happiness They are a little in over their heads though at this point. I don't understand it but, I can't complain at all.
got me this for early birthday gift lol
i googled a picture of a cute animal for you
what's new khv? how's life treatin' ya?
meow .
this makes me happy
Spoiler you saw it coming
Well I haven't really written a poem in awhile and I decided that I should get back into writing like I used to. I hope it's not too rusty: The Things That Remind Me Of You Mended hearts Blue eyes Smoke in our breath Dazed and smiling Laughter and rainfall Sensitive skin Soft to the touch With a quick reaction Hand-holding Sweet kisses and urgent hugs These teenage years We sit idle, we sit in tears We sit in a storm of our own emotions We wait for a sun We wait for a savior We wait for a prince So I've waited for you
I don't know if anyone made a thread about this already but How does this Become this Seriously I don't get it PUBERTY WHY DID YOU NOT DO THIS TO ME
1. On Father’s Day this year my family got into this whole big chaotic mess of a fight and my dad told us he was leaving us. We all begged him to stay and my mom and him talked because that’s what it took for her to realize that she has to fix herself and stop fighting with everyone, especially me. My mom and I have a complicated relationship. She is harder on me than anyone I know but expects me to talk to her about things going on in my life with ease. Her and I fight about everything. And I guess that’s why I’ve changed so much over the years into doing whatever I want and not caring. The fights have numbed me into being immune to disappointment. She doesn’t trust me or anyone else in my family. Yet even in my environment I am responsible and show responsibility. I do not come home drunk or high, I do not make an ass out of myself and embarrass her. I do well in school. I’m just trying to make it by and have fun and be happy and I guess she used to stand in the way of that and now suddenly she is trying to change but I just can’t let her in easily. Is this immaturity on my part? I forgive but just not this easily. All of my life she’s made me feel like I’m the burden of the family and I’m to blame but now she loves me and she tells me it’s not my fault that my dad almost left. I just can’t believe it after everything that’s happened. I can’t go from being the “black sheep†to being a key part of my family. It’s to drastic for my mind to imagine at this point that I mean something to her sometimes. 2. I am always getting complaints on anonymous whether it’s formspring or tumblr or even a friend I get into a fight with that I’ve changed. Not that I take anon’s seriously but it makes me wonder. I know I’ve changed over the years. Some members here can probably see that. I’ve changed from being straightedge and honestly a complete push over to someone who socially does things and can stand up for myself. I guess when you’re friends with someone who’s spineless and ugly and they gradually improve their convidence and learn how to use makeup it’s shocking and not as good as the person I was before. I feel like I’ve gotten better. I’ve grown more confidence in myself, I’m happier with who I am, I still like the same things I’ve always have, I just try things out in life and won’t take crap from people anymore. But is this really something to complain about? I mean I know not everyones going to like me but it bugs me that people view a transition to be a bad thing. I live for change. Doing the same stuff over and over is boring and not thrilling. Am I just being ignorant? This didn’t happen in a day either, as nothing does. I find that people blame my boyfriend and friends and other influences for something that isn’t a big deal in my opinion. I’m not abusing anything whether it be a person, a substance, or myself. I don’t have an addictive personality, and I don’t think smoking weed and drinking is something to brag about. I don’t like talking about that stuff because it changes how people think of me for some reason. But I guess I’m ranting and it needs to be said now because I’m getting a worse rep than I deserve among the people who wish for the “old me†which I don’t find to be as desirable or that drastically different than me currently. sorry for grammer etc it's late and im tired and i just needed to vent
haha it sucks seriously i tried kind of this is why i don't do this stuff obviously :(
Casey Anthony was found not guilty. Welp no hope for humanity
But I apologize in advance: Mosquitos just bother me so much. Especially when I have 6 bites on each foot and four awkwardly near my crotch area. I guess this is what I get for wearing sandals and shortie shorts at night. -____- How are you KHV? Not scratching up all of your skin I hope.
Finally remembered one thing I don't like about summer -____-
how are you on this fine day?
I AM A MAN x
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