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  1. Garxena
    Just used Paint. =D I whipped 'em up quick for my sister and myself. Simple cropping and a bit of dimming or brightening. My sister saw the way I did mine (kind of like a comic strip) and she said she wanted hers in that style too. I don't really like it on the Lestat one (she likes it BECAUSE it looks like a comic strip, but I think it looks half-decent on my Twilight one. I like the way 'twilight' seems pressed down under the pics on mine. I tried it extended, but I didn't like the feel it gave the overall banner.

    Mine:
    [​IMG]

    My sister's:

    [​IMG]
    Thread by: Garxena, Aug 6, 2008, 2 replies, in forum: Arts & Graphics
  2. Garxena
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    Empty

    I can't feel anything at all anymore
    I can't stop the empty feeling
    The hole in me
    The pleading for a home
    Home is where the heart is right?
    Then why is my home so far away?
    I want to be able to hold my friends again
    I want to be able to tell them my problems face to face
    I can't do this anymore
    I can't go on living this lie
    Why should I?
    Who would miss me?
    Who would care if I was gone?
    I just want to FEEL SOMETHING
    ANYTHING
    Pain is all I feel now
    Self-inflicted pain
    And it feels good to me because it's something to FEEL
    It makes me wonder what else life can give me
    My dreams?
    They've been dead for a LONG TIME
    Maybe it's time I've joined them

    Yeah... I'm a bit depressed.... Just a quick poem to let a bit of it out.
    Thread by: Garxena, Aug 1, 2008, 20 replies, in forum: Archives
  3. Garxena
    There are a lot of problems that I have in my life, but I'm only going to ask for help on two.

    1) I want to tell my parents that I'm Bi, but I have no clue how to. I tried talking to my mom about it a year or so ago but she said that no one knows who they are until they're at least 21. Now, I didn't really 'come out of the closet' at that point, that was just her answer to the question 'what would your reaction be if one of your kids was gay or lesbian or bi?' My dad doesn't exactly think kindly of us rainbow proud people, so I'm really nervous to tell him. I wanted to come out on my 16th birthday (which is this year) but I've changed my mind because of what my mom had said to me. I don't know if I should tell them at all. Even if I do, they won't take it seriously unless I come home with a girl. And I only want to do that as an absolute last resort.

    2) I think I may be losing it. I really want to just jump off a cliff right now. I can't see how anything in my life is going to get better. I recently moved to Utah from California. San Jose is all I've ever known. My two best friends are there (one for 11 years and one for 9). I feel so alone here. To make the easiest connection to relate to for those of you who don't understand how I'm feeling, I feel like Bella did when Edward left her. Sure, there are times when I can cover up my sadness, forget the lonliness for a moment, but it all comes back when I'm lying in bed at the end of the day. I don't think I'll ever be able to feel whole again....
    Thread by: Garxena, Aug 1, 2008, 12 replies, in forum: Help with Life
  4. Garxena
    THERE ARE TWO BUCKS IN MY BACKYARD RIGHT NOW!! O.o They're huge!! I can post pictures in a minute =D
    Thread by: Garxena, Jul 13, 2008, 3 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  5. Garxena
    Is Eclipse out on paperback yet!? T-T
    Thread by: Garxena, Jul 13, 2008, 847 replies, in forum: Literature
  6. Garxena
    lolz I got bored and made an Edward siggy

    [​IMG]

    Yes it is lame. I just used a free website.

    EDIT: here's another one XD i'm still bored

    [​IMG]
    Thread by: Garxena, Jul 11, 2008, 5 replies, in forum: Arts & Graphics
  7. Garxena
    As most of you know, Twilight will be in theaters 12-12-08 (a day before my b-day :D). G4 went on set with Robert Pattison, playing Edward Cullen, and got his perspective of his character. This is a cute interview with some interesting comments. I think Robert has Edward read through, even though he doesn't think so himself.

    http://www.hisgoldeneyes.com/index....nts&id=1209691866&archive=&start_from=&ucat=&
    Thread by: Garxena, Jul 9, 2008, 0 replies, in forum: Movies & Media
  8. Garxena
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    run away!

    A giant wave of 'Introduce Yourself!' threads came! 0.0 It's the end of kh-vids! It's gonna overload and we'll all blow up! *pant pant* Whew... coffee rush gone...
    Thread by: Garxena, Jun 18, 2008, 12 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
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    T-T omg...

    One of my threads has head Database Errors for almost a month now! TT-TT

    Anyone know a nice mod that I can PM for help? :(
    Thread by: Garxena, Jun 7, 2008, 10 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  10. Garxena
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    Van Helsing

    This story has been in my head for the last couple days. I hope this RP will be an interesting and fun one for everyone who joins. ^^

    Story (before the movie with Hugh Jackman): This will basically be Van Helsing's life before he met Anna Valerious. As we move along, characters from the movie (and possibly the plot) will be incorporated. We'll start with Van Helsing on a simple werewolf mission.

