I accidentally my laptop screen Spoiler I just thought I'd share this wonderous moment with all of you.
when did we reach one million posts in the Spam Zone?
Luxord, this thread is for you. Yesterday, roughly this time, I sent out a PM to several members of this site. In the PM I asked people to write a couple of lines about Luxord, PM it back to me and then I would compile it into this thread as to show you how much people around here care about you. Unfortunately with the limited time there is we couldn’t get everyone involved. However, if someone reading this also wants to leave a little something then of course you’re welcome and encouraged to do so in this thread. Without further ado, here are the messages people have left for you: Hey Luxord, I hope that you aren’t thinking that I think lower of you just because of our talk yesterday, it really doesn’t matter. I think you’re a really awesome guy and I wanted you to realise that others did too, which was where the idea for this thread started. You’re a pretty rad and hardworking guy. Here’s to hoping that everything goes well and hoping that you’ll come back, though that is of course your choice. Always remember to be yourself, no matter what. There will always be a place here for you. We are all rooting for you. Hope this will cheer you up a bit! - Christhor I know we haven't talked that much but I would like to give you a big thank you Luxord. As simple as it is, it has been very nice having someone who joined staff with me (even if our positions are nothing alike). And you helped me as I was getting my feet wet in the Code Vault. I really wish there was more I could do to help you. You are a really nice and all around awesome dude and it has been my pleasure to know you. You are in my prayers. - mixt Hey Luxord, First of all I want to say sorry for not responding to your VM. D: It and some other ones got lost in the influx I got recently. Anyway, I can't say I know what you have to go through right now. I don't understand much about it or why it's happening, but do know this: Even though I've never talked to you, and am still wearing my FRESH MEAT staff sign, I do want you to know that I am here for you. If you need to talk, VM, MSN, PM - anything, me and everyone else are here for you. Even though I barely know you, you've been part of this site as long as I can say I've been here, and I look forward to continuing to see you after this happens. Just know that all of us are rooting for you, and will be there right when you come back t tackle glomp you all across the forum. Best of wishes, dude. - Plums Vi Britannia I haven't known you for very long, but in the time since we have been talking I have found you to be a pretty awesome guy. <3 It's incredibly unfair that a driven and talented guy like yourself has to go through this. I wish you the best of luck in your operation and the following recovery time and want to assure you that I am keeping you in my mind & prayers. - Misty Luxord, I've barely spoke to you but when I did in Voxli, twas funny, I was literally close to tears when you was teasing fkb and Cryo by shipping them with other members. We and the others in Voxli at the time made quite a few beatufuil threads giving the parings a background story and other stuff. I hope reading this cheers you up, even a little. You're awesome dude and I hope everything goes well. I salute you supreme rice king n_n I would write more but I'm running out of time..and I'm too lazy<3 From your ricey loyal subject , Kelly I wish I could find the words to sum up what I want to say., but I simply cannot. I'd wish you luck, but that would make it seem dangerous I'd tell you how much of an inspiration I find you, but it would seem cliché. I'd lecture you on the importance and greatness of this but you'd get bored. So instead let me say thank you for coming to KHV, and let me say that though you deserve better you have not recieved it; so instead you should make it happen, you'd be surprised how far human will can go. This probably sounds extremely odd but, I really don't have the words for what I wish to say. I wish you well, and I look forward to seeing you after it all. - rikusorakairiown To Luxord, I don't know you that well, and I don't really get the rice thing. But from what I've seen, you look like an awesome member. You've obviously affected a lot of people on the site--for the better. I'm proud of you, bro. KHV will always be here. Even with the drama, and the frustrations, that all comes with being apart of a family. We'll be thinking of you, and waiting for you with open arms. We love you. Take good care of yourself and don't stoppp, believin'. <3 - נαуn Luxord, you're an amazing guy and are always great to talk to. You bring voxli alive and always have something to say. I love all the chats we have on voxli, especially when we're all on mic and it all gets a bit mad. I've had lots of laughs with you and I look forward to lots more in the future. I wish you all the luck I can, as you deseve it all and more. You'll be fine I'm sure, so keep smiling and we'll wait eagerly for your return. - Midnight Star Dear Luxord. After meeting you only a couple months ago, I wanted to tell you what you are doing is one of the bravest things I have ever seen anyone do. I know you must be so nervous and freaking out ever so slowly. I want you to keep your head up and just try to thing positive. I know you've told me that the easiest way is to stay negative. We all gotta work hard to get somewhere. I wish you the best and I want you to be back up your feet so I can watch you make a mod