I only know what I see and what they tell me. That's all. I only believe things when I see them for myself. Or experience them for myself. Doesn't make me any less concerned about my friends.
Airo is an ancient being that lives within Kazuki-san, professng to be his ancestor. I know Kazuki-san isn't exactly human, bu claims to be something called a Spiral. I'm not entirely sure what a Spiral is or the duties he has or even a bloodline, but he has confessed that he can feel all of the sorrow of every living being and in fact is integrated into that sorrow. It really shocked me to hear it and it also upset me a bit because as a friend, I don't want my friend to feel that constant weight on their shoulders. I know what it is like to experience sorrow myself. Not fun. Not fun at all. I'm so sorry he has such a burden. At first I did believe Airo to be a split-persona, but now I know it is not the case. Airo is practically a leech. The two do not exactly have a high respect for each other, Kazuki-san degrading Airo whenever he has control. I respect Airo much but he hasa cocky air about him and loves to prove you wrong and that he is superiour to everyone. He reminds me of Vexen. Haha. Kazuki-san is also strong willed, but not so much as cocky. He blushes when he recieves compliments and it softer at heart. He is also very poetick and artistic-minded. He thinks more like an artist while Airo thinks more like a scientist. Though both of them have developed some of each others quirks afte being together for so long. Knowing Airo makes me miss Issy...which is another entity that I knew of that my online friend, Pherret, possessed. He was more demonic in nature I believe...I truely believe he is a demon. Pherret wishesto believe he is one of her characters incarnated into a spiritual entity. Haha. He was so nonchalant and genraly uncaring about everything around him. Then I have Vince, who is the demon-spirit that 'haunts' my best friend Jess. he despises his being and isvery intelligent. He, like I do, find humans quite interesting. I think he has a crush on Jess, much to my dismay...as I am quite fond of his company...Haha. I talk too much.
Aye. ...But what exactly do I have to sing?
Well yeah...It kind of happens another way with me as well. Kazuki-san hasn't spoken to me since he found out I slept with Pink....since that day I haven't heard from him at all, and it worries me. I know he was also having majour issues, even with Airo (an entity that lives inside of him) and he told me he was becoming more and more like Airo and less of himself every day. It's worried me so much...Beforehand it was Airo who was disappearing and now it is Kazuki-san, and I just made matters worse. I suppose... I guess those two are in some sort of power struggle for existence. I don't have another personality or entity like some of my friends do, s I can't relate which makes it harder. I actually admit I like Airo a wee bit more. he is an alchemist and a scientifical genius (which is my weakness...). The bad blood between Kazuki-san and Pink is terrifying to me...if my liking Pink makes Kazuki-san that upset. Problem is, lately as I hang out more and more with Pink, I find that I really DO like him (I know I know, I'm contradicting my last post about Pink...where I said I'd neve like him ever...). I fall for all of the wrong people, but I get attached (not like dependent or clingy, but as in a true care for people) to individuals much when I get to know them. It is a majour flaw that has caused me many sacrifices in life. I don' necessarily know that I'd change that about me though. It is a very defining point of my personality.
Thank you guys. I hope Pink agrees to help me out on this one. I'm a bit clueless when it comes to certain matters, but he seems to have his head screwed on a bit more correctly than I do with mine. However, I feel it is not in his nature to help said person with medical poblems. You see, while I am at peace with the whole crew, there seems to be some bad blood between some of the individuals I call my friends. It can be rather...annoying and troublesome at times. I do my best to deal with it.
...I guess he actually needs a doctor then. This has been going on again off again for over a week.
......Okay.....so if...you have on and off head pains (bad ones) and your nose pours blood every now and then and makes it to the point you pass out, what is that a sign of? What could that mean is wrong? Just wondering. Sorry for the randomness.
I can try. What do I have to do for the project?
I loved school.......... It got me away from home. Which I hate. So I loved school.
