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  1. axel-chanviii
    For some reason, I have this feeling that she's just gonna draw an Arc Reactor and a llama on m, instead of an arrow on fire.
    Thread by: axel-chanviii, Oct 20, 2012, 6 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  2. axel-chanviii
    Yeah, it's kinda that sort of thing, it's basically about missing someone and hoping they're okay but you know they'll be back.
    And without further ado, here is a thing I wrote about my friends:

    Vampires

    Dark nights, flickering streetlamps
    I feel you coming for me and I don't even try to run
    'Cause I'll let you drain my life one more time tonight
    And if I say no, what use am I?
    What kind of friend am I?

    I swear, this is the last time that I let you do this to me
    I tell myself to make you see how much it hurts me
    Seeing you this way
    But instead, I allow you to take my life away
    'Cause if I say no
    I'm afraid that you'll hate me.

    It's a vicious circle, a messed up lover's triangle
    The way we operate tonight
    I don't fear your bite, those vampires crying to the night
    And if I don't let you go
    What kind of family am I?

    I swear, this is the last time that I let you do this to me
    I tell myself to make you see how much it hurts me
    Seeing you this way
    But instead, I allow you to take my life away
    'Cause if I say no
    I'm afraid that you'll hate me.

    And it hurts more than you can do this
    Than it does that you use me
    And that they, they're always watching.
    Are we broken is it hopeless?
    I can feel myself constantly changing
    And I don't want to wake up hating you for what you made me do
    Reliving the past just to get back at you
    Because I've waited and the centuries have passed.

    I swear, this is the last time that I let you do this to me
    I tell myself to make you see how much it hurts me
    Seeing you this way
    But instead, I allow you to take my life away
    'Cause if I say no
    I'm afraid that you'll hate me.

    And vampires will never scare me
    'Cause we're just like some of them
    And vampires can never hurt us if we keep running
    But they're always watching
    Post by: axel-chanviii, Oct 11, 2012 in forum: Archives
  3. axel-chanviii
    Maybe, but they both know that sometimes I just need some time out and besides, they've both said some hurtful things in the past so even though I've said to them that I have other things going on at different times.
    They're still my friends, they're just doing my head in a bit right now.
    Post by: axel-chanviii, Oct 6, 2012 in forum: The Spam Zone
  4. axel-chanviii
    See, IT'S GOOD FOR THE PEOPLE BRO!
    Also, I'm very focused on just having a good time with Stark for her birthday so yay!
    Post by: axel-chanviii, Oct 6, 2012 in forum: The Spam Zone
  5. axel-chanviii
    I usually don't tell them that I'm going to block them, but sometimes I will just be like "I need some peace" and most of them don't notice. Like this guy. O_O
    My other friend I specifically asked her NOT to contact me for a while and I got that back. So I blocked her. She texts me obsessively as well espeecially when drunk and she complains about me not inviting her to places where either: a) I don't want her there because she'll cause a scene or b) I'm not the one doing the inviting and I don't want to be rude.

    So yeah, I have my reasons for blocking people and I have my reasons for either telling them or not telling them.
    Post by: axel-chanviii, Oct 6, 2012 in forum: The Spam Zone
  6. axel-chanviii
    You are one of the blocked, but not either of those people. UNLESS YOU'RE A GIRL AND YOU THINK MY BOYFRIEND IS FIT!
    You're mainly blocked because I will just rave about my boyfriend to you xD IT'S FOR THE GOOD OF THE PEOPLE, BRO.
    Post by: axel-chanviii, Oct 6, 2012 in forum: The Spam Zone
  7. axel-chanviii
    Make sure they're not crazy before you block them from Skype.
    I just got 3 e-mails.
    The first two are pretty okay.

    The third was a detailed account of this guy's life.
    FML.
    LEAVE ME ALONE FOR 3 DAYS OKAY? I JUST WANNA CELEBRATE STARK'S BIRTHDAY AND GET DRUNK.
    Uggh. Oh and my female "friends" aren't much better xD

    This is one of them:
    Yep! Just because I like solitude a little. And she also came out with this one about my boyfriend:
    What the feh!? But I think psycho girl is crazier than this dude. I'll unblock him soon with the other 2 people that are blocked xD
    Thread by: axel-chanviii, Oct 6, 2012, 9 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  8. axel-chanviii
    Shannon.

    Yep. UNISEX NAMES!
    Post by: axel-chanviii, Oct 5, 2012 in forum: The Spam Zone
  9. axel-chanviii
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    Post by: axel-chanviii, Sep 29, 2012 in forum: The Spam Zone
  10. axel-chanviii
    Try the one on the right.
    Post by: axel-chanviii, Sep 26, 2012 in forum: The Spam Zone
  11. axel-chanviii
    ctrl + AltGr + e = é
    Which is one of my fave characters. I may draw her in a dress.
    Post by: axel-chanviii, Sep 25, 2012 in forum: The Spam Zone
  12. axel-chanviii
    Well, I locked myself out o my bank account and now have to schlep all the way to my bank to sort it. Might come back with comics or a photo frame.
    On top of that, my rent went up and my boyfriend starts more work at the start o October so we probably won't see each other.//
    Oh, and I have to get on a computing course.
    And Angels on Saturday.
    Also, there's a hole in my wall that I need to cover up and I don't have a picture frame/ the right size picture to cover it up with.

    So, hi.
    Post by: axel-chanviii, Sep 25, 2012 in forum: The Spam Zone
  13. axel-chanviii
    ... I'm just gonna sit here and shake my head.
    you DO know that I live in a tiny house with like 4 other people, right? There will probably be no room unless Stark and I move out.
    Post by: axel-chanviii, Sep 24, 2012 in forum: The Spam Zone
  14. axel-chanviii
    Stupendously silly and at the same time very cute and very awesome. Just like Rory.
    Post by: axel-chanviii, Sep 20, 2012 in forum: The Spam Zone
  15. axel-chanviii
    Checked their site and the one question I had was "Do I need my own equipment?" and there's no answer. I may have to call them and oh my god, do I hate calling people.
    Thread by: axel-chanviii, Sep 19, 2012, 0 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  16. axel-chanviii
    You can go and I won't say a word
    You can leave me behind
    I promise I won't mind
    And you can let go, let go, let go
    As long as you remember me tonight.

    I don't know where you are,
    Don't know what you're thinking
    But I'm too aware that you're missing
    I miss your heart, miss your eyes,
    Missing everything that saw through my disguise
    And I will keep myself intact
    For when you come back
    When you come back.

    You said that you didn't wanna leave
    At least not until you spent one more night with me
    I said I didn't mind
    It was fine if you went away
    But you made plans and you stole my breath away.
    And I don't care if you're having the time of your life
    Just take a moment and remember me tonight.

    I don't know where you are,
    Don't know what you're thinking
    But I'm too aware that you're missing
    I miss your heart, miss your eyes,
    Missing everything that saw through my disguise
    And I will keep myself intact
    For when you come back
    When you come back.

    Listening to your music
    Trying to make sense of it
    I wish you never went away
    Curled up in your sweater
    Someone, make it better
    Please come back today.

    'Cause I don't know where you are,
    And I don't know what you're thinking
    But I'm too aware that you're missing
    I miss your heart, miss your eyes,
    Missing everything that saw through my disguise.
    And everything's gone missing!

    I don't know where you are,
    Don't know what you're thinking
    But I'm too aware that you're missing
    I miss your heart, miss your eyes,
    Missing everything that saw through my disguise
    And I will keep myself intact
    For when you come back
    When you come back.

    When you come back
    When you come back
    I will keep myself intact
    Until you come back.
    Thread by: axel-chanviii, Sep 15, 2012, 2 replies, in forum: Archives
  17. axel-chanviii
    Thanks for reading me Greek and Norse Mythology at bedtime all those years ago. You may have scarred me for life, but I don't regret a thing. You're the best.
    Post by: axel-chanviii, Sep 15, 2012 in forum: The Spam Zone
  18. axel-chanviii
    Not really. It's a thing between the person that was directed at. Their hands are twice the size of mine (not hard, my hands are impossibly small.) and a different texture xD
    IDK I just like them.
    Post by: axel-chanviii, Sep 14, 2012 in forum: The Spam Zone
  19. axel-chanviii
    I went through your iPod and made a playlist of music from it. I listen to it whenever I miss you and lately, that's a lot.
    Post by: axel-chanviii, Sep 13, 2012 in forum: The Spam Zone
  20. axel-chanviii
    I like the way you take care of me and I love the way you laugh at books.
    Post by: axel-chanviii, Sep 13, 2012 in forum: The Spam Zone