It's good burnitup. I like it, and if you want my guidence on it, I can slip in a few words. Your grammar and spelling has improved, there were a few mistakes, but your getting better at it. And otherwise, it seems slightly fast paced, you might want to slow down and add in more stuff that happens, instead of having it rush so much into the storyline. But otherwise, I like it, and want to read the next chapter. ^^
Alrighty, see you tommorrow. Your welcome, I'd do anything for a friend. And I hope things get better for you.
Then, if it's something bad you did that you feel bad for, try to do what you can for anyone to repent for it. I know what it's like to do things that are wrong, or especially not do something you know you should have, and have lost something from that. If you didn't run from something that won't stop messing with you, then just try to deal with it untill you are free from it, or at least until things get better. I don't know your situation, and I know it must be hard for you, so I certainly won't ask anything about it. If you choose to talk to me about it ever, I'll do anything I can for you, and not talk about it to anyone. But everyone screws up. By screwing up, you learn not to let it happen again. Sometimes it takes more than one screw up to teach you, too. It's natural for everyone to learn this way, so one, two, or even five screw ups are fine, as long as you learn from it. By learning, you can also straighten out your life. You should try talking to my friend, I think. She would know and understand you better. But I am pretty understanding, so I'm trying what I can to help others, as well as improve myself.
Whatever you find important in life, yourself, and your hope, are what you need to hold onto. At least hold onto the hope for a better future. My friend has had so much happen....but she held onto her friends, her hope, and a small bit of sanity that nobody hurting her could steal away. You need to remember one thing though. Everything you do will affect everyone around you. You need to make sure your choices don't hurt the ones you love. That's a big thing my friend learned, and has kept with her. The one thing that has kept her from loosing what she has now, and will have more of in the future. I was REALLY close to loosing my best friend. She could be dead right now. I'm ****ing glad she's not. I know that if you can just look ahead, and try to find more than what your caught in, you'll reach it someday. Just don't give up. Please don't. It may seem completely impossible, or the wait may be too long, but if you can just hold on, I know you'll be happy someday.
I know....I didn't want to seem rude or anything. Ehhh....life is much easier on some people rather than others. Believe me, I know my life may be lonely, but good. When your one of the happier people watching your best friend suffer relentlessly....it really piles stress and held back tears in you. My best friend's life....only strong people could make it through. I know I would never be able to live like her, or other people who have to suffer so much, so I admire the ones who can live through it. I'll tell you something....if you just hold on, and not let go, things will get better. Things are better for my friend, now that she's living with us and away from her..."familly", but she still has problems. But soon, she'll be out of it, she's come a long way, and she's away from a good deal of her pain, she's stopped the bad stuff she was doing, and she's much happier now. She never thought she'd escape any of it, but she has. That's why, no matter how hard things get, they get better as long as you hold on, and not give up.
Okay. ^^ So, how have you been lately?
Hey kikame. I'm here, as long as you haven't left. (Considering your invisible and all...^^; )
Arigato, Sir.
*Falls out of seat in shock* ....No, seriously. I'm surprised you remembered me. O.o;
And the cat can't attend~ If anyone remembers me...I'll fall out of my seat in shock.
Hmm....well, just try to hold out untill she's back. If you don't like the way you are, then use it as leverage to become the person you want to be. That's what I did when I was younger, and now I'm fine. Anyways, I need to go to bed. Good Night.
....Why isn't there any food around? And I get the insomnia thing. ....I guess, you've just changed. Just let me ask you to at least try to be a bit nicer to him, please? He's not a bad guy, he's really sweet. Try not to be so hard on him, because I hate it when my friends fight or get mad at eachother....
Then go eat something, and go to sleep. But....I really don't think that's the only problem. You've been rather hard on him for quite a while now....
Okay, see ya later, xeigin.
That's good. ^^ And no, nothing's really happened lately.
Actually, he left because he had homework to do. And can't you be a bit kinder to him? You've been...kinda rude to him for a long time now. It's starting to get to me... Hey xeigin, I've been good. How have you been, these days?
....Okay, kikame. Maybe sleep will do you some good. Good night....I hope you'll be okay....
How so? Please explain, because I was WAY screwed up in the head when I was a kid, but now I'm okay.
It's alright, kikame. Take your time, and just think about who you want to be. It may not come to you too fast. Trust me, I'm still fixing myself up to be the person I want to be, and I'm improving very well. Having support from people you care about DEFINATLY helps, too. Without my friends, I wouldn't have made it. Just take your time, you won't recover immediatly. It'll take time and effort, but you can build yourself up to be who you want to be. So keep on trying.
Alright, kikame. See ya later. Good luck finding yourself. Remember, your not the only person who has gone through this, so if you need anybody to talk to, I'm always here.