of me in a KH game. We will have the greatest story ever full of awesomeness and even weirdness. I think of you as a good friend to me and I hope I have been one to you. I know you will make a swift recovery and return here. Every person who you have talked to, you have made an effect in all of us. So get well soon and we will be here to party on Halo when you return. :3 love you buddy <3 Sabby. Doing these sorts of messages is always difficult. Inevitably, I put them until the last possible moment. Not because there's nothing to write about you, but because there's so much to say. Choosing what to say and what not to say is one of the hardest tasks. From your superb coding and cleanup of the Code Vault, to your humourous rice-meme campaigning, to you openly speaking your mind about Voxli. Each of those, and countless more, are valued parts of you, and deserve their own recognition. That said, I do not have the time to write a book about you, nor even a suitably long essay. So instead, I'm going to focus on what -doesn't- define you: your cancer. Having cancer sets you apart from everyone else. Having it terminal even sets you apart from similar patients. It would be very easy for your cancer to become you, and take over your entire sense of identity. Which is why it is such an achievement that you're not. You've tried incredibly hard to avoid that fate, and your effort has paid off. Where as anyone else in your situation would be known as "Luxord, that kid with terminal cancer", you are not. When I think of you, cancer is often not even on my mind. To me and to everyone else, you're Luxord, the awesome Coder from KHV, the guy who single-handedly cleared away enough spam in the spamzone to give Misty Top Poster. But it's not just deleting posts that causes people to remember you. You have an incredible personality too. Whereas others change when they join staff, you have remained one of the members, and a friend before an automaton. You always joke around. Can you be offensive? Does it get on some people's nerves? Of course. More importantly, do you let that affect you? Hell no! You keep on throwing out joke after joke for us to laugh about together, be it CryobanexNova shippings (lol), Rice spam, Dalk's lawfulness or even just everyday life. That's the important thing about you, I feel. You're entirely yourself. You don't allow yourself to be defined by your disease, your position or your peers. I know that when you're gone, I'll be sad. Then I'll be happy. I'll be happy, because you'll be back here, doing awesome coding, messing around with us in Voxli again. Because I'm certain that you're not going to let a silly disease keep you from doing what you want. See ya soon! - P I'm really sorry that you're having a rough time, and I don't know what it's like to go through what you're going through right now, but I have faith that you can get through it. I know that you have a lot of determination because over the last few years, you've been persistently maintaining the Code Vault, and ambitiously striving to become a Coder. Without a doubt, you're among the most active and devoted members on this site. It's time to focus that devotion inwards and concentrate on getting better. Take as long as you need to recover, and know that we'll handle things here. You'll be greatly missed if you decide not to return, but do what's best for yourself, and know that you're always welcome back :) Take care, ♥♦♣♠Luxord♥♦♣♠. - iwantedtoexplode Luxord, you're just awesome ^^ Such a great friend is hard to get, and I hope you'll feeling better soon ^^ - Wheel of Time For Luxord Luxord, you are perhaps one of the greatest members - and friends - I have held the pleasure of meeting on this forum, and as such I wish to remind you that we all love you dearly and will support you in this upcoming challenge - which, you shall no doubt overcome with your mastery over rice. Life, at this point, may indeed be quite hard, but you shall move through this wave and onwards into brighter horizons - life is a factor of improvement, though the negatives may bog one down at first, positives begin to emerge. One must simply have hope. You are a wonderful, amazing person, and let it be known that simple English adjectives cannot express such meaning with ease or even eloquence - yours is a soul of kindness, wit, and good humour that transcends simple linguistics, and as such you shall be in the hearts of all of us, remembered for who you are and who you will be in the future - Luxord, Gambler of Rice, conqueror of this operation, and an excellent human being. - What? Luxord, You're such a great, hard-working person with a fantastic sense of humor, and it's clear you're a passionate musician and a talented coder =]. You've done so much work for KHV it's astounding, and we all really appreciate it. I wish you the best with your operation and recovery, and remember we'll always be here for you if you need us. Take care and I hope the hospital food's not too bad 8'D maybe they'll have rice! All the best, Stardust Hey Luxord, I hope the operation goes well and you have a speedy recovery. I never had an operation done before so I wouldn't know but I found thinking happy thoughts help me when I have to do something I dread. Anyways, get better and you'll have your cushy Coder seat waiting for you when you get back. - Evilman_89 Alright, Luxord, oh how epic you've made rice ^^ I can't acknowledge it without laughing (I wander how many references to rice there will be in these messages xD). Anyway, I can't imagine how scared you are and I really hope you the best, it's