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Has this place gotten better or worse? [/waits for people to **** brix at username] are you kidding me. I swear i put this in spamzone. Urghhhh.
And since I found out that my failing health may lead to my death, I figured I'd pop in and make one. Basically, I might have lung cancer. Not that surprising with all the smoke I'm around. But I reuse to let anyone I know irl find out. So I figure, I better focus doubly hard on my studies, and try and at least make it through High School without killing myself over the **** that's going on right now. Love forever to Lulu, Alli-nyan, Starfishyyy, Kiire-chan, Xandy, Mari-sama, Xenni, and Twister D. Respect goes out to the musicians, and artists of all types on here who I will stalk to the ends of the earth.
I'm ranting. It's been a while, so forgive me for being a little rusty and for being anonymous. If the person it speaks of reads this they'll know who they are. I miss you. I miss the talks we used to have. But you know what I miss most? I miss you not being a total ******* to me whenever I try and speak to you. Every god damn time I even pretend I give a **** about how you're doing you ignore me or say you're the same you always have been. Nothing new has happened? Is that even ****ing possible after half a year? And you know what, I'm not going to bother taking blame for things ending up this way like usual. Lord knows you're probably just some pedo who was pretending to be my friend and have the same intrests as me. No, it's all your god damn fault for letting our friendship fall apart. The least you can do is give me answers that are more than three letters long. Do you know what kind of hell it's been thinking about how it was all my fault that you became a part of my life? All I want to do right now is freaking strangle you for making it bad enough that I considered smashing my face in. I don't care if this is unorganized and confusing. I just need to say it. Just... urgh I don't even know. I just want to ****ing die every time I remember you because you remind me of so many good things that I just can't have. And every time I reach out to one of those things it's as if you're the one who slaps my hand away and rips my heart to shreds over and over again. I hate you. I hate you so much that I figure I might as well just take a match and burn myself to ashes every time you don't respond. obtw I'm leaving KHV. <3 and it does not have anything to do with this. it's because i'm in the middle of a lot of things right now that affect the rest of my life and i don't have time for this shithole to affect me
But Croatia was a part of the Austro-Hungarian Empire, right? I'm trying to remember...
My only sunshine You make me happy when skies are grey You'll never know, dear, how much I love you Please don't take my sunshine away
see him here ;D
Please read I gave my friend permission to post this on LJ as we agreed that it would be a good discussion topic. Read all the comments, as well. They play perhaps the biggest part in the argument. In case you're wondering, I'm Zoe/wwwlolitacom Discuss.
#1- cried myself to sleep last night #2- burst out crying during English #3- texted her throughout dinner #4- became addicted to a fictional character #5- reason I'm failing algebra darn her and her depressing-ness D<
Okay so yeah, gaem tiem. things I used in my cosplay: +One beret +Two metal curtain hangers [to make a cross] +One jacket +One pair of puffy pants +One pair of soccer socks +One cat +One white t-shirt +One pair of white soccer socks. I have curly brown hair. cosplay was assembled in: 7 minutes Who did I cosplay?
D.C. OH OHa
Simply put, do you practise magic? Do you believe that some can perform magic? I do believe in magic, and often set charms, curses, seals, etc. I perform seances and read tea leaves. For a few dollars over the summer I read palms. My grandmother and my best friend are Wiccan. And you?
Just wondering. EDIT: **** YES THEY KEEP SHOUTING OUT TO ME 8D
-xxx- CnCOrI'llKillUKthx
And my brother was watching Kamen Riders on 4Kids. I even stuck around to make doubly sure it wasn't Power Rangers. It shows that I never watch TV.
And my teacher started reading manga over my shoulder. I raged. I was just sitting there innocently reading shounen-ai and he comes up and starts reading over my shoulder. I pretended not to notice him and started to sing Maru Kaite Chikyuu to annoy him. It worked. He left. Then I continued to read.
That Nazi uniforms are so freaking cool? Gahh... I want one but I can't just be like, "Hey mum, can I buy this Nazi uniform of eBay?" or something. Solution?
CnCnShit
So I scratched away furiously at my leg as usual, but then something less usual happened. My blood ran black for a moment. I don't mean, 'it looked black it was so dark'. I mean black. Is this a health concern? I don't want my insurance being jeopardized.
I shall now assemble an army and conquer East Europe. From there, we shall move towards West Europe and into Asia. My points of issue: *My army currently consists of mostly 14 year old girls with no skill whatsoever *I have no funds *There is no support from large companies, governments, etc. who may be of aid *My Mum and Pop'll kill me if they find out >> *People refuse to believe me *People won't take me seriously *My grades are slipping and they're my top priority as of the moment *I mispelled 'Eurasian' in the title