    RULES:
    1) PG-16
    2) Other vampires, werewolves, etc. are allowed (don't bring in characters from the Twilight saga XD)
    3) I know plenty about vampires and werewolves, so don't try god modding or power playing!
    4) I want this RP to move, so if you take Van Helsing or Dracula, make sure you're on enough that we can have a decently sped story!
    5) If you happen to get in an argument with someone else on the RP please take it to PM
    6) If you are inactive for three days (without telling me why) I'll have to open the spot you're playing to someone else (unless it's your OC)
    7) PLEASE WRITE IN PROPER PARAGRAPHS! Write this like a book is written, not like the writing on IM.
    Example of poor writing-- Bob: "Hi Joe" *waves*
    Example of better writing-- "Hi Joe," Bob greeted with a wave.
    8) No taking other's characters or killing them without PM permission
    9) NO RELATIONS TO VAN HELSING! (it just bugs me...)
    10 [last one!]) Have fun! ^^

    Thank you for reading and following the rules. If you didn't, do it now! XD

    OC form-
    Real name:
    Age:
    Appearence:
    Class: (human, vampire, werewolf, etc.)
    Powers/Abilities:
    History:

    Just for fun, here's Van Helsing's profile-
    Real Name: Gabriel Van Helsing
    Age: 26
    Appearance:
    [​IMG]
    Class: Unknown (there are hints of an extremely long life, suggesting he is more than human)
    Occupation: Monster hunter
    Powers/Abilities: Expert with many forms of weaponry and unarmed combat; operates at the peak of physical perfection.
    History: The full details of Van Helsing's past are a mystery even to him.

    My OC-
    Real name: Hannah Rose *last name unknown for now*
    Age: 17
    Appearance:
    [​IMG]
    Class: Vampire (keeps it a secret)
    Powers/Abilities: Excellent night vision, excellent with a sword, fair with a gun, fair with fists
    History: *revealed throughout story* ^.~

    Once we have Van Helsing and Dracula, we'll start.
    Thread by: Garxena, May 31, 2008, 4,041 replies, in forum: Retirement Home
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    MiGGs

    They're one of the best groups! They started in San Fran. and stay near the coast. Sometimes they go to east coast too. I've seen them and I even got a chance to talk with the lead singer, Don, after one of the shows. Their lyrics are really good and if you haven't heard them then you should listen. Their website, for those of you who are interested, is miggsband.com. They're a really sweet bunch and a lot of fun to see live. My favorite song is 'Perfect' off of the InsOmnia album. Check out some of their songs and tell me what you think. ^^
    Thread by: Garxena, May 27, 2008, 0 replies, in forum: Music
  12. Garxena
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    Coed PE

    What are your thoughts on it? Is it good, bad, okay? If you could change your class to all one gender would you?

    Me? Well, I don't think coed works for my school. The boys don't give the girls a chance and when the girls try to play, the boys say we're doing it wrong. *sigh* I think it's a matter of being mature and respecting each other.

    Your turn! ^^
    Thread by: Garxena, May 10, 2008, 37 replies, in forum: Discussion
  13. Garxena
    [​IMG]
    You can't say no to a face like that!
    Thread by: Garxena, May 10, 2008, 24 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  14. Garxena
    Okay, here's the deal: I'm trying out for a play (yay me!) and part of the audition (as usual) is a singing section. Usually I do the same song since I do well at it; Listen to Your Heart. But this time, I want to do something different. I felt like doing a Disney song because they're easy to do and everyone knows them. That way the judges will be able to tell if I'm on key too. I've narrowed it down to three songs.

    Mulan- Reflection

    Pocahontas- Colors of the Wind

    Hercules- Won't Say I'm in Love

    Please help me pick! The auditions are the third and fourth and I want to be ready!
    Thread by: Garxena, May 1, 2008, 15 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
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    Cheater

    Warning: This is an angry song and uses language that may offend some people.

    Written: April 30, 2008 and finished at 10:10 AM (after a test in english XP)

    I'm sittin' by the phone
    Waitin' for you to call
    How long has it been since I
    Heard your voice?
    I'm startin' to
    Wonder why

    That's when I saw you with her
    That little b*tch
    You cheater
    How could you do this to me?
    This spells 'over' for us
    Cheater!

    I'm walking down your street
    Got tired of waitin' around
    I gotta know what you've been
    Doin' all this time
    I gotta know
    The reason why

    That's when I saw you with her
    That little b*tch
    You cheater
    How could you do this to me?
    This spells 'over' for us
    Cheater!

    Oh I see you in your car
    With that other girl
    Your arm around her
    Your faces close together
    Tell me
    WHY?!
    Why did you kiss her?
    Tell me what's so special about that sl*t
    She can't give you anything I can
    But I guess you'll never understand!

    That's when I saw you with her
    That little b*tch
    You cheater
    How could you do this to me?
    This spells 'over' for us
    Cheater!

