What do I do to ignore them behind me? Do I follow my instincts blindly? Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening? Do I sit here and try to stand it? Or do I try to catch them red-handed? Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness, Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness? Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin I make the right moves but I'm lost within I put on my daily façade but then I just end up getting hurt again By myself (Myself) Pre chorus: I ask why, but in my mind I find I can't rely on myself I can't hold on To what I want when I'm stretched so thin It's all too much to take in I can't hold on To anything watching everything spin With thoughts of failure sinking in If I turn my back I'm defenseless And to go blindly seems senseless If I hide my pride and let it all go on Then they'll take from me 'till everything is gone If I let them go I'll be outdone But if I try to catch them I'll be outrun If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer (By myself) Pre chorus Chorus How do you think I've lost so much I'm so afraid, I'm out of touch How do you expect I will know what to do When all I know is what you tell me to Don't you know I can't tell you how to make it go No matter what I do, how hard I try I can't seem to convince myself why I'm stuck on the outside Chorus (2x)
Darkwatch, Welcome back lol!
am I on all these lists really? is it sucking up, or do you guys really like me that much? just a random though.
and yes I know its a failed attempt at the font.... im bored...
Happy birthday to ~Namine_Hearts~, ix_Marisa_xi0, and KL93 hope all three of you have a great day doing whatever it is you do!
you rock ^_^ that is all.
OST for The World Ends With You just came in the mail....yay....
I just grinded from level 16 to 25 tonight in flyff....my brain feels like Styrofoam...
if anyone wants to talk to me from now on, you must add xetjsin@hotmail.com I will not begoing on shrapnalintheleg@hotmail.com any longer, it was too clustered and I couldnt get it organized in a reasonable time limit. again, add xetjsin@hotmail.com if you wish to continue to have me in your contact list.
has me on their MSN and whats your names there? I'm trying to compile all KHV people into one group.
400 posts until I'm premium.....lulz
so anyone need anything done? *falls backwards and twitches*
hows you all doing today? Good I hope. I made a few changes to the forum, incase some of you noticed your post count drop. News & Updates, and Forum News, as well as Suggestions are now set to (posts dont count)
to lay down my new name and everything I'm looking for a new sig I want this image: full creative choices goes to the one who does this for me, though I want the words "Focus...Your senses.." to be somewhere in it.
If I see one more instance of people talking in thread titles, I will set forth temporary banishments. This is your final warning.
*sets down the DS and turns off TWEWY* Im officially.....BORED
a new kitten ^_^ I'm such a sucker for cute cats....
http://outspark.com/solstice This is actually a pretty nice game It is said that during days in a time long past, peace was more than an empty word. A great King, mighty and fair, ruled the land of Xen with responsibility entrusted to him by the gods before they left the mortal plane. With this trust came the Solstice Sphere, an ancient and mysterious artifact possessing great power. In time the king married and the union yielded twin daughters, Adeline and Marian. They were like the sun and the moon, opposites but forever entwined with the future of Xen. Time passed and the princesses grew, reaching womanhood before the eyes of their people. Adeline became a shining beauty, like the sun with a heart of gold. The people of Xen adored her. Always at her father's side, she watched and learned as the King went about his duties. With a thirst for knowledge, she learned from the greatest teachers in the land. It was her destiny to one day inherit the throne and become the kingdom's future. While Adeline became like the sun, Marian grew to become the moon. In the shadow of her sister she became envious, and the darkness of jealousy soaked her heart. While admirers heaped endless praise on Adeline, seeds of bitterness and resentment began to grow in Marian. Hidden under the sheen of superficial happiness, they waited for the perfect moment to bloom. Years passed, and the princesses approached the age of 18. On their birthday Adeline received a special gift from her parents - the Solstice Sphere! On that day the mysterious ancient relic passed from father to daughter. But it was far from a glorious occasion. A series of horrific events would soon take place and ultimately drench the land of Xen in the suffering it knows today.
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and I'm bored and wired, so, someone give me soemthing to do namechange? locked threads? moved threads? anything at all!?
