My dog turned of my computer before... xD
Total turn on for any woman.
I think I just blew up the whole spamzone by mistake. Help me clean up the ashes.
Some guy is talking to me about how I put my MSN on 4chan and I never did. He added me and I don't know him at all,and I asked him if he knew about KHV and he didn't. This has happened to me twice today. I'm kinda freaked ;_; He says the thread is dead so,nobody can see it...But I'm still freaked out. And I'm not accusing anybody;but this is the only site I put my MSN on. I actually installed MSN to talk to people on here...
This is the best story ever so listen up. A conversation about Trolls: The end. Hope you enjoyed it.
Nevermind.
How do we make pink lemonade? With pink lemons?
So a lot of things have been changing in my life lately... First off...I'm going to high school next year and I'll be honest I'm pretty scared. Most of my friends aren't going to my high school and I'm unsure of what I want to do with my life. People keep telling me how much pressure I'm going to be under to remain a great student,keep a social life and not giving into peer pressure.(which is not going to be that hard for because I have no interest in drugs/alcohol/smoking whatsoever.Although,I am bad at saying no to someone and I don't have that much confidence;which is something I need to work on...) Another thing that is bothering me is holidays without my grandparents. My grandparents both died this year within about 17 days of each other and it's still very hard on me. This is my first birthday,thanksgiving and christmas without them in my life. It's so different than past years. I feel horrible about not talking to my grandparents more. They were trying to cut ties with my family because I guess they thought that it would be better to die and not be as close. Although,it was still horrible either way. I feel as though if they could have told me they were sick (my grandmother mostly) I could have done something and helped them...Or maybe I could have just picked up the phone and talked before they died. Because I hadn't really seen them for months before their death. There is also more things going on with me... My family is always constantly fighting all the time and I feel as though we don't love each other. Our car rides are either filled with silence or bickering. My sister is the worst. She told me that she hoped I got hit by a train because I was fighting with her. It hurts. Then you have my parents fighting because my mother is acting rather angry lately and my father is trying to make the best of things and it isn't working out. ~ I feel sort of alone in the world. Like nobody is here for me,to support me in any of my decisions in the future. I don't know if it's right for me to say what I feel because it's so hard to describe.I guess I have it in my head that nobody really cares for me. I'm not sure about anything,even myself. I can't even think sometimes because my head starts pounding. I don't usually play this card;but it feels as though I am misunderstood by people. They think that I am out to get them and I'm trying to be hurtful when I'm not. Most of my friends give me a hard time about things. Whatever I do isn't cool in their eyes. One of my friends critisized golf right in front of me,even though she knows I enjoy it and I'm on the team. Some of them talk about their grandparents constantly around me;which I don't think is right. I'm used to maybe mentioning something;but having a whole conversation with me?It's a bit mean to be honest. They never even listen to me when I tell them to stop acting like that. I try to keep remembering the good times with people;and it's hard because there are hardly any I can even remember... I am usually generally a happy person but now I'm just not. I'm not sure of who to trust or who my friends are because some girls have been so nasty to me I've remembered everything they've said because it's so engraved in my head. I'm not saying I'm innocent;because I'm not. I just don't warrant the abuse. I'm sometimes overly tired and mean to people for no reason,It's like I'm in a pattern to act this way...Even though I don't want to. I usually try to be the bigger person and try to understand people more but I just can't. For some reason I'm not acting like my usual self. I am so nostalgic it's not even funny. +Don't not take me seriously because of my username. It's meant to be funny because I honestly don't like Miley Cyrus...But I'd appreciate you guys telling me what I should do or give me advice without being wise asses ;-; This is actually more of a venting thread and getting things off my chest. To everyone of KHV: Sorry if I took anything out on you;because I know I do that sometimes. And I'm sorry if I've been anything but nice to any of you. Sometimes I act immature also. Sometimes I take things out on people to make myself feel better and even though I am going through a hard time nobody deserves it and I'm sorry. Some members on here think I'm arrogant,immature and I have a huge ego. And some well, hate/dislike me for a reason I do not know... Although I have to no idea why...Because I usually put others before myself and try to act friendly with everyone...I can't help but wonder if I'm an all around ***** to some of you in plain english. I'm sorry if I am. Please tell me if I've done anything mean to you because I couldn't honestly live with myself being to mean to people I hardly even know for no reason whatsoever. It may sound pathetic but some of you know me better than people I've met in real life.So I don't want you guys to think badly of me anymore. This isn't quite a goodbye thread. I actually think it only half fits in this section though. And yes CtR's post inspired me to write this because I,as well have some things to get off my chest.
[I love my new username.] Nobody's Perfect
I'm leaving to go to Washington for 2 days;then from there I'm going to Virginia for a week.I don't have any internet connection or anything in the hotel. It'll be fun,eh? Although, I'm not looking forward to the drive. xD Cya guys<3
Loves the word indeed?
lololololololol u guys r u mad @ each othr. lolol silly boi.
Not so happy when you almost get killed by fireworks.
I hate bands that only have one good song.
Happy Early Birthday. :lolface:
