bojangles doesn't give u forks only sporks . I asked for one they told me to **** off. JERKS
you see i wish i could think like you did. I only feel how think. And once i think some way ill only feel the same way over and over again. ok well ima go to sleep.
Ello i gotta stop forgetting to log in on this. Mostly i Log in to vent something or put in a poetry. i hope they have something for valentiens...
:( wow depressing. but i guess thats how life is now.
Hey Destined im back once again, great stories BTW. I HOPE THAT THE DUDE WHO LOST HIS WIFE WIIIINNNSSS!!!! HE POWNS! him and his best friend.
this did help. its just reality is too much. I'm not going to go doing somehting stupid. but, ive wated for too long. BTW pure sorrow i do write poetry. and that was good thanks. And thanks to everyone. Its just going to be soo hard. i mean we have so much in common, i guess i just have to be more confident
avatar= 4/10 i couldn't really see what it was. but i guess it was cool :P siggy- 9/10 great siggy never seen that movie tho. want to.
Its just, I'm afraid to ask her cuz i really dont want to know what she thinks. its too much to be rejected after all this time
Ok this is sorta a long story REALLY long. so bear with me, and it takes a while to get it. About 5 years ago a girl moved into my neighborhood... I was 9 years old and she was 10. Since the moment i saw her i liked her more then any other girl. 5 years later I still think the same. ok heres the whole story. I'm now 14 and she's 15. We've always been pretty good friends, never "best" friends but we always laugh and talk. I'm not really sure that she knows i still like her, I know she doesn't like me that way... She's always been attracted to older guys, she's the type of girl that likes the really cool guys you would see at beaches and California... ---___--- At the moment i've found out that she likes a guy who's 17. But I've talked to him about it and he doesn't really like her that way. But I don't know if that is true since i've only met him once... So recently i went to a semi-formal party where there was mostly just dancing... Unfortunatly there was about 17 slow dances... Constantly he was asking her to dance to the slow songs right before i was about to. And likewise she would answer "yes." I have a really good friend (she's a girl) and hangs out with her ALOT. Unfortunatly for me she's a two timing backstabber! She always says she's helping me but i recently found out that she's gettin her his number and really tryin to get them together... Ok back to the story... Finally i got up the guts to ask her to dance and she said yes surprising me that she wouldn't say no that she would want to dance with him... Well it turned out to be really nice. Ok so the next day i hung out with her again at a park because there was a large picnic goin around... So most of the time i was sittin on the swings tlakin with her and her friends. At the end of the nite she began to talk about him Alot. It really hurt to have to listen to her talk about him this much. Well i walked along with her best friend (not the two-timing backstabber lol) and she knew that i had liked her before this. So she asked me "you still like her dont you?" and i answered "Yeah 5 long years..." And so she proceeded to say "You do know that she's really tryin to go out with that guy right?" (condensed version) I solemnly said" Yes i know, but i dont really care i just want her to be happy" It almost hurt me to say that= I wanted her to be happy with me not him... 3 months later i found out she doesn't like him!!! shes back on the market. Now about a few months later I went over to her house with all of my friends and we played this game that is called "Wearwolf." its like a backwards way of playing hide n seek. Well, while i was playing it was her turn to play. BTW her name is Rachel. Ok, anyways so while we were seeking for her i broke off with this other girl and guy. So as a way to lure her out I said just joking around- "I wonder were that ugly girl could be hiding!" and the girl i was seeking with said "Oh come on!! you know u have loved her for the past 5 years..." AND GUESS WHAT!!!!! she was hiding right in the shed behind us. I ran off worrying she was there because i didn't know she was there then. So, after someoen finally found her she said that she heard everything. But not in a good way, she didn't speak to me for the rest of the night. Didn't even say goodbye to me. I just sat back and listened to "Bullet for my Valentine" (band) about a month later i have to go up to new jersey to my aunts funeral. Im really bummed about the hole thing that went down there and im tryin REAL hard to get over her... So A grreat thing happened while i was up at new jersey... and then turns to CRAP. While im up there im staying with my 12 and 8 year old cousins. (both girls) So my 12 year olds cousin is this 13 year old girl that is SUPER HOT and i verbalized that i wanted to meet her. I got my cousin to email her and the girl kinda laughed and i finally emt her one night. It was just really at a glance. My brother was also with me (hes 17) So. the day after my cousin emailed her asking what she thought of me. and this is wat she said and i quote! Well ya know you can NEVER tell about someoen at just a glance. turns out shes a lieing erm well... you get it. ok so turns out she was in love wiht my brother. AND HE WONT LET ITN GO. to this day he rubs it in my freakin face... I came back and wanted to kill myself. How could life be so cruel. I have told No one about this but my best friend. My brother at one of my friends house just mentioned the girls name to all my friends so now they are bugging me to know the whole story but they dont. I can't seem to stay away from Rachel, she just seems to be always dragging me back in. I feel like she is the one to be, i have never felt this way to be. But she wont ever love me will she... life is always cruel... PLEASE HELP
BAHAHAHAH it is funny...........
hey guys! this is my second poem posted. I'm just a beginner so be gentle, im most definitly not the best poem writer, not that great. But, i like writing them. So I Present to you! Hazed Love I have nothing against love personally Its just it refuses to come to me No matter how much I beg and plead It just stays away you see Does love hate me? Is Cupid being lazy? Oh why am I so unfortunate For love to be so hazy I always heard that love will find you Well what if that’s just a lie? Living by myself, waking up alone The years to come would cause me to cry I’ve waited for longer then I can bare Its been far too long for me It’s about time that I went out And found my love to be Please tell me wat you think! =D *edit* Had to fix a couple of grammatical erors (the last part was a joke.)
probly movie on soul calibur... i saw v for vendetta but idk if they could make a game that good
woh that was deep
how did i ruin it? THERES NO SPOILER IN THAT!!!?!? you already know that she is older if u actually listened to what they said on the computer i the second lvl!!?!? and thats not a spoiler... i told u her age...
WOOT I FINNALLY CAN DO IT ON EXPERT BUT I FAIL AT THE LAST part of the insane Solo... dueling dragons or something
I recently beat F.E.A.R. APPARENTLY THERES A SPOILER HERE!!!! DONT LOOK DOWN!! and I just realized something... In the last Interval... when Alma gets older when she becomes like 18... she is HOT! does anybody else think so that has played the game?
... the first one was so pointless lol
I close my eyes... only for a moment then the moments gone...
true... i would have liked to done a picture i just didn't know how to find a render picture... cuz dont they gotta have like a white background right?
LOL... *fillerz*