    Damn right I saw you with her
    That little b*tch
    You cheater
    How could you do this to me?
    This spells 'over' 'over' 'over'
    'Over' 'over' 'over'
    CHEATER!​
    Thread by: Garxena, Apr 30, 2008, 2 replies, in forum: Archives
  16. Garxena
    It's a time of territorial war. The war is between Gabeth and Neku. The kingdom of Gabeth is ruled by a King and Queen with one heir to the throne: Princess Tsukiko. She is a young, naive, girl; only of the age of 18. She knows she has to choose someone to rule the kingdom with her, but she's too preoccupied trying to figure out the power within herself. There have always been dragons in their land. But Tsukiko never expected that a human could turn into one; especially herself. Little does she know that there are four more people who can do the same. The King of Neku has a feirce army, containing two of those special people. His goal is to kidnap Tsukiko and use her as leverage in the war. The other two people who can change into dragons are in the kingdom of Gabeth and are good friends. The five changers are known as hebechs, meaning 'dragon-friend'. Princess Tsukiko may not know it, but she'll need the help of this two and may even have to convince the two on Neku's side to join Gabeth's side to end this war. The stakes are high... maybe too high for anyone to handle.

    RULES:
    1) No power-playing
    2) Use *'s with swearing
    3) No taking or killing other's characters without their consent
    4) Take your personal problems to PM
    5) Have fun! ^^

    Characters (note that all Hebech have a dragon marking on their upper right arm):
    King of Gabeth-
    Queen of Gabeth-
    Princess Tsukiko- Riku_Gaara
    Age: 18
    Gender: Female
    Kingdom: Gabeth
    Appearance:
    [​IMG]
    King of Neku- TwilightBlader
    Name - Ren
    Age - 25
    Gender - Male
    Appearance -[​IMG]
    1st Hebech (Neku)- Random Angel
    Name - Terri Lynn
    Age - 16
    Gender - Female
    Appearance - [​IMG]
    2nd Hebech (Neku)- Cupcake
    Name: Jordyn
    Age: 16
    Race: human
    Gender: female
    appearance: [​IMG]
    Dragon: Kiara [​IMG]
    Weapon: sais blades and kunai
    Bio: She has been seeking her lost sister that was taken away from her a few years ago.
    Other: more surprises throughout the rpg
    3rd Hebech (Gabeth)- The Fifth Element
    Name: Xeph(pronouced Seph)
    Age: 18
    Gender: male
    Kingdom: Neku
    Appearance:
    [​IMG]
    4th Hebech (Gabeth)- Princess_of_hearts
    Name: Hoshikata Sole (goes by Kata)
    Gender: female
    Age: 17
    Apparence: [​IMG]

    Other Characters (use standard template):
    Maria-
    Name: Kyra
    Gender: Female
    Age: 15
    Kingdom: Gabeth
    Appearance: http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v7...ck/IrinaGD.jpg

    TwilightBlader-
    Name - Blade
    Age - 20
    Gender - Male
    Appearance - [​IMG]
    Kingdom - Neku but is acctually a spy from Gabeth
    Thread by: Garxena, Apr 26, 2008, 127 replies, in forum: Retirement Home
  17. Garxena
    My life is so upside-down. I think I did something wrong in a past life or something. T-T I've been torn away from my bestest friends ever and now I have to live ina cold, boring, slightly intimidating place. Did I do something bad or is this supposed to be one of those 'good-for-you' things?
    Thread by: Garxena, Mar 25, 2008, 5 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
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    See ya guys

    Well, here it is; my good-bye. Things are getting so complicated. For those of you who know me, you know my life is kinda upside down right now. Trust me, as soon as I can, I'll be back. I'm pretty sure they have computers in Utah. Lol. *sigh* That was a bad attempt at comic relief. I'll be gone for about a month at the most. Even so, I'd like to say good-bye and give my threads to people to take care of for me.

    I leave my Bring Sasuke Back[!U] thread to Tularim. Please keep it going.

    Will of Fire and Mirror to Dreams go to Princess_of_hearts.

    I'll miss the Ultimate Organization DV2 the most. Keep it up, guys. It's going great.

    Last of the Organization- If you come on and read this, I'll be thinking of you. I hope your life is going better than mine. You're a great bud and someone I can always talk to. I'll miss you.

    DestinyStar- I hope you had fun at camp. I'll be thinking of you too! Hopefully you and Princess_of_hearts can think of something to do on Will of Fire.

    Tularim- I'll miss you so much!! Trust me, I'll miss you the most! I hope you can think of something to do on Bring Sasuke Back! while I'm gone.

    FinalForm- Good luck.

    For those whom I left my threads to: Please don't let them be closed!!

    I'm glad I got that out. I'll be back as soon as I can. I give you my word. *hugs all*
    Thread by: Garxena, Mar 17, 2008, 9 replies, in forum: Departure Hall
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    Dane Cook! ^^

    Post your favorite Dane Cook quotes!

    Mine: "When you need ketchup, you are the most important person in the world."
    Thread by: Garxena, Mar 10, 2008, 20 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
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    clouds!

    clouds are cool and fluffy and the look like random things! look out your window at the clouds and post what you see!

    i see ice cream
    Thread by: Garxena, Feb 24, 2008, 11 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone