ask me why I don't have a girlfriend, well I told them I don't really know but it doesn't get to me, but of course I was only lying to myself. I just didn't understand why is it that I can do so much to help someone out or help out a girl and they ask me that same question. Right now I'm out of school, I been out for about 5 months....and now a few of my friends are starting to tell me how come you're not in college yet or how come you don't have a job? I mean really I know they're trying to look out for me but it's up to me to decide on when I'm going to go forward in my life. I used to be in Band back in high school and we all used to hang out but now it's like they're slowly moving away from me. I lost my dad a year ago and it's been affecting me alot, though I don't show it to my family especially my grandmother, she starts to cry when she sees that I'm upset about losing my dad. I know it's hard and it's gonna be hard but it's really just.....hard to go through life knowing that he won't be there with me, I know he's there spiritually but it's not the same. I wake up every morning knowing that he's no longer there, and I go to bed at night thinking he's still alive. I even dream of him and then wake up and realize that he's not really alive. It's why I'm not myself much my friends believe I'm just fine but it's only because I'm used to hiding my true feelings from them. I been in love with one of my friends for like 4 years, I told her how I really felt about her but I didn't reveal much, maybe a good 20% at the most. She said she was flattered that I felt that way about her but she couldn't date me because she didn't wanna date anyone yet. So I asked her if she felt anything for me and she said that she can't say that she feels the same so I said well that's okay and she started to kinda cry a bit and she told me that's not okay though because she wants me to be happy and that I'm a really sweet person and that I'm smart and all that stuff, so I reassured her I was okay with and then made her laugh and she then started to take a little bit of liking to me. So about 7 months had passed since I told her that and I would think I had gotten over it but I just can't get her out of my mind. I ask myself why I can't get over her and then asked a friend of mine who's a girl and is like an expert on that kind of stuff, she told me that it's probably because my feelings for her are stronger than any other girl I've liked and I believe her. I once told this girl how I felt about her and she burst into tears and she said she just wished she could tell me how she felt about me but she already had a boyfriend so I just had to leave her alone. I like revealed like 60% of my feelings but yet I got over her in a week, but for Miranda(that's the girl I like right now) is just different. Now I just sit here thinking why is it that I can't get over her. Now I'm done with these walls of text that depict my emotions.
If you only knew how much I'm in love with you, it's so hard to sleep because you inspire me. I would shield you from hatred and release your happiness, I would even stand in front of thousands of bullets and protect you. If you only knew that my love is strong, strong enough to penetrate through the toughest metal, and big enough to reach the Sun in space. If you were to look up into the sky at night and look at the stars, and you told me to count them all, it would be impossible to count them just as it's impossible to describe how much I love you. If you only knew how much I wish I could make you laugh like our friends can, how much I wish I wouldn't become nervous when I talk to you, how much I wish........I knew you better. It's extremely hard for me to cry, I can sit at funerals without shedding a tear, but if I were to watch you cry......it would melt my heart down just as if it were lava. If you only knew how much you bring out the best in me, when I see you I become more energetic and more persuasive. I can become stronger and faster knowing that you're watching me, I become invincible when you're cheering for me! If you only knew how much you're eyes affect me, those crystal blue eyes could cut a mountain in half the instant you look at them because of how beautiful they are. You're innocence can easily overtake my own, you're more shy than I am and you hate conflicts and hurting someone's feelings, just as I do. If you only knew how much we're alike, we play musical instruments, we both have a goal in life that we want to achieve, we understand each other in most subjects we discuss with our friends. If I only knew how you are feeling about me right this minute after 6 months of bonding........If you only knew.......how I'm feeling right this minute after 4 years of loving you. I wouldn't say it's a poem or lyric or story.....it's kinda like an Easing of the Mind or what I like to call a Wisdom Talk. I like to do these every now and then whenever I feel an emotion and want to express it in the best way I can, in this case I expressed how much I'm in love with one of my high school bandmates.
