emily got bored of standing away she'd just walk past everybody un noticed and she'd aait at the lake and wwatch the patronus' better so she drifted past everyone and sat at the side of the lake
emily watched all the patronus' now joined by hers flying and running round the lake emily sighed
the wolf patronus suddenly dashed of towards the lake emily looked round the corner and saw lots of people there she defcided to watch her patronus and other patronus' from a distance
emily was in her common room when her owl swooped in wit h a letter she took the letter straight away it was from the ministry of magic it said "sorry we put your father in azkaban the person who reported him was in fact the person with the death eaters sorry for any inconvenience this may have caused" emily just stared at the letter over come with rage she threw the letter stright in the fire and walked outside the the entrance to the forbidden forest as far as she could tell no one was around she figured a patronus might take her mind off things she thought of her dad being safe at home and thought of the poor sucker who had got dad in there in the first plae "EXPECTO PATRONUM!"she yelled and a wolf patronus came out "hey my patronus changed is that meant to happen? Cat to wolf. Whats it all mean?"she asked herself maybe she could find someone who could tell her but instead of going anywhere she just watched her wolf run around
ooc:sorry i just forget full stops i never read them in books i just read everything in just one huge lump oh i have to go now damn it anyway see ya
"oh really i could have ended up in getting conni killed by his brother i led you straight to voldemort recklessly not thinking about anyone getting hurt i then just completely messed up defence atgainst he dark arts and got the teacher hung from the air which might end up in me getting expelled my mother going nuts and my father...staying in azkaban"emily said her last sentence really quietly wandering how her dad was doing
"look i havent been trying to kill anyone i'm sorry for ever coming to hogwarts the only thing i've caused is trouble"emily said trying to prevent herself from crying
"no i didn't drop it i threw it at you because you were laughing at me but anyway you say you don't have then i'll just go find it"emily said turning away "oh and i'm sorry"she added quickly
emily set off to find conni and saw her talking to ralene "hey conni do you have my wand or di you leave it on the floor?"emily asked
emily suddenly remembered she had thrown her wand at conni if it was on the floor she'd get it back if conni has it she'd never get it back emily was doomed for all her lessons
ooc:actually wouldnt it be easier to play voldemort and whenever you want? bic:emily just thought about everything that had happened sice she'd been at school nothing but trouble she walked to her common room went up to the girls dormitorie not n oticing anyone at all and sat on her bed
emily kept walking around more than anything she just wanted to apologize for being a freak and...and do something about it but she knew it was too late for that every one thinks shes in alleigence with boldemort
emily slipped from behind the suit of armour she couldnt stay there forever and without really caring where she went walked pastconn and ralene and lily without even realizing they were there
emily screamed and threw her wand at conni and ran round a corner and hid behind a suit of armour where she crouched and was shaking with fear if voldemort had been listening then she would be doomed and if any one saw her she would just be less real than a ghost
emily looked behind her as she ran and she looked back in front and before she could stop she accidently ran into a wall head first ooc:i know that but no one actually told emily this in the rp
"and you know what i just lied i wouldnt do that lily i'm not a dark wizard in fact i'm going to find voldemort to tell him i quit i'll ask him to give me a painfull death instead of a quick easy one its not as if anyone would care anyway"emily said and then pointed her wand at the teacher "levicorpus"she said and left the teacher danglinbg there and emily opened the door and walked out and started crying she looked back at the classroom and just ran away from it
"so you do think i'm crazy then? well your probably right and you know what? i'm starting to regret the fact i didn't try to eliminate lily when voldemort told me i was under the impression i'd met a group of people who didnt think i was crazy well this just shows me never to do what i feel is right again doesnt it?"emily said walking towards the door
"ok i'll get down"she said undoing the spell then muttered "muffliato" so no one else could here what they were saying then emily crossed her arms "you all think i'm crazy don't you?you think i'm some crazy deranged person who shoudnt be aloud to walk around with a wand dont you?"emily said thinking thats what they were talking about her a minute ago
"hanging up side down in mid air isn't it obvious?"emily asked pretending to be some sort of idiot to have an excuse to get out of class
emily pointed her wand at herself and muttered "levicorpus" and she was dangling upside down in the air again
