I've been working a lot. Watching anime. Trying to become a responsible adult. Just general things. I can't really complain too much. I hope...
Would be far more creative than the usual "Let's get married when we grow up" affair. Which is what it might be, but I hope it's not.
Thanks for that. It's nice to be remembered. I'm gonna try and be around more. Are you doing okay?
I wonder how everyone is doing.
I am alive. For the most part. Still getting a feel for KHV again.
sutarudusto how is ye?
It makes me happy that someone remembers me. Someone cute to boot.
I was informed that this happened and that I was mentioned. And I have a word. Well...words. We might have been like water and oil but all of that can never overcome all the good times and the ideas, and the talks and everything. But most of all, whenever I think of Cassie as a person, I think of her fondly. Because for all the headaches she gave me, she also made me feel human. All this when all I felt was like a monster and alone. Cass gave me a reason to be happy whenever I was sad.And that is something I will never really forget. No matter what. Even if we don't keep in touch. I will never forget all the good that you've given me. I guess what I mean to say is, you've given me a gift I hope I might have in some way reciprocated somehow. Your friendship gave me part of who I am and why I stand. Not perfectly, mind you. But here I am, and you'll always have a spot here in my small heart. So obviously, if you ever need anything, I will always be willing to listen. So be happy, little one. You deserve it.
I'm sad and nostalgic, darling~
It's just like Kingdom Hearts. Your party hardly does anything useful. oh and the gore and death and sexual themes
The best thing that could have happened to you.
MAKAZE'S BACK, STAFF HOW COULD YOU!? AFTER ALL OUR HARD WORK, ALL THE PAIN AND HARDSHIP AFTER -EVERYTHING- YOU SPIT ON IT AND SPIT ON THE WORK WE'VE DONE. FOOLS, ALL OF YOU. FOOOOOOLLLLLSS! ...haha lolno. The gang's all here now! Welcome back Makaze. Now let's go par-tay!
I am particularly fond of the saliva. It turns me on indefinitely.
Oh Enzy, this is such a sad story. But here's the deal. It's not fair for you to hold on to someone you don't love or plan to love earnestly. If you are so filled with doubt, how can you possible reciprocate his (seemingly) strong feelings towards you? That isn't a good thing. We're talking about people and people aren't things we can just keep and leave at leisure. Whatever happens will be an emotional roller-coaster and will not end well for all parties involved. He could be rich and famous and the 'perfect' guy but if you don't feel -that- way about him, then it makes little sense trying to nurture something you're deep down opposed to. But these feelings you're beginning to have throw a big wrench in everything. Now you feel that you somehow do like him. So it's an internal turmoil D; Now on to the next point. He cried? Maybe he's just very emotional and given, but it strikes me as odd that he'd cry so much. As I said, maybe he's an intense person so it gets to him a lot, but if he takes it that badly then -maybe- a relationship isn't something he's supposed to be pursuing if he's so vulnerable about losing you or trying to sort things out. In the end, relationships are something that can only work when you're mature enough to pursue them. Sometimes we have to put on our grown-up undies and face things head on. Do you want more time? Do you want to be with him? Do you want to cut it off completely? It's really up to you, but whatever you do will initially leave you doubting and in pain for a while. Nothing you invest in will be painless to get out of.
I'm back you ungrateful pieces of daddy issues-filled pus. Don't even look at me you basics!
Woah, what's happening here? D;
Hah, thanks. I may just do that. Besides, I wouldn't want to miss the fun we're going to have soon~ (this is actually really nice of you, thanks~)
Hey guys thanks for the nice comments. I got a message from Amaury to let me know. And I am really grateful to him for this thread and to all that have replied. I was debating whether or not to log in and post but it was a kind gesture which I am really, really really thankful for.
Get on Skype if you can. We need to talk.
Some people are honestly complicated. And others aren't nice, no matter how much they bust their butts pretending they are.