My friends wanted me to make this gameplay video of BFBC2 so I decided to make it and they really want some feedback on it so if you view the video PLEASE tell me what you think of the gameplay because they are one of those guys that desperately want to know how they're doing on the game, even though they know im the only one being showed on the video but if you happen to see them watch what they do please! [video=youtube;MvjbHZM0wKo]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MvjbHZM0wKo[/video]
I decided to make this sense you know of course....we don't talk at all lol
Alright I had this dream last night, it was a dream about my first girlfriend, I was able to remember it like it was yesterday, like it happened before, She told me that she wished things were different that we could've been together longer, since she moved away and stuff. Then I woke up and then had another dream of her, this time her and I were together like boyfriend/girlfriend and we were happy and we just talked and talked about our accomplishments, then I woke up again and went back to sleep only to have yet another dream of her, but it was about how she wanted to be with me again and everything that bothered her, and the weird part is in that dream I was like able to pause it and then all of a sudden I seen an Assassin's Creed Brotherhood pause menu come up and I went to DNA and all of a sudden the dream restarted itself but this time it was telling me a story of how we got together and how we felt when we had to break up because of the move, and then I was able to relive that scenario as well as the new one where her and I got back together. Now my question is......What the freak is going on? lol
This my friends is what I can accomplish on my own in Call of the Dead with no one to back me up and no one to slow me down, this is a taste of what zombies is about and what my skills mean in this game, my skills are awesome, and this is just half of what I can do in zombies, so enjoy this awesome video and it will be updated with Annotations and you'll see why. [video=youtube;ja313UcXX_0]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ja313UcXX_0[/video]
Hey guys it's me again and I'm posting a video of Sonic Unleashed I hope you enjoy it! [video=youtube;PNMLjMSBZTk]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PNMLjMSBZTk[/video]
This story is about how a boy awakened powers prior to his dad's death, afterwards his friends began to develop the same abilities. They continued to train, face foes that opposed them and have gotten stronger over time. This is about all of them as a whole, but it's also centered around the boy's growth and his trials. Chapter 1 - Awakening! Sharingan Unleashed! "Time........Time has no limits.......Time controls fate........A person can control fate......at least that's what I believe. Strength, Wisdom, Courage, and Generosity make up what I am today......Anger, Hate, Sadness, Happiness, Foresight, and Achievement make up the power I have today......I use it for only pure purposes, never evil.....I pursue happiness and stability.....Time used to allow me to do all of these things......but Time will no longer aid me......Time.....requires my aid now. *Stranger awakens his Eternal Mangekyou Sharingan* Two boys were sitting down outside and were having a discussion. It is August, and is during the football season, the time of day, Sunset. "I can't believe I'm gonna be part of the Band tomorrow!" said Joseph. "I can't believe it either, I never knew you would want to be apart of something like this, I mean it's Music, you're better suited to Computers." said David. "Well you're good with computers too." said Joseph. "I know but I have more fun with Music, you'd be better off spending a lot of time with computers and stuff." said David. "I guess you're right. But don't your dad and grandfather excel in Computers?" asked Joseph. "Yeah, but everyone in my family has played a musical instrument, my dad and I are the only ones who have practiced on a Percussion instrument." said David. "That's cool!" said Joseph. "That it is." said David smiling. They began to stare into the sky, a breeze flew by. "So I heard that you were dating someone." said David. "Yeah, her name is Mickey." said Joseph. "Wait you're dating that girl we play with on PSN?" asked David. "Yep!" said Joseph smiling. "Interesting, two good players in Call of Duty are dating each other, somehow though I knew you'd find a girlfriend by playing Black Ops so much." said David laughing. "Ah well thanks!" said Joseph. "I wonder how I'll find a girlfriend." said David. "You'll probably find one through Music or Computers or who knows, maybe just like me because you play it just as much as me." said Joseph. "I guess, but maybe in Music I'll find the right girl, if not, I can lead a single life." said David. "You never know." said Joseph. "Guess it's better if I don't dwell on it." said David. "Just give it some time." said Joseph. "Well I'm gonna head in the house, it's getting darker, plus the mosquitoes will devour us." said David. "Yeah, I gotta go talk to Mickey since I left her unattended on Facebook." said Joseph. "Tell her I'm sorry I'll make up for hogging her boyfriend." said David laughing. "She'll get mad at me not you." said Joseph. "Oh then nevermind sucks to be you." said David smiling. "Bye man!" said Joseph smiling. "Later!" said David. David opened the door and headed inside of the house, he walked into his room and laid on his bed. He stared at the ceiling thinking about his dad and couldn't wait to go hang out with