Just something, there are FG effects, but is kinda hard to see them, I used the pentool near Shadow´s left arm and clipping masks, I know is not my best, but I kinda like it, anyways, CnC please?
******************************** Now I see why you want to dream All your troubles dissapear with just a wish Maybe is just an ilussion, that´s all But it makes you happier, is the truth In your dreams everything is under your command Your life is perfect in all You are happy in your dreams You don´t have to worry about the problems of your life You can´t handle the past You just want to sleep now Dream, to remember the good life To forget the pain in your heart Now I see, is clearly You just want to relax To escape from the past To find a temporal solution, to calm down But you must woke up You can´t escape forever from your problems You have to fight for the life You can´t dream for the rest of your life You are the only one who wants to dream But you never will understand my pain What happened to me That maded me like this To dream forever, it sounds so nice To forget your troubles But they will trap you from behind So you have to stop them now You just want to dream To forget your sorrow You want to look around And don´t see sadness and depression You want to dream forever To never woke up I wish that happened at least one time But you have to face the reality someday ******************************** I hope is okay, because is hard to explain the dreams for a person that the 90-99% of times has a nightmare ._..
********************* In my childhood everyone hated me Punched, insulted, hurted my heart My past haunts me I can´t just forget that so easily My memories makes me suffer I can´t simple forget what happened before But I can´t change the past What happened time ago I remember once time When I started to cry Nobody conforted me, helped me And for so I trust in nobody at all Everytime I think in that My heart fills with anger Seeing how nobody showed me love That fills me with sadness and depression I can´t just forget my pain What happened when I trusted in everyone That memory haunts my heart I can´t trust you, I sorry, is the truth Part of me wants to be with you But is too hard To forget my past To forget what happened long ago... This isn´t the fault of the society at all Is just mine For being so idiot and innocent And trust... Now you understand Why I can´t trust nobody at all Is just too hard Too hard to forget The pain never dissapears I can feel it in this moment Haunting my mind Making me cry ********************* Yes, my childhood was horrible D=, and from it I learned to trust in nobody.
**************************** You can just think in change the past To make that never happen in your life You can just think in going backwards To change what happened before You can just in get rid of your troubles Change the past You see starts falling one and one But that will never get rid of your pain You want to control your past To make a better today You think in stop the clock Stop it and change the past You want to make reals your dreams, your desires To make that tragic day never happened at all You want to control the past Think in change what happened before You think in going backward Stop the time Change what happened before Because you can´t handle the pain anymore You can just think in that You think in getting rid of your troubles You just want to recover that That thing you lost time ago Why you would care about your future? If you want to change the past It doesn´t matter anymore As long as I recover you... ****************************
********************** What I did to you? Why I lost you? I am alone now I am nobody after all I am nothing I don´t feel emotions Why you left? You took a piece of my heart I see a million faces But nobody I know I am wandering What I did to you? Why do you leave me alone? Why do you let me drown in my depression? What I did to you? What I did to hurt you so much? I am wondering Why I look at the stars They are like a million eyes But I can´t find you there This is my end I will end my life If I can´t be with you I will crush my own heart I will kill myself Maybe I can be with you then Maybe I´ll be at your side now I won´t be alone anymore Without you My life has no meaning I lost all when you left It seems like I lost my heart Without you at my side My heart is pierced with a spear And that spear appeared When you left me I don´t want to suffer anymore I don´t want to live, I can´t hold this too much If I can´t be at your side My life has no meaning at all ********************** I am kinda depressed at the moment, no, I don´t lost anyone near to me, I don´t know why I am like this, but writing this helped me a little.
******************************* You will never know what comes next Life is an open book There is no fate at all You choose your future Life may be misery and sadness In a second may be happiness But you choose to change So don´t give up the happiness You may choose to suffer Open your eyes in this moment There is only a chance to live Don´t waste it now You have to choose your own future The life is not sealed in stone And ever if is You have to break it now You have to be free You are not a robot, nobody can command you And the only way to set free Is to break the mold Don´t cry Everything shall be alright Don´t let the past torture you Because you can control your own future You will never knows what comes now Dreams may come true But think in positive Because the pain will end killing you So you don´t need to be chained down to the ground Is time to choose now Time to put the past behind you Time to decide your future ******************************* In resume: You decide your future :P.