untrue how much I wish I could help but words are all I can offer, otherwise I'd get you some grapes or rice. I believe you'll be just fine and you'll return to do some more epic coding. Now, I don't know how much this means to you but I'll be praying and I'll ask my church leaders to pray as well. I'll miss you in your absence, get better soon my friend. Xx - Ienzo Dear Luxord: Thinking of you wherever you are ... okay, sorry, I couldn’t resist ^^. I wanted to say that, while i hope never to feel what you are right now, I am thinking of you. Things of late haven’t been the best for you, and yet you’ve been able to stay positive and a generally cool guy all of the way through it, and I respect that. We’ve had our minor quarrels, but I think it’s fair to say we don’t despise each other. What you are going through is not easy, and my thoughts are with you ... and if I were to pray, you would be in my prayers too ^^. You’ll be fine, I’m sure of it, I know that you will be all right. Thinking of you in difficult times Clawtooth. P.S. Rice ... that is all. Be well and I hope you're okay. It'd be sad to have such a valuable member of KHV leave us. And besides, who would provide us with rice? - Jet.User "Luxord... Ryan... Friend, you're going through some deep shit and I get that. I get how scared and hurt you are and I know how much everything seems to suck right now, but it won't suck forever. Trust me, I should know, but then again we've already had those vent sessions called PMs about all of that, so i'm not gonna repeat it again. I'll admit that I can not even fathom some of the things you must be feeling. The fear of death, or the pain of being stabed in the back by a TRUE friend, as the people who've stabbed my back were more like close acquaintances (<-- sorry for possible spelling failz...). I love you as a friend and I love you as a guy. You are TRULY one of the best, nicest, sweetest, awesomest men i've ever met and it would be sad to see you leave, both this earth AND this forum. You're one of the cool katz, and coming from the big cat herself, that is QUITE an honor. I wish we could meet in real life just ONCE and take an hour or two to talk, vent, cry, hug, and anything else you would be willing to do, but sadly being in the same timezone and the same city are two very different things. I can tell I am venting and/or ranting at this point but i'm speaking my mind and letting all of my emotions out, which is something YOU told me to do! I know that I am strong but you need to stay strong too. The day of the operation, or not depending on what your heart tells you, I will be thinking about you the whole time and I will be praying for you. I looked up what your name means and I found it. It means little king, and the traits of people with that name are that they're strong, active men who are extremely good-looking, though shy. I thought it fit extremely well for you, as my defenition fits me. I want to write another poem for you, but I think i've got some better words for you. Three to be exact... So. Far. Away. I love you Ryan, and I hope you end up happy and healthy, no matter where you end up. Never feared for anything, never shamed but never free A life that healed a broken heart with all that it could Lived a life so endlessly, saw beyond what others see I tried to heal your broken heart with all that I could... How do I live without the ones I love? Time still turns the pages of the book its burned Place and time always on my mind I have so much to say but you're so far away... Plans of what our futures hold, foolish lies of growing old It seems we're so invincible, the truth is so cold A final song, a last request, a perfect chapter laid to rest Now and then I try to find a place in my mind Where you can stay, you can stay awake forever... I'm here for ya till the bittersweet end buddy. These lyrics in particular made me think of our conversations and of our relationship... Now excuse me while I go cry and pray for your safety, health, and eternal joy. Sorry for being such a wussy... ~Catalina Another Luxord thread. There will be rice.
or else I'm going to get into your house bash your face with a chair it's gonna be FUN
[gotta love those lazy saturdays]
just so that I could probe uranus
Dammit get out of my head, or else I'll have to forcefeed you soup with a spleen. Freaking songs.
KHV is dead thread
Are you Gary?
Stayed longer than usual this time? Well that's cool, you're always welcome at KHV <3
Now rage my pretties
The spam zone is not dead.
See you in two days when I'll be champion of the world!
I am leaving you KHV, it's me not you, I just can't deal with this right now. I'm sorry but I may return some day in the future if you wait for me, k? Bye my little loved ones~
[So here I am being bored when I figure HERP DERP LET'S SEARCH FOR FINAL FANTASY ON SPOTIFY, what came up you ask? You'll never guess it, it was a rap album that was made this year using FFVII tunes and stuff as backgrounds. It's something I didn't expect I must admit, and I don't know how to feel about it. [video=youtube;t6krpwxhGCU]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t6krpwxhGCU[/video] I must admit though, this made me laugh: [video=youtube;9bVpcRjXpS0]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9bVpcRjXpS0[/video] So am I just really far behind or things or something because I haven't hard leik anethin' about this before now yo say what you think in the comments below]
I have to pee! I haven't done this in six years hao 2 p!?!?!?!?!11?!1one++!plus!
I'd be lying if I said I expected it to be Rugrats the movie.