him during the weekend. He had went to sleep. He began to have a dream, in the dream he was running towards lots of creatures and was destroying all of them swiftly! He seen two people helping him and were wielding blades that took them down with one swing! David continued onward in his dream and then met with a man in a white cloak, then the two began to fight each other, David had the upper hand when the man noticed one of his friends and struck her down in front of him! David erupted into rage and released lots of energy and then he woke up.......he noticed it was morning and it was time for school. He got up, got dressed, and headed outside. Once he got outside his grandfather called out to him. "You don't have to go to school today." said David's grandfather. "Why?" asked David. "Your grandmother is sick and your dad is freaking out, so we all need to go over there and calm him down." said David's grandfather. "Alright then, let's go." said David. They headed for David's dad's house, along the way David observed his grandfather's face, his grandmother on his mom side's face and knew something was wrong. Once they got there, David noticed lots of people at his dad's house and noticed a giant white van. David got out of the car and they told him to walk inside the house......inside the house......David noticed his dad resting in his favorite couch. "He had died in his sleep." said David's grandfather. David's heart had jumped, he felt nothing but anger and sadness, but he didn't show it. "I see, at least he felt no pain so I'm happy in a way." said David fake smiling. David noticed his sister was crying, so was his mom, and his grandmother was crying as well, he went to comfort them all, and the rest of the family knew David was very upset, but was also strong. Afterwards they all went back home, David said that he still wants to go to the football game to play with the Band so he wasn't so bored and moody at home. His grandfather agreed. His mom sent out a message to his sister's principal as well as his principal relaying the news of their dad's passing. David went to the school at 4 PM so he could hang out with his friends who had heard the news. "David are you sure you should be here?" asked Brandon. "Yeah man I mean your dad just died today I think it's better if you just stayed home." said Joseph. "No it's actually better if I get out, I don't wanna stay home and be moody." said David. "But dude you're supposed to be moody, you lost an important person in your life." said Brandon. "I don't wanna think about it that's all." said David. "Alright if that's what you wanna do, then go ahead man we'll back you up." said Brandon. "Thanks." said David. Cody and Lucus had showed up and joined the conversation, and so did David's band teacher Mr.T. "So is he staying?" asked Lucus. "Yeah I am." said David. "Well I'm sure Brandon has already said that we'll have your back which we will." said Cody. "Yeah he did and thanks." said David. "David, you sure you're okay man, you don't look okay." said Mr.T. "I am don't worry about me." said David. They headed off into the stands, they sat down, and Tyra had went to talk to David. "Hey Dave!" said Tyra. "Hey Tyra." said David. "I came to cheer you up." said Tyra. "I'm doing alright for the most part." said David. "Yeah but I wanna make sure you're okay, I do care about you." said Tyra smiling. "I know you do, I care about you too." said David smiling. Tyra held on to David who began to feel content. The game progressed on, the halftime show was coming up so the Band headed down to the field, David however wasn't feeling too good. He began to experience a bad headache, he was becoming angry. "David what's wrong?" asked Joseph. "I don't know." said David angry. "Are you catching a headache?" asked Tyra. "Yes, but it's more like a fever." said David. "Okay we need to sit you down." said Tyra. "No." said David. "But you need to rest." said Tyra. "I said NO!" said David. "Mr.T we need you." said Brandon. "What's going on?" asked Mr.T. "David is running a fever and needs to rest now." said Tyra. "I told you I'm fine." said David. "You don't sound fine." said Mr.T. Miranda had came running towards the crowd to try to help David. "Is David okay?" asked Miranda. "He's running a fever but he won't sit down and rest." said Brandon. "But why not?" asked Miranda. "We don't know." said Mr.T. "Look.....I'm gonna be okay, just leave me alone." said David. David began to experience more pain and started to grasp his head with both of his hands, he kept getting images of his dad, he couldn't stop remembering how he felt and how he looked when he was lying dead in his couch, he remembered all the times he was happy with him, it tormented him to no end. He slowly opened his right eye and it was turning into a red color then it turned back into a black color. David stood up from his knees and continued to feel pain, he opened both his eyes slowly and then they began taking on a red and black color, Brandon and Joseph observed his eyes and noticed that he was developing a superpower! David then closed his eyes again and began to concentrate, he then got control of himself and let out calm breaths. He then opened his eyes and revealed his Sharingan!!! "No way, he just released the Sharingan!" said Joseph. "What the f***!!!!" said Brandon. To Be Continued.......... Alright hopefully you guys enjoyed the first chapter and to those who have read all of this already I hope you enjoyed it again lol the second chapter isn't looking so hot to me so I'll redo it as well unless you guys oppose?