First of all, I wrote this out of boredom, so sorry if you don´t like it: ********************************** I see chaos and confusion Going around this world So much senseless wars So much dead, no meaning at all I can see corruption going around all Just dead, just hopeless sadness and anger So much things are blazing in rage Nothing happy at all The entire world may break apart But my hopes I will not give up Life is not a closed book, is open So don´t close yourself now Everything can be maked again Just start from a scratch But life is not easy You have to fight for it You think life is better for everyone You are wrong, for everyone is hard You think hurting everyone will make you happy But it will only leave you alone It seems you can´t simple count on others That you are alone in this world You think that nobody will accept what you are You are wrong, just give them a chance If the destruction don´t stop There will be no future, just nothing at all Open you heart, is that so hard? Trying to see and hear with your heart Steel clouds are forming in the sky But I will never give up I can feel everything breaking apart Why nobody can understand!? Life is not a thing to waste So don´t give up But understand: You need to stop now Life may be hard But you can make it better Don´t close yourself You will only end alone Just try to smile Don´t give up on rage It will end in nothing So cheer up You think you will get to something But everything is fading like sand Just understand: Open your heart now... ********************************** I kinda... Based it on a song >.>, and no, I am not depressed, just I feel like writing this. Conclusion: Life is hard but that doesn´t means you can´t make it better
*************************** It may be a hard way To forget what brings you pain But it really doesn´t matter too much Everybody is at your side You think everyone betrayed you But you are wrong, not right Don´t ask me why I know it, because I will not answer to you I will just tell you this: It doesn´t matter what happened before You think the past will repeat That you will have to stake at it again That it all your fault It doesn´t matter, is just past You think they can´t forgive you Just give them a chance You will see that everything will end fine Because it doesn´t matter what happened before You think it was all your fault That your punishment to die You think you should die now It just doesn´t matter anymore Is just past Forget it now You have to do it Because it just meaningless pain Past is past So forget is now You can´t change what you´ve done But you can build a better future You have to get your mind out of your past Because if you don´t you will suffer forever Just follow my words: "It doesn´t matter anymore..." *************************** I hope is not getting monotone ._.
********************** You may try to cry You may try to die But that never will do nothing Just try to get up You think that everything is dark That everything is born to die That everything will try to hurt your heart That is wrong, you will have to trust in someone Yes, is very hard to be alive But there is a bright side You may try to kill yourself Don´t think in negative All that we do isn´t full of pain Hapiness are only little moments You may see them worthless But what about love? You said love is meaningless That will not fill your hollowness You don´t know about that So don´t act like you can critisize You think everything is suffering Try to save yourself now If you can´t do that task Then it will end in meaningless suffer and cry Just try to see the bright side You may like it, who knows? You think everything is about dying You can´t say that you want to be sad, first try cherring up Try to cheer up Is the best thing to do now If you life in depression It will end killing you Don´t feel like you were nothing You may think in that, that you are not a living being But you can´t escape from reality There is more to see than with your eyes, so see with your heart... ********************** Hope my happy poems aren´t monotone ._..
********************* You try and try But everything is unchanged But don´t give up There is another way It can be so hard Just think again But don´t think too much Because it will lead to confusion Don´t complain so much Because it will end killing you Cry if you want But it won´t help you, still is your desire Is really not so bad Just don´t give up Try and try again You will see it works in the end So never give up You can still have hopes So don´t bring yourself down Just try again, you may do it, who knows? From the errors you can learn There is no time to waste You can always try again So don´t give up It simple doesn´t matter If you can´t make it work in the first time You can try to do in your own way It doesn´t matter, as long you are happy with that Just never give up So don´t push your hopes now You can try after all Who can stop you now? Don´t give up now It will make things only worse You never give up Just never give up the fight ********************* For anyone who is depressed now ._. ^^.