I hate drawing clothes...if you wonder why alot of times I draw naked men. Not because I'm perverted. Holy god...I'm 23. I feel old and run down. I'm loving someone because they made me a Vexen signature for my birthday. Other gifts: I took my brothers out to dinner and got yelled at by my mother for everything under the sun (same old same old). Whee at my fail life. At least I got some work done on my game-making today. But that signature. Really. Made. My. Day. I know I'm weird, but little things make me very happy. I adore Sai's sketches of Sai. They make me melt when I look at them.
Thank you so much. I've kind of had a rough day. This makes me so happy thanks!
Thank you so much for wishing me a happy birthday! It means a ton. <3
Beautiful saying there. My life is quite tough as well. Keep your head up.
Song lyricks written for a character my friend played in my popular Silent Hill forum RPG I had a few years back. Maim Yearbook, torn through the pages A walk through the ages tells me something older Coldest shoulder A peek to the past brings something about For reason to shout as the blood flows freer Dripping fear My life, my life! (We walk through tearing the pages!) Still the dust that settles over my broken bones My life, my way! (The past brings something more about!) Break the rusted chain that binds me in eternal condemnation Is there ever a day… (No reason to shout.) Around the burning bushes that cry out my name? Raining flame! A word for shame! My way, my fame! (Falling back on you!) Maim… Venting my thought towards payment Crossing bitter pavement brings me somewhat closer Mimic poser A blow to the chest, two cents for reward Lucky players card in hand I take my chances Fire dances Across the picture to an open window, a scene Dirty pair of blue jeans and a fight that's stirring Altogether reoccurring in the mind of a madman, blues You choose but you never really win And rolling the dice more than twice is nothing but A sin My way, my fame! (Blood flows freer!) Stilled the dust that settles over my broken bones My fame, my fame! (Body's dripping fear…) Broke the rusted chain that defied my redemption And there's always that day… Around the crying bushes that once burned with flame. Raining my name! Screaming in pain! My pain, my gain! (Rolling the dice nothing but a sin) My life, my way! (You try, you chose, but you never really win) My way, my name! ( In the mind of a madman!) Maim…
This group has a project? If anyone knows how to master/mix musick and make it sound professional, or do sfx, would you consider joining a game dev team? Some Lyricks: Maim Yearbook, torn through the pages A walk through the ages tells me something older Coldest shoulder A peek to the past brings something about For reason to shout as the blood flows freer Dripping fear My life, my life! (We walk through tearing the pages!) Still the dust that settles over my broken bones My life, my way! (The past brings something more about!) Break the rusted chain that binds me in eternal condemnation Is there ever a day… (No reason to shout.) Around the burning bushes that cry out my name? Raining flame! A word for shame! My way, my fame! (Falling back on you!) Maim… Venting my thought towards payment Crossing bitter pavement brings me somewhat closer Mimic poser A blow to the chest, two cents for reward Lucky players card in hand I take my chances Fire dances Across the picture to an open window, a scene Dirty pair of blue jeans and a fight that's stirring Altogether reoccurring in the mind of a madman, blues You choose but you never really win And rolling the dice more than twice is nothing but A sin My way, my fame! (Blood flows freer!) Stilled the dust that settles over my broken bones My fame, my fame! (Body's dripping fear…) Broke the rusted chain that defied my redemption And there's always that day… Around the crying bushes that once burned with flame. Raining my name! Screaming in pain! My pain, my gain! (Rolling the dice nothing but a sin) My life, my way! (You try, you chose, but you never really win) My way, my name! ( In the mind of a madman!) Maim… **Was for a character my friend made for my popular Silent Hill Forum Roleplay**
Since it's my birthday...I hope it is alright for me to make a request to anyone/everyone who wants to make something for me. I just need more Vexen. Fanart, signatures, avatars, anything. I'm trying to fill my computer up as much as possible with him...then I'm going to make a image slideshow for youtube (I will credit you) with musick I make. So if anyone wants to donate some for my request, THANKS. I appreciate it much. If requested, I will do an art trade in return. Just saying. Thanks so much.
God!!! I mean...Vexen!
Oh god Oh god Oh GOD! Oh God. Vexen is God! I love his voice. I love his laugh. I love him. LOVE! <3
I want to pet it.
He is the element of gay. I wish. Its flowers.