Anybody got a Youtube and have some awesome videos? My channel name is shadowscreed2 if you guys wanna check it out! I got AC:Brotherhood, Call of Duty, Dragon Ball Z, Naruto, Guitar Hero, Rock Band, Halo, I got all kinds of stuff on it, 100 videos in fact lol. I actually posted some in the Video Warehouse.
Hey everyone, for those who don't know me I'm supersonic14 and I used to come to these forums for codes and what not, but now I come here to post videos and do updates for the games I like and most likely you like as well, and for those who do know me or remember me at least I'm no longer supersonic14 I'm actually supersonic18 now lol, became that 3 months and 3 days ago. All I can say is I'm glad to be back, lots of stuff has changed, so have I and I'm on Youtube with the channel shadowscreed2, I have over 100 videos and still growing, I do Assassin's Creed, Sonic, Dragon Ball Z, Kingdom Hearts, Rock Band, Guitar Hero, Call of Duty(Multi and Zombies), soon Battlefield, and Halo videos. Another thing about me is I play Drums in real life and I'm proud of it, I'm black, I like Disturbed, Metallica, A7X, and more, not too much into rap, and I'm very nice and I can be shy sometimes, trying to get over that, but I do talk alot once I get started lol. I'm into computers and music also. I own a 360, PS3, and Wii, and I also forgot to mention I also do Naruto videos as well.
Hey guys it's me. Again lol and I'm gonna post some videos of me and my friend constantly fighting each other in this game I mean it is just ridiculous how much times we fought and how different the outcome is. Check it out! [video=youtube;_Fhm0GnquoA]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Fhm0GnquoA[/video] [video=youtube;fxxmhv-znKs]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fxxmhv-znKs[/video] [video=youtube;vzjAhpO5PE0]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vzjAhpO5PE0[/video] [video=youtube;aXLdjMuIfOw]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aXLdjMuIfOw[/video] [video=youtube;H1-QmgVxw_4]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H1-QmgVxw_4[/video] New videos!!!! [video=youtube;1T3L6s_38x8]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1T3L6s_38x8[/video] [video=youtube;EUYu8rjhXZA]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EUYu8rjhXZA[/video] As always give me some feedback and I hope you guys enjoy! (I might have to slow down on the threads because I might get a message telling me to stop lol.)
Hey guys this thread here will be the host for my videos of DBZ! I will also post videos of Ultimate Tenkaichi when it comes out and if you want I can post all of my findings of the game here as well like just videos of it if I'm allowed to do so. But I will post my gameplay videos of BT3 and soon RB2 whenever I make it, I was music hunting and making montages for my friends which I will post as well but anyway enjoy these videos! [video=youtube;tzEpXMwnIPo]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tzEpXMwnIPo[/video] [video=youtube;qJURf9aWmZ4]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qJURf9aWmZ4[/video] [video=youtube;JIrLFFmHkBg]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JIrLFFmHkBg[/video] [video=youtube;Strt7K6Jjtw]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Strt7K6Jjtw[/video] New Videos!!!! [video=youtube;yeOLeiNUhcM]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yeOLeiNUhcM[/video] Please be sure to give me some feedback thanks!