*********************** I just wanted to be happy But everything was taken from me I just now want to cry I feel my tears falling down I can feel my agony, why I can´t simple die? I can feel my sorrow, my cry I can feel only my tears I want to end this agony I can feel myself die I can feel the past running thought my mind I can feel that pain That I had to stake in the past I just want to cry now I can feel like I wanted to go to the oblivion Why I didn´t kill me before? I have to suffer this pain now This is the end for me And I didn´t deserve this I will die soon But I don´t want to I am so confused, I am dying? I don´t understand what´s happening to me This is my punishment? What I did? I feel my heart quivering My eyes closing As my end comes What I did, is this my fault? *********************** I am depressed and I don´t know why, I am so confused in this moment >.<
********************** Every night I sleep I just want a dream But I only have nightmares, I want to cry To sleep I am afraid I never can be happy in my sleep Is life against me!? Why this happens to my dreams My nightmares will kill me I just want to dream for once To feel that sensation But I just have nightmares and horror Is fills me with sorrow What I did? Tell me, I deserve this? Why I must suffer this pain? My poor and broken heart... I just want to cry Every night sleep is like die I want to end this But I just can´t do this... ********************** Seriously, I always have nightmares, not one of my bests poems, still I like it.
********************** Is like poison for you, deadly poison But you want more and more You can´t stop tasting it You can feel it thought your veins It fills you with rage You feel like killing, giving sadness You can´t touch the light anymore You will live in darkness now Is your fault You can´t change it now You were in the dark Thought they said you to run away There is no hope now This is your fate, you know? This is your fault Accept it now! You will live in misery now You can´t escape, is rough I know You will die in oblivion You live in chaos and destruction You can´t handle the pain anyone The pain of being alone But you are alone now This all your fault ********************** I wrote it because I wanted to write something, no, I am not depressed.
*********************** This pain in my chest Is kills my heart It breaks me from the inside I can´t handle it anymore Is like I was hollow If I haven´t emotions I deserve this The pain is going to end killing me What I have to do to get rid of it I have to kill me!? I have to die to get rid of the pain Then so be it What is this pain in my heart? What is happening to me? I can´t handle this anymore I have to get rid of this now I try again and again But it never goes away Is just killing me It will end making me sick I can handle this anymore I have to get rid of this now I can´t get rid of this I think I will end dying *********************** THIS is the reason of my depression, a pain in my chest I been having for weeks, I just... Can´t handle it anymore, is killing me little by little (In the emotional way), is making me completely sick.
******************************* I don´t need nobody at my side I want to destroy, not to die I want everyone to feel my deadly despair I want to see them in agony, I´ll make them cry I want to see everyone who opposes me dead I want to see them suffer I will not have mercy Anyways they hate me Everyone around me will dissapear What it concers me? I don´t care about them You can´t command me now You all will not see me again, you will be dead I don´t want to see your faces again You will be all erased Into oblivion I will see you dissapear And I will laught and watch you fall I will all see you die Suffer and cry I m not sad anymore So I don´t need you, you are all useless now A flurry of flames passed thought my heart An unseen hatred Little by little devouring me And I didn´t noticed it Now I am like this What happened to me? Is this desire of revenge That pours thought my chest You all maded me suffer Now is time for my revenge You hurted me so many times But you are now just a pitiful creature I don´t need nobody at my side Because in nobody I can trust now Not even in you You maded me suffer and I never told you The flames are devouring me The fire is consuming me The depression is taking me You are the cause, you did this to me I can just cry Drown in my sadness But I won´t do that I will take my revenge now ******************************* I am angry and a little depressed now, don´t worry, is just that I been having a bad day -___-, soon that will dissapear.
************************* I can´t handle this pain It pierces my chest I need you before I die Please support me, please help me I need somebody at my side I simple can´t do this alone, I´ll die I can´t handle this without help I beg of you, before I faint I tried to do it alone But I simple can´t do it now I need your help, I am weak Please, take my hand You trusted in me When nobody else wanted me You conforted me When everybody else wanted me to die My rage repeled everything But you still standed with me You still conforted me With your arms you embraced me You always conforted me You always tried to help me You never left me alone Even everyone did it, you standed with me I felt like rotting I was trapped in nothing I was corrupted with darkness Still, you grabbed my hand and embraced me I didn´t counted in others It was full of hopeless anger I wanted dead for everbody But still you were next to me, conforting me Now I need your help again So please grab me hand I can´t do this without you Please, I beg of you I know I can trust in you I only truly cared for you You know I never will lie you, is the truth So please don´t leave me when more I need you ************************* For you Nymph ;D :).
