homless by maria mena "what is in this wine? the more i drink, the more i wander off into a strangers eyes. i like the way that they reflect my thoughts. and what is in this air? it feels like feathery dust everywhere. and as i breathe it in, i breathe the masculine scent of his skin."
The reason things are more complicated than just friends with benefits is because he is married. It's the reason I've stopped myself from feeling anything with him, and I don't know if that means I do have feelings for him and I'm just stopping myself from feeling them, or if they just do not exist. Either way, I do not feel any emotional attachment to him more than just friends. He lives four hours away from me. I go down and see him, mostly because if he came up here, we would have no place to go. I don't want my parents getting the wrong idea of mine and his relationship, so I would rather not let them ever meet him. Even if we don't see each other, we get on skype, so that we can have something until the next visit. The friends with benefits part is stable if you omit the other part, which I really didn't feel like exposing at the time, and wasn't expecting to be questioned about.
I like having endings spoiled.
I know I probably worded it wrong, but I'm really good with controlling my feelings, if that's what you're getting at: that eventually it will be more? We've been doing this for about a year now, and nothing has sparked between us.
Currently being in a friends with benefits type relationship at the moment, I can say it's rather amazing. We don't see each other much, but we put through the effort to see one another if we really need it. Things are more complicated than just fwb, and I've got it in my head that nothing will come from this and it helps a lot. You just need to convince yourself it's just two people having fun and nothing more, and it will probably never be more. You can't go in worrying if one person falls for the other, because then you're doomed from the start.
i'm making you wait for a reply! how are you qt pie baby cakes
infinity by the xx "i can't give it up to someone else's touch, because i care too much."
I make late night food runs all the time. ._. But to be fair, my sleep schedule has been so incredibly f'd these past few weeks, that nighttime is basically my day. And it always seems as if whenever I check the cupboards for food, there is nothing that interests me. /: Sometimes I just want to go out and eat a cheeseburger at 4:00 in the morning and we never have the stuff to make anything I want at home, so I have to go out. The people at Sheetz probably think I am such a pig. Coming in at four in the morning and practically ordering an entire dinner.
I honestly would be happy if there is a XIII-3. The cliffhanger at the end left too many questions to not continue on with the storyline. Though, I wouldn't mind there being versus either. Make announcements about both, please?
i'm waking up to us by belle and sebastian "you know i love you, here's the irony: you're going to walk away intact. i think you never liked me anyway. you like yourself and you like men to kiss your arse, expensive clothes, please stop me there."
really just messing around with making new actions.
They're part of the overlays I used. If I take them out, I get: Spoiler It's not much different, but you can tell that by shifting the overlays over some, the actual background image gives a different effect, since the top layer is different. It kind of irked me, because I sat around messing with them, debating if I should add them or not. I settled on keeping the small details of the overlays in because I thought it showed more of the background image that way, making there be less grey.
it looks like rust
I do still play WoW, and I blame that on you! <3 But I dunno. :c I've kinda gotten really pro at the game and have been clearing the last raid in...
If I had to decide between adding in a new usergroup or a premium overhaul, I would much rather have the usergroup added in, mostly because I don't feel it'd be fair for members who may not be here to vote on this subject, and as a result they get their premiumship taken away from them - if that is what is even meant? I'm assuming that people will lose being a premium and the requirements will then be made higher, so it becomes slightly harder to become a premium. If premium is kept, and then the new usergroup is added in with the rep requirement and 3,500 posts, I feel those are fair numbers. I believe that this was mentioned in the other thread, but if this does become in effect, I don't think some people will feel like premium is just a milestone (though, technically it is). It will take a while for people to obtain 2,500 more posts, and some people may never make it there, which would keep them as a premium. I'm not sure if I'm making sense, lol.
oh you cute boy hi there just playing so terrible game :c what about chu?
I guess I've just been a fan of yellow and grey together. Any shade of yellow feels like the only color that could be chosen if different shades of a color already in use are not wanted.
A few years ago, I was really, really into roleplaying on myspace. I had created a Kitty Pryde account because I adored X-men around that time. And apparently when you create one character specific to a comic or game, you come across a bunch of other different games and characters you would have never known. I had come across a Sora roleplayer, and I was so confused about who he even was, and then I saw there was a ton of Disney in the game and I was like, "how in the world did I not hear about this game before now?" I began talking to the kid out of character and asked him about Kingdom Hearts, and the next day I ended up buying both 1 and 2. I played both games up until I got stuck on a boss (which wasn't far into the game at all) and didn't play them again until two years later, where I completed both games rather quickly for having been stuck before.
KH2 > KH really wish when a new game came out, it wasn't on a different console. i am too poor to buy anything other than a playstation ;-;