Hey guys what's up it's me supersonic14(18 lol) and I have some Assassin's Creed Brotherhood Multiplayer vids to show you guys, I'll also place Single Player Gameplays as well. But for now enjoy these funtages lol. [video=youtube;XOOZsPTw-Po]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XOOZsPTw-Po[/video] [video=youtube;_NLKo23XBK0]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_NLKo23XBK0[/video] [video=youtube;UVUfU26jEcc]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UVUfU26jEcc[/video] [video=youtube;KdmBRhB7OKQ]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KdmBRhB7OKQ[/video] Update 08/17/11-This video right here is just me walking around for 3 minutes listening to the song you hear in the video, this song was covered by a friend of mine and she really has an awesome voice. She's very amazing and I guess you can say I really like her but I'm not gonna talk about that here. Anyway, please enjoy the video! [video=youtube;D1VZWhfcH9w]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D1VZWhfcH9w[/video] [video=youtube;TQgqjRq5bTE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TQgqjRq5bTE[/video] Be sure to give me feedback!
Hey guys it's me again with another game called Rock Band 3. I will be posting videos of this game as well and pretty soon I'll put one more game after a few days or when I have the time and you'll enjoy it. But for now enjoy my Disturbed Tribute!!! Asylum [video=youtube;hyL05hi5AzA]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hyL05hi5AzA[/video] Voices [video=youtube;nBa7DRsdKis]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nBa7DRsdKis[/video] The Game [video=youtube;LLgbMR6_qWo]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LLgbMR6_qWo[/video] Stupify [video=youtube;VHZ5oOKRhEo]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VHZ5oOKRhEo[/video] Down With The Sickness [video=youtube;T0vyqbZWkU8]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T0vyqbZWkU8[/video] Meaning Of Life [video=youtube;zgseQeKPq6U]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zgseQeKPq6U[/video] Stricken [video=youtube;ju4328d5WiM]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ju4328d5WiM[/video] Indestructible [video=youtube;3xykGl4teCg]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3xykGl4teCg[/video] Inside The Fire [video=youtube;zrU0Wgc2Cqw]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zrU0Wgc2Cqw[/video] Perfect Insanity [video=youtube;WJK-Nleren4]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WJK-Nleren4[/video] Another Way To Die [video=youtube;PHmItwlIxcc]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PHmItwlIxcc[/video] The Animal [video=youtube;cjULi92qKy8]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cjULi92qKy8[/video]
Hey guys it's me again with my last video post for the day, this one should get your attention, this is Super Smash Bros Brawl at it's best. Prepare to experience a brand new version of SSBB. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GFdyevRhgIs Please be sure to give me some feedback I want to know how I'm doing with the videos I've been making and if you like them please refer these to your friends and I will continue to make more videos you can count on that. Thanks guys! UPDATE: I will be making more vids of this game soon I've been busying helping at a band camp so I didn't have time to make more videos but expect more soon AND it will be with ACTUAL players so your in for a REAL treat lol.
This clan was created 2 months ago I believe and I am apart of the clan, my gamertag is xEradicte_Sonic and I post videos of the clan, so far I only have two videos of me playing two other members and the full clan(minus one). The leader of the clan is xEradicate_Blaze and xEradicate_Kixxy(Blaze's girlfriend) Please give me feedback on this thread or/and Youtube or/and our site xeradicate.spruz.com Thanks Guys!!!! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H9BSljJ_C8U http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UQoh6v81420
Alright....I have alot of Guitar Hero videos but I'm only gonna post maybe one or two a day so I'll start with two for today. These two gameplays are custom songs that I had downloaded from a friend They are of Sonic The Hedgehog. Tell me what you think of his charts and my gameplay. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OhWRuuM3G4I http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3W9QYyr-dhY
Hey guys it's supersonic again and I have some more gameplay for all of you guys here. Today, I'm going to post gameplay videos of a Wii game called Naruto Shippuden:Gekitou Ninja Taisen Special and this game is a Japan Only game but I used the Homebrew Channel to play it. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tAHQPXh2gvc http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jwaoA1rW0B8 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WTyEwlHYHp0 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=za7wlTjOI5M Enjoy the videos guys! Please give me some feedback!
