[IMG] Hope you're doing well, Princess. :)
How's it going with the voice clips? :huh:
Zack stifled a yawn. What was up with these people? The trial had finally seemed to be picked up, but then it began to slow to a crawl. It was almost like someone was messing with the flow of time. Undaunted, until Axel made his response, Zack decided to ponder one of life's most puzzling questions: ...What did the scouter say about Lexaeus' power level...
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Changes We met each other one day. It happened purely by accident. Something between us just clicked. She made me happy. I made her laugh. We were there for each other, through hardships and celebrations. For the first time in years, my affection was renewed. My self-esteem and self-confidence began to spark again. The feeling of courage. The strength of the heart. To have someone to care about again. Foolishly dreaming that my cursed cycle would finally be broken. But the pleasure didn't last. Nothing ever does. Maybe it was me. Maybe it was her. We drifted apart. Our bond was weakened. The sinews of our hearts became frayed, shattered. Strained to the breaking point. I try to fight. I was afraid to let go of my completeness. My contentment. My feelings for her. Secretly wishing with my heart that we could be something more. Knowing full well with my mind that we couldn't. But how do you hold onto one who doesn't want to be saved? We became distant. I don't know why. I was facing a tidal wave of change. The currents forced me back, knocking me down, but I kept trying. Persevering. And I believed in my soul I could set things right again. Maybe I was trying too hard. Maybe she wasn't trying at all. I was blinded by rose-colored glasses. She just didn't...feel that way. I refused to give in. But with every step, I was afraid. Afraid of the rejection. Afraid she's sick of hearing from me. Afraid of how she really felt about me. Afraid I was just another annoyance in her life. Again. Then it happened. A misfortune on my end. I would never have expected it. The last I remember is the blinding flash of pain. The agony of the light... ...before sinking into eternal darkness. I had become lost within the labyrinths of my mind. To relive the deepest, darkest moments of my life. With no hope. No courage. No help. That was my fate. My destiny. I fought my internal battle. Struggling to wake up. Trying to screw fate. But time waits for no one. I became only a distant memory in her thoughts. Someone she used to know, but never was. She lived her charmed life while mine had been mercilessly halted. And all the while, my only drive was to come back to her. To become one of the waking. To find her again. To apologize for not being there when I could. To apologize for being there when I shouldn't. For being egotistical and narrow-minded. For never being able to see her for who she was. She was my light in the darkness. The one that kept me going. When my spirit merged back with my body it had been too long. Too long and too late. All that I knew was meaningless. She had gone on with her life without ever fully knowing me. A sad, heavy heart. This describes my relationships. To love and to have lost. And after all these years, Destiny's force has always tainted my life. The cycle of never winning in the end. And now she's gone. Again.
I'm survivin'. :p Doing what I can to stay sane. :wacko:
Hope you're doing well, Neku. :)
*teleports in* *makes sure Castle remains epic* *teleports out*
Wow. I'm sorry that I don't talk to you often (or unleash Evil DF on you constantly :sweat:). I don't know what else to say. It was an honor knowing you. I pray for you, wish you luck and hope that you'll come back to us. :) Spoiler <_< >_> O_o *tickle glomps*
I'm doing just fine. :) Er...other than homework being due everyday, midterms coming up and six to ten page essays due. :sweat:
She was a total stranger to be honest. I just happened to be accidentally eavesdropping. :sweat: Nah. He knew that if I got in trouble, so would he. And it'd be a waste of time going through all the legalities...:wacko:
Aww...I'll miss you, girl friend. :o University's been sucking big time. Midterms are coming up, homework is due almost every single day, I'm...
As far as everyone in the real world knows, I'm just this quiet guy that doesn't socialize much. It's my secret identity. Shhh! :sweat:
He would've...if it weren't in public.
Hope you're doing okay. :)
Hey, Princess! *tickle glomps* [IMG]
You know that feeling where you're just so focused on something that you lose all sense of time? (i.e. watching your favorite TV show, playing an addicting video game, etc.) That's what hypnosis is. It's just a state of intense and total focus. So, believe it or not, you've been under hypnosis and haven't even realized it. :sly:
Well, she made some offhand comments about her boyfriend before I started, so I couldn't do much unfortunately. And like I said, there was the issue of time too. :sideways: *cries* So...who's next? :D
Believe what you want. I'm a hypnoknismolagniac and I'm sticking to it. :)
If you mean hypnotized by her looks, then yeah, I'd say I was. But then again, what guy wouldn't? :p And I only stared into her eyes as a distraction technique. She went down quickly. Not as deep as I wanted to, but I was able to remove her headache. She thanked me afterwards. Then I realized what time it was and I had to jet out of there.
