Since I've been grounded I've gotten to talk to Fearless more, but it still doesn't seem like enough for me. I guess it's just me being needy to an extent, but would it be too much to ask for her to turn on her phone at least once a week so we can talk? But I realize that she has other **** to do so I respect her schedule and just wait my turn. ANYWAY, while formulating my christmas list I put something on there that I wanted more than anything. I said that I wanted to meet her next year. It seemed to me like a reasonable request, I mean, so far on my list I had few objects and none of them were expensive that I knew of. And god knows I don't have the money to pay for a trip like that, so it would be a nice thing to ask for, right? But upon seeing this, my parents instantly rejected the idea and scribbled it off the list. And I swear to god I nearly cried right there. I'm not an emotional person most of the time, khv. But I don't get to talk to her as much as I'd like to anyway, same goes for seeing her due to mostly technical reasons. I'll find myself calling her even though I know she won't answer just to hear her voice, and though it gets me sad that she isn't really talking to me, it held nothing to when my parents did that. It felt to me like they told me I could never meet her. I thought they were supportive of this until now. So now I'm here, with an assload of homework and a cellphone waiting on my dresser for her to return one of the messages I've sent her, or one of the voicemails I've left her. She has yet to return one in the past two weeks. And although it hurts me that she finds herself with so many things to take care of in her life that she can't talk to me; although I respect that she has a life and try not to make too big a deal out of it, it isn't nearly as heartbreaking as when my parents told me they wouldn't let me meet her without a moment's thought on the subject. I don't even know what I need help with at this point, khv.
http://www.kh-vids.net/arcade.php?&do=viewtourney&tid=26
And I google "Dalk" for giggles. I get this. Apparently it's a hentai game called Dalk Gaiden. And I think the world just got a bit more colorful.
AND SUDDENLY POKEMON EVERYWHERE I DON'T KNOW IF I HAVE ENOUGH BALLS FOR ALL THISa
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vXyIB2L52Dc God, I love Aphex Twin. Sweet dreams khv.
http://djsyzygy.com/ brb
Although a little flickering of hope was shining on. This person just blew out that hope. Think about this khv. This kid's goal in question was to get close enough to the train for it to run into his head. No further explanation was given for his actions. I would put a rage face here but this fills me with so much rage I don't think I could find a picture to express it.
So I went to the movies today (A Christmas Carol, before you ask, it was pretty good and yes I would recommend it to the people of khv) and as I was walking out I saw this dude that sits across from me in Sociology. We talk occasionally, though not a lot, we're acquaintances but not really friends. But anyway, as he walks by he holds his hand up to give me a high five as we pass each other, and I'm like "Eh sure why not" so I give him the high five. And not even seconds later, it hit me. That was the first time in recollection that I had ever made physical contact with a black person. I don't know, just thought I'd share.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NELBwYYfiqE I'm really just trying to get views added to these videos; I don't actually care whether or not you guys listen to these songs.
If you're not interested in the rhythmless stuff then skip to 1:45.
Anyone wears masks and I eviscerate them.
Watch it http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FU62hX306N4 Watch it now
Did they get the vocals apart from the rest of the song http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S9cBbcHuPD0
DANCING http://dagobah.biz/flash/popipo.swf UM
Help this is due tomorrow
Next time you think about using an acronym, do this; Take the acronym out of the post and replace it with what it is supposed to stand for. Then read over your post again. And if it doesn't make sense, DON'T USE THE FUCKING ACRONYM THERE.
Hey, anyone interested in watching my Latest song! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wZoWWnl38Jw Feel freer to Comment on it, or Leave some feedback right here on this thread...
