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They're one of my all time favorite bands, and if it weren't for them, I would not be getting along as well with people in my school (common interests are rare here yo)

My favorite songs are Revenga, B.Y.O.B., Mr. Jack, Question!, Radio/Video, and Violent pornography.But all their music is lovely~

I really would love to see them one day, and they're fab, and i probably wouldn't have gotten into much more rock than I was (2 bands) if it wasn't for this band. *o*

Does anybody else like them?

So, I seriously need a general opinion on this - rather than continuing to ask my few friends who know me very well. Let's put it bluntly - I am a writer, and I never finish anything. at all.


I have a few open project, most of which I more or less wade over and think about all the time (but never actually do any writing, but hey, this makes me happy. Plotting and stuff in my head~), but I have one that's going to try to be completed.

Also bluntly, it's about me and my friends going on a mass adventure - this story stemmed from the whole castle thing I had going on (Basically I called myself the Goddess, and gave my friends titles, Scott The Jack, Madie The Princess, etc). That, originally, was for shits and giggles. It's now a dead serious sort of story.

And despite my beta being a butthole and leaving me the other day, I'm still going through with this. (D o n e with betas. LOL. ) I mean, its' a completely serious story about me and my friends. In an alternate world. It has a few fandom characters (if you can name my avatar, You've got one), but they're mostly supporting roles, and there's also a few fandom mechanics (a few things from a particular final fantasy game) but original locations/world/culture/etc. I mean, I told all 5 of my party members/friends that make an appearance in this (although, there's a few others i know scattered about here and there, but they're not really important) and some have been supportive - well 4 ouf of 5. Scott didn't really say anything, but he's not mad about it, so whatevers about him.

I'm also using it as a means of, how do iput it, letting go perhaps? Well not letting go, because i'm not really the type to do that, but ya know, going forward. (Brotrip: I also don't like when people say 'MOVE ON' I don't know why, but the conclusion i've came to with that is really hard to explain, but I digress) or maybe jsut coming to peace with certain things.

Scott is going to graduate this year and he's pretty much my only friend in school (Tyler E. is cool too and all, but eh. I won't ever really miss Tyler), and i don't know how else to make myself understand that i'm going to be alone. ya know unless I make a plot where something happens and he's separated from us (the party) for whatever reason.

And maybe - I've been really depressed over the past 2 years or so, and i'm only, as of September, really getting better? And maybe this whole thing is a way to tie it all together ya know go on a final adventure and start anew. iuno.

Now with a bit of a background, is this wrong? Even though one might say i'm in love with two or one of them, I mean, its' not like i'm going to write a romance plot (because, tbh, it'd be lame, and cliche, and i want to avoid that) and iuno. (Also, when people say that I'm just a teenage girl in love i want to punch a baby in the face because that is the most stupid thing i have ever heard and please don't assume that's what our whole ~friendship~ is all about. idk I hope you catch my drift) I just want to be told. what i'm doing is, okay?? that i'm not completely off the walls crazy and ya know.

In essence unless there's a story involved, i've figured out I can't quite seem to do anything emotionally wise (Aka move forward at all). It's just a method that really really helps??

Idk ya'll please tell me i'm not crazy and this is perfectly okay.