protip: it happened to every normal member since it was due to a permissions change for the group "Member"
I'm feeling rather warm, which is counter logical since it's 11pm
System of a Down - B.Y.O.B (Bring Your Own Bombs) Marching forward hypocritic And hypnotic computers. You depend on our protection, Yet you feed us lies from the table cloth.
Trivium - Contempt Breeds Contamination Racially singled out He must have a gun And yet you get off with no time How can this be the answer No crime yet they shot away He now lies dead, the blood is on your hands Hands which were supposed to protect People like the man you blew away This isn't justice, this is corruption The four protectors fired 41 shots Hitting him 19 times Searching the body there were no weapons found He lies with all who died in vain
[video=youtube;_lg-CuSyW7E]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_lg-CuSyW7E&feature=related[/video] Raise the guns At every self-made suspicion Build the bombs Corrupt policy's decision Our Leaders Preach if we disagree We're the traitors of society Homophobia Racism Sexism Our Systems breed supremacy
Trivium - Anthem (We Are The Fire) Our masses strength an unstoppable horde...
Sigh. I suppose I'm going to have to out myself sooner or later. Might as well get it over with. I'm an MtF transgender peoples person
Yes I'm that same whiny emo kid.
As you wish.
Incorrect.
Not by choice.
My gender is indeed female.
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If I hear one more person say batman or any other DC character should be in the next avengers movie I'll cry.
.. Populous 3: The Beginning?
Improve your civilization!
You possess a strong sense of self-importance or an overdeveloped self regard. You nevertheless have the ability to make emotional connections to others and are capable of achieving satisfaction in a romantic relationship. However, your self-regard has the tendency to limit your emotional depth and to leave you feeling not completely committed or emotionally distanced. You do not easily form strong emotional bonds. You are often unstable, and tend to blame your problems on others and on circumstances that are beyond your control. Although you greatly desires to make a good impression and to be known and respected by others, you are very easily frustrated from your goals and will very quickly devolve into a feeling of helplessness. The idea of failing is often so frightening that the fear itself will lead to failure. After stress has left you to pick up the pieces, you will often feel victimized by forces around you. I started panicking halfway through for some reason and now I feel sick ._. ohwell. I disagree with the first paragrph but wholly agree with the second.
[video=youtube;RzJKzk8SCrM]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RzJKzk8SCrM[/video]
Insert better filler than this here. Perhaps the root of the problem might not actually lie in feeling that I am inconveniencing others with my presence. I can't really claim to know right now. I'll think on it.
Wanting to feel guilty? hrm.. Well it's not a voluntary action as far as I'm aware, unless the desire in unconscious. As for my belief I am a christfag but I'm far from religious. And although it does not strictly atone for anything as that which I'm atoning for is no crime at all it still atones for the transgressions my mind percieves, it is less a matter of paying for crimes than convincing my mind that I have, and thus allowing it to grant me a moment of rest and satisfaction. As for trying to fix my wrongs that would involve removing myself from society completely. Quite frankly I'd love to be a hikikomori. They've been around for a few years, but not permanently, I seem to go through periods wherein I feel like such and periods wherein I do not. And as for cutting not being the answer it is a means to an end, it isa way to remove this feeling of guilt, should I therefore choose to keep it within instead of removing it? It is perfectly acceptable in society for people to cause far worse mental and emotional and on some occasions even physical scars, yet as soon as one turns to doing it to oneself it is deemed wrong, odd. Also I do have a meeting with a counsellor on the 30th, however I plan to raise another issue in it for which getting help involves a very long difficult, and not very surefire process, mentioning this may harm my chances. I should probably start doing that again