****************************** No matter what you hard you try The pain from the past will trap you down Is like a lance that pierces thought your heart It drives you crazy, it feeds your sorrow and rage You just fell like forgetting everything You feel now like dying You can feel your heart quivering You just want to give up and go crying You can just turn that sadness in rage But it will turn in just hopeless anger It may be hard to forget You can only think in revenge Everyone want to forget their problems, their sadness They will do anything for it, even die without think again But it will never let go You can´t change what happened before Is the past, left it in the yesterday You can´t do nothing, understand Is hard to forget the pain you had to stake But is just past, is doesn´t happening now You can´t count of others You have to do it by yourself If you don´t get rid of the pain Your heart will end rotting again and again You just fell like killing yourself That is wrong, you won´t get rid of the pain You feel like hurting someone else You just feel like taking revenge Don´t let the rage will take over you It will only end in lonely sadness You just have to forget Is hard, but is the only way You have to stop now Because nobody then will be at your side How I know? Because that is how I am now Just understand You have to forget You can´t just erase your memory You just have to find a way ****************************** Right now I am remembering things that hurted me, and I feel like killing someone, but I feel like, I am not going to do it, and I am still a little in that "Don´t trust in nobody" phase -_-, but in a incredible way I am not depressed.
********************** Life is hard Understand that You can´t trust in anyone You have to do the things by yourself You can´t sneak your sorrow You think in anyone to tell your problems Is a bad idea, understand? Don´t trust in nobody, okay? When life is hard You think in die But never give up So don´t give up your hopes! Learn with the experiences of life They aren´t a thing to waste But don´t trust in anyone Because everything they say is a lie So, come on! You have to live now You only have a chance to live Don´t waste it now You can only think in depression and sadness But you have to build your own happiness You think life isn´t anything but a waste Is false, there are so much things to live I won´t lie Everything is hard But you can´t trust in anyone That will make you stronger, so leave them right now There are so many things to die But you are young, don´t worry about them now You have only a chance to live So don´t waste it now! It may be hard Do it by yourself But you can´t trust I haven´t told you before? Don´t be sad Is because things don´t go like you want? Life has his bad and good points Try to put your mind in positive now Life is more than sadness Is more than rage or hopeless anger is more than all the emotions, even love and happiness It has a meaning, you have to find it or fall ********************** I am still in that "Don´t trust in nobody" phase as you see -_-, but I am better in mood.
******************************* I don´t know what to trust I don´t know if to believe you or not I don´t know what to believe I don´t know what´s happening to me So many things dissapear around me So many things are erased with a simple wish Everything aside is torn Everything around has thorns So many things turn into dust I am just alone I am trapped between sadness and happiness I am unfree to move unless another hand helps me The fire of rage takes everything good of us It only leaves a hollow sensation That fire tries to consume me I won´t let it again The sadness is like a sea that drowns us alone It have drowned me before I won´t let it happen now But I won´t let nobody helps me It has come to this Nobody wants me to live I won´t let that depress me again I will knock them out I trust in nobody more than me Because I know they´ll betray me They did it, they betrayed me I will not trust in nobody again I will not let the sadness take over me again I will use every single drop of all I have I won´t let nobody command me I´m not a tool, I´m not going to used and throwed away Everything good of us is taken away by rage Every bit of happiness is taken by sadness They are like a monster That devours everything and only lefts sorrow Everything drowns in sadness Everything fades in flames What I can do? I won´t them devour me too ******************************* In resume: I don´t trust in some people (Even thought I put "I don´t trust in nobody"), I am trying to cheer up but is very hard for me, and I am a little angry now.
***************************** I don´t need nobody at my side I will never tear again I´ll put the past behind me I won´t let simple things complain me It may be a rough way But I won´t ask help I don´t want to be happy But that doesn´t means you won´t see me smiling Well, I don´t let the past depress me I will put it behind me But I won´t be happy again I will be strong, not weak I won´t cry again I have enought strenght I don´t need your help This is my way I will put everything behind me I won´t let anything depress me Nothing can break me Nothing can tear me I won´t fade in oblivion I wish I haven´t annoyed you before Because I can understand that I was a problem Live is more than just depression Is just more than kill and destruction There is a meaning I want to find it I just want to live I am not going to trust anyone Maybe try to to smile But I won´t be completely happy Live is more than happiness Is more than sadness and rage I want to find that meaning Nothing can´t stop me Being happy is worthless Being sad is meaningless I must find a balance between them Because I want both of them ***************************** What I meant to say with this poem is that I don´t want to be sad anymore, but I don´t want to be happy, because I am more vulnerable to become more depressed, I want something between both things, so I won´t depress me again.